ddaniela
New member
This time I will achieve my goal, I will lose weight, I will not gain all the weight back, and I will not starve myself!
My current weight is 167lbs (I'm 5'5"), and my ideal weight is 130lbs. So I have 37 pounds to lose (forever) by December 1st. Every year is the same drama.. will I fit in a nice dress for the holiday party? Should I just stop eating for a week, and even if I dont eat for a week will I lose a lot of weight until the party day? Not this year!
The thing is, I am not fat.. okay I am slightly overweight... but I used to be skinny so every time I encounter an old friend he or she gives me "the look" that makes me very uncomfortable. Isnt it ridiculous that people are judged by their weight? I know that it is not healthy, but I cannot gain 5pounds (okay I gained 25pounds in the last couple of years) that my own friends look at me with a disgusted face? Maybe I am just paranoid.. and maybe they are not really my friends... but I will still work on my weight issue.
My biggest obstacle is that I love food.. I eat when i am hungry, when I am not hungry, when I am bored, when I am sad, and when I am happy! In addition, I dont like to exercise, i am a full time student with a lot of free time, and I love to cook! ahhh... sometimes I feel like the universe is against me
I will try to write often so I dont "forget" my goal and to give me motivation.
My current weight is 167lbs (I'm 5'5"), and my ideal weight is 130lbs. So I have 37 pounds to lose (forever) by December 1st. Every year is the same drama.. will I fit in a nice dress for the holiday party? Should I just stop eating for a week, and even if I dont eat for a week will I lose a lot of weight until the party day? Not this year!
The thing is, I am not fat.. okay I am slightly overweight... but I used to be skinny so every time I encounter an old friend he or she gives me "the look" that makes me very uncomfortable. Isnt it ridiculous that people are judged by their weight? I know that it is not healthy, but I cannot gain 5pounds (okay I gained 25pounds in the last couple of years) that my own friends look at me with a disgusted face? Maybe I am just paranoid.. and maybe they are not really my friends... but I will still work on my weight issue.
My biggest obstacle is that I love food.. I eat when i am hungry, when I am not hungry, when I am bored, when I am sad, and when I am happy! In addition, I dont like to exercise, i am a full time student with a lot of free time, and I love to cook! ahhh... sometimes I feel like the universe is against me
I will try to write often so I dont "forget" my goal and to give me motivation.