General hysterical diet related rambling: From Flab to Fab.

Ayour vacation/holiday sounds wonderful!! I know for me trips are big motivators...I am sure you will look sexy as ever in that sundress you always do!! :) hope you are doing well and know that we are your biggest cheerleaders!! we know you are gonna be super sassy in the summer...lol :) hugs!! xoxo
 
Ruuuuuuuuthie, where have you gone to? i don't like when you disappear on this forum, your lack of presence is totally noticable:(


Anyway hun i hope your keeping well!! Missing the updates!!


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Hope all is well!! I know being MIA doesn't mean being "bad"...i hope its just lack of time keeping you away!! :)
 
ASorry, I have gone quite awol again haven't I? I have thought about you all, but I haven't even had a peek on here .. The truth is that I am eating a shit load of shitty foods, and revelling in it. Yep, thats right. I just don't want to eat healthily. I am happy stuffing my face, and I am happy not doing any uni work. Something outside of me is looking back on myself and acknowledging that this is a major life downwards spiral, that I will end up fat again and also being kicked out of college again. But for the main part I am just thinking soddit. Sod it all.

Jasper hasn't commented. I hope she isn't doing the same as I am.

Coming on here and saying how I feel has made me reflect on what I am doing a bit more. Whether that will be enough to make me change, I don't know.
 
AOnly you can decide whats right for you Hun!! we will be here supporting you no matter when or how long it takes!! hang in there and take some time to reflect on things and maybe you will feel different sooner than later..... sending you a big hug!! XOXO
 
I think it's a good idea if you go read your first post, maybe help you remember why you are doing all of this? And read some of the good ones, Iv found thats helped me stay on track? Also write down what has triggered you going back to old ways? hope you ok hun, I really enjoy reading your diary please don't stay away too long :)


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Sorry to hear that your not eating good at the moment hun, i have been there SO MANY TIMES.



When your ready to start eating healthy again, we will all be here for you:):)


I am currently prograsinating from college work today...but we will be okay!! gotta keep thinking positive:)


best of luck darling xxxxx
 
I miss you, too!

Come back when you are ready.

We're all here waiting for you, Ruthie!!


PS- You gotta go look at my latest "before and after" pics! I'm wearing super-obnoxious sexy clothes in the "after"!!! So silly!
 
AHello you lot :eek: :eek: :eek: Thanks for the lovely messages xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I am sorry to say I have become a chubby chub of a chubbing chubster again. Yup, you heard, I have become flab-ulous, in all my flabtastic glory. Or not, as the case may be. The trouble was, that I ordered takeaway after takeaway, ate bar or chocolate after bar of chocolate, and became generally fat lazy and slobby. This is changing. I do not feel like I deserve your support after just disappearing without a word.... But I shall be loitering about, being inspired by you lot. I am doing a you tube video of me, my flab, and I, which I will hopefully put up at the end of my weightloss journey, aas I woud hate to think of this diary as unfinished. Unfinished things have something horrrible about them. I really do want one day to come on here and say I HAVE MADE IT!!!!!!

Grand weight gain: 28 pounds
Grand inch gain: 5, everywhere
Grand Ma: I just felt like typing that.
 
My Ruth!!! it is soooo good to see you back again on this forum, i have missed you so much, you have no idea:):)


I think the youtube video thang sounds brill, and how did you REALLY gain 28 pounds back? I bet after a week of eating the right half of it will fall off you. You just got to be consistent and stick to the healthy eating. Saying that, im no angel either, i keep doing good and bad, good and bad, for every 4 good days i go back 2...joke much?


Best of luck darling, and i am so happy you are back gracing us with your wonderful presence again!!:):)


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A:grouphug: :D Have missed you too! Coming back here I am struck with a sudden, huge pang for everything fat forum :)

If you hadn't had the good days, you would be in a much worse position now... You might have gained a lot of weight if it wasn't for them... So don't beat yourself up about the bad days. We can't change the past, but we can change the future.

TO THE FUTURE :cheers2:

I have reached the stage where I could honestly cry about my weight if I let myself. That is a good thing. I really am determined to lose the blubber once and for all.

Found this great article about it all going to pot if you slip up for one day, or even one meal, and also about the "IO'll start again on monday" Mentality. It won't help you lot most probably as you carry on trying, but it was good for me to read and will be good for people who are just starting out after diet fail after diet fail as well... http://www.livestrong.com/blog/the-weight-loss-mistake-youre-making-over-and-over-again/?fb_comment_id=fbc_10151030506478754_23356923_10151030647093754#f12a9ef3c03ed4c

At the gym they did all my stats on this really cool super duper mega computer machine thingy.... And heres the results......

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Tis official- I have junk in my trunk.

And this is what I look like now... A dodgy picture but its the one that shows me looking the fattest...

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AOn the plus side, no bad food for a week, and I have deffo DEBLOATED, baby. Two inches off my waist! Now I know that can't be fat... But still! My tummy must've been like a water bed.
 
AOMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T NOTICE YOU WERE BACK!!!!!!!

You had kinda slipped off the bottom of the page.......How very careless of you :)

I have missed you and your Ruthie sence of humour soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. I am having a crisis and need you so you are not allowed to bugger off again OK!!!!!

Glad you are back on track :) Oh, by the way, i didn't understand your chart thingy thing! lol

Missed you mucho babe :grouphug:
 
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