you gotta have faith-ah, faith-ah, faith-ah, you gotta have faaaaaith. -george michael. Looking is good, but don't act as if you lost the job yet! there's still time i believe in you! also, No worries about the party, you gotta enjoy yourself sometime just don't over indulge! i mean whats one more week or even a few days! I look at it like this, if you were your target weight, would you be so concerned about your portions at the party? if not so much then treat it the same! you are pretty much living life as if you were your target weight, so have a little fun, you know youa re cabale of working off so have fun! I'm also still hyper. I am so milking it here at work!1!