I was never a heavy kid, I was never overweight as a young adult. I just managed to put 100 extra pounds on in the last 10 years. Boy am I upset with myself. I did NOT have a child, or anything like that...so what is my problem?
I just overate, had seconds, and did not care about it. It is not that I am an emotional eater...its just that I like food too much now. I am at my heaviest weight at the moment...229 pounds and I am pretty short, so this is unacceptable.
I am starting this diary because I need to. I need to get back to a healthy weight. I joined Curves for Women gym, and they do Zumba there. I have started doing that about a month now. I managed to lose 4 pounds, but this weekend being a Holiday...I just put those 4 pounds I worked soooo hard to take off, back on! Ughh!! Happy Independence Day!!!
I looked at pictures from my High School. Wow I used to think I was fat and I was a size 2. What was I thinking? The thing is, you never know what you have till it is gone. Boy is that right. Now I am a size 16 and I wish so much to be size 2 again. I know it is going to take a lot of work on my part. I believe in God, so I believe in MIRACLES....I need a miracle for sure

I just overate, had seconds, and did not care about it. It is not that I am an emotional eater...its just that I like food too much now. I am at my heaviest weight at the moment...229 pounds and I am pretty short, so this is unacceptable.
I am starting this diary because I need to. I need to get back to a healthy weight. I joined Curves for Women gym, and they do Zumba there. I have started doing that about a month now. I managed to lose 4 pounds, but this weekend being a Holiday...I just put those 4 pounds I worked soooo hard to take off, back on! Ughh!! Happy Independence Day!!!

I looked at pictures from my High School. Wow I used to think I was fat and I was a size 2. What was I thinking? The thing is, you never know what you have till it is gone. Boy is that right. Now I am a size 16 and I wish so much to be size 2 again. I know it is going to take a lot of work on my part. I believe in God, so I believe in MIRACLES....I need a miracle for sure