CoachCrimson
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I've got a couple more major tests of will and stamina coming up here. Today, we will be going to a family picnic to celebrate memorial day. Its not hard for me to resist food around the family (mostly because of the way they have treated me in the past), but it is hard to not binge when i come home after not eating anything. I know bringing my own food is going to make them question me and talk about what I am doing ( i hate talking about weight loss with my family because they are so skewed in their perspectives). But I will deal with that and bring at least something to keep going for the day so the fight against the hunger binge isnt too difficult when i get home.
then, tomorrow and the day after, ive got 2 very long days of substituting for a 6-8th grade art teacher (head coach of the girls varsity track team, she requested me, lol). will need to pack my food, and make sure i am eating at the most regular intervals possible, because we will have practice at the end of the day as well. so i will be out of the house from about 7am till 6pm. not quite as long of a day as last saturday with the track meet, but i have more responsibility and work to do when substituting, so it will be harder to ensure i am eating at the right times and keeping things consistant. but if i pack and prepare, then i can conquer.
side note: i decided to re-weigh myself again this morning before eating lunch (scales are in the kitchen...) for the fun of it, and even after breakfast and drinking water, i weighed in even lower, actually a new current low. though i wont count it because for the sake of consistancy i am recording morning empty weight. if i count this new weight, i will become obsessed with always looking for lowest number possible, and thats not the point.
then, tomorrow and the day after, ive got 2 very long days of substituting for a 6-8th grade art teacher (head coach of the girls varsity track team, she requested me, lol). will need to pack my food, and make sure i am eating at the most regular intervals possible, because we will have practice at the end of the day as well. so i will be out of the house from about 7am till 6pm. not quite as long of a day as last saturday with the track meet, but i have more responsibility and work to do when substituting, so it will be harder to ensure i am eating at the right times and keeping things consistant. but if i pack and prepare, then i can conquer.
side note: i decided to re-weigh myself again this morning before eating lunch (scales are in the kitchen...) for the fun of it, and even after breakfast and drinking water, i weighed in even lower, actually a new current low. though i wont count it because for the sake of consistancy i am recording morning empty weight. if i count this new weight, i will become obsessed with always looking for lowest number possible, and thats not the point.