I'm back! Thank you SOO much everyone for the well wishes It meant ALOT to me!!
Well it took me a good 2 weeks to get over the flu, I mean it hit me hard, I have never felt like that before. I seriously thought I was going to die a couple of times while I was sick.
Then had many many bad days after I got well. I gained 3 of my pounds back so just so everyone is clear, you cant lose weight then eat TOTAL CRAP non stop and not gain the weight back!! lol but I have managed to lose 2 of that the last week, I havent been as strick on myself as I should have this past week but I did pretty good. I still have ZERO energy, have not gained any energy back from being sick. Have been eating alot of frozen foods like popcorn chicken, broccoli and potatoes, these chicken crispito wraps I love, because I havent felt like cooking meals so everything I have is pretty much stuff from the freezer section and I bake it, I've been eating salads again, vegies, baked chips and kellogs bars. Lean Pockets, Lunchables.
I know I gained 3 pounds back, but lost 2 again but I feel smaller now than before I got sick and went off of my diet plan, my mom gave me a pair of jeans that were too big for her they are size 14, but they have alot of stretch and they are stretched out but that made me feel good and I'm wearing a pair of my sister's pants now who is a size 16. I just feel smaller, It's probably all in my head but I don't care because it's giving me motivation. lol
My sister's Fiance got a job in another state and she went with him, she is 12 hours away from me right now, she's been there for 2 weeks and I took it very hard the first week as she is my very best friend and I've always seen her every single day. I am going to visit her on the 22nd and I will only stay for a few days I will have to come back home and get back to work but I'm so excited and I'm trying to lose as much weight as I can between now and then, it's 9 days away. Boy am I dreading the 12 hour drive there and back!! But they are close to the beach and I haven't been to the beach in like 7 years!! It will be exciting to see my son play in the water and see the Ocean for the first time. They have a big huge aquarium there we are going to and you can pet the dolfins and the stingrays and stuff. I'm SOO excited!! Since my sister is going to miss my son's 2nd Halloween becaue she's not comming home until Christmas, I am bringing his Halloween costume so she can see him in it lol. He is a Monkey this year because he got this stuffed monkey for Christmas last year and he doesnt usually care for stuffed animals but from day one he has latched onto that monkey and will not sleep without it or anything, his birthday party will be a Monkey Themed party too and I'm going to let him wear his Monkey costume on his birthday!
Anyway I'm sorry I have been missing for a few weeks and thank you all agian for the wishes and encouragement you are all such sweet lovely people with big hearts!! I hope you all have done well and I will be catching up on everyone's diaries!!
LOVE YOU ALL!!