General hysterical diet related rambling: From Flab to Fab.

AI had a pizza takeaway yesterday and I did't want to come on here and tell you all, so I'm not feeling detoxed at all, unfortunately :( Have eaten quite piggishly today, although it hasn't been unhealthy I have had a lot, and not done my calories :( Will be back to it tomorrow though.
 
ADon't feel bad, sweetie! We still love you just the same!!!!!
Just enjoy a happy memory of your delish pizza treat and look forward to tomorrow- It will be a new, fresh day and you can make it a good one. Track those calories and stay strong, Ruthie!!
 
Oooh yes, it was nice (I shouldn't really be saying that on here lol). It was my idea to get a pizza- the dining table was organised chaos with all my uni work spread over it, and I didn't want to move it to eat. However, I REALLY was planning on just having a couple of slices with a salad. Nick rang them up, and they don't do salad any more, which was a shame.


Yesterday I had a big lump of cheese and loads and loads of toffee popcorn. And I have a sneaking suspicion I am about to have chicken and chips from the crappy chicken shop, as I'm still working like a steam train towards my deadline.


Next Saturday I have three weeks off from uni, so I am going to exercise in the mornings, then have breakfast at about 11, no lunch, dinner at about 5.0 and fruit in the evenings cos that's what worked for me before. I have so many snacks about at the moment that I'm just eating them constantly. I haven't lost ANY weight. And I REALLY need some new clothes!


Curses, bugger, and shit.
 
Pizza is so gooooood. Pepperoni and double cheese and mozerella sticks from Perfect Pizza is better than sex. Which is terrible and brilliant all at the same time. At least you enjoyed it! Resist the chicken and chips! Get a Subway!! :p xxx
 
AHI hun...Its been forever since I have been around your page!! Miss the early days of our diaries and it being every day checking in...not once a month!! :(

I think you should enjoy your treats (pizza) and not feel guilty about them....as long thats what they are just TREATS...we all deserve yummies in our tummies!!

Hope everything is going well for you!! I think you are stunning and I miss seeing pics!! XOXOX
 
Ahhh Hana, if only I knew, unfortunately I don't particularly have sex, maybe I have a deep longing inside which I'm filling with pizza :)


Kate, I have lost/won the battle with pizza once more. At least it didn't gobble me up and give me a pizza face.


Tete, I have got a fabulous-ish new caera. Well, better than the old one anyway, so I will definitely be putting some pics up soon! Just not of me. And the blubber!


Well, in the last four or so days I have had an epic diet fail. Pizza, mc donnalds, three giant bars of chocolate, a swiss roll, doughnuts, and no doubt more that I can't remember. I think that maybe if I'm going to be dieting and miserable, I may as well do it properly, and just have smoothies, soups and salads for a week or so. I really want to lose a noticeable amount of weight in the next few weeks, so I get lots of lovely compliments when I go back to uni. I'm also getting a student loan in three weeks, which means lots of lovely new, desperately needed clothes, and they are not going to be a size 14, they're NOT, NOT NOT NOT. So, yup, let the miserableness commence, from tomorrow. I am not prepared foodwise. But I hath decided. Yes, I said have in a lisp. I don't know why. But I did.


Took the kidlets to see the street performers by the river in London town today, then went on dodgems and had a game of bowling. It was quite nice, and I really don't know why I don't make the most of the city. Definitely going to go to places this summer. We only have one life.


Over the next week I am going to be on decorating overdrive, which hopefully means I'll have less time to think about food. Who am I kidding. There is always time to think about food. Maybe not enough time to eat it, but definitely enough time to be obsessed with it.


I feel like a complete idiot for giving Kate a big talking to, then going and stuffing my face with crap.


Tomorrow I shall buy a tape measure.
 
Hey girly, well what do you know. I have also been eating shocking the last week. We are for sure twins. We eat good and bad the same times.



Me and you tomorrow, eating brilliant till we get to our goal weight???


Lets shake to it!


Hope you have a good day tomorrow chick( YES YOU WILL :) )


xx
 
It's just good that you're back on your diary, sharing your ups and downs! I think most of us on the board (unless they are mega-super-exceptions) have had days (or even weeks, or months!) where we have slacked off, made bad choices and just generally did regrettable stuff.

But the important thing is that you're still here!!

You are amazing and you'd be SO missed in this forum if you went away forever to eat pizza and chocolate bars all alone!!!


Have a better day, sweetie!
 
Princess Consider your hand well and truly shaken :)


Rox Thanks :D xxx


Well, today I have decided that I am absolutely, definitely going to do this, FOR REAL. I haven't really beleived that I can be a size 10 in a very long time. But whythehell not? I have done it before, and I am gonna damn well do this again. FOR SURE! I have bought some size 10 jeans today, because I am THAT SURE that I will be wearing them by July.


I just need to get a grip. My mind has been all whingey and whiney, and dragging its feet about this whole dieting malarkey. I seem to internally resist doing a lot of things in general. I don't know why, but I do. Its time to overthrow the resistance! Its time to fight the battle of the bulge! Its tiiiiiime to be fiiiiiiine!!!!!


I have decided that if I really want to eat shit, then I can, but I will have to eat it sitting in front of the mirror naked, and tbh, just the thought of that puts me off the idea. And I stick by that. I will not eat rubbish for the next few months unless I am assessing my nekkid bod. That way I will be forced to think about where all the junk is actually going. In my trunk.


Wore a vest top out for the first time in yonks yesterday and I felt all flubbery and exposed.


Food

Small portion of porridge

Tomato and lentil soup

Few big spoonfuls of peanut butter

Roast dinner (quite small)

Small pear, apple, two kiwis and a mandarin.
 
AThe jeans!


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Athose are so sexy!! love them...I so couldn't were anything like that around here!! I envy you!! :) Can't wait to see you in them! :hurray:
 
hahahaha your posts have made me laugh muchly! You can do it those jeans are frikkin yummy!


The mirror/yummmy food idea i am with you there! my downfall is chocolate more than anything. just saying the word makes my mouth water. BUT NO!!! NO MORE WHISPA GOLDS!!


Wishing you all the best, you can do it!!


summer is coming! (despite what sean bean would have people believe)
 
ah rainbow you are great for getting those jeans first cause they are HOT!and second cause you know you are going to get in them!!!Cause as you said you did it before and you can do it again!!!!!

I know you can,its just a little CLICK that happens in your head,,,,the realization that you are heading towards getting fat again stops you from eating crap again....

I really would love to see nice healthy photos again of your meals.


I know what you mean about wearing the vest and feeling exposed.I get that every year,i havent worn one yet so im really wanting to feel fine this year i have lost some weight...
 
Its tiiiiiime to be fiiiiiiine!!!!!
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Hahah love it:):)


Oh those jeans look super pretty, i bet you will be in them strolling down the street by July. I can just see it girl:):) Im delighted you are back on the road to losing weight and you are so so determined. I laughed so hard about the mirror thing. That would work for me the next time i think of ordering dominos!!


Loving seeing your motivated self back again!! I have stretch marks all over my arms and shoulders so count yourself lucky girly as i can't even wear the vest and tops i want:(


Hope today is a good'un for youuuuuuu:) xx
 
AHeya Girly :)

I'm loving the 'eat shit infront of the mirror' idea. I am definately gonna steal that one :) I should have done that with the Ben & Jerry's yesterday, it maght have stopped me eating the whole fecking thing lol

OMG!!!!! Check out those jeans!!!!! They are bloody stunning! What a great way to get your self to a 10!! They will look so hot on you! :hurray: Can't wait to see the photo of those when you actually get them on.......AND i will be the first to mention them when you are struggling and need a lift!!!!
 
ATete I know exactly what you mean about not being able to wear certain sorts of clothes in certain places :) On the estate where I used to live all the neighbours used to bitch about my clothes in a "who-does-she-think-she-is" sorta way. I heard all the gossip through one person, I just found it funny! I would love to end up being an old woman with pink hair and 100 bracelets one day.

Claire :seeya: Thanks for stopping by! And your encouragement :D I LOVE your tattoo! I think we should learn to hate chocolate! Its that what put us in this mess. Its the enemy!

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Jasper That is so true about needing something to just click into place. I am finding it a lot easier today than I was last week, I think its because my attitude's more positive :D :hurray: I'll start taking photos of my dinners tomorrow! As I'm off uni I'll have plenty of time to cook, so I've got no excuse :)

Princess Oh no, that is shite. I got them underneath my arms when I was about 15, got them on my calves as well. Plus boobs and hips BIG TIME. Its horrible isn't it. They did fade after a couple of years though, there invisible in most lights and just white and shiny in others and not really noticeable. I reckon that they'll be loads better by next summer by which time you'll be at your goal weight, and you'll be able to wear all the vest tops you want :D

Kate Teehee, I can just imagine us both sitting in front of the mirror in the nud eating easter eggs on Sunday lol. Thanks!

Well, today has been okay! I had scrambled egg on its own for brunch, and it actually properly filled me up. I only had sugar in my first two hot drinks. And I am sort of craving sweety yums, but my sensible brain is saying to the irrational one (in a Scottish accent) "Fer chrissakes you wrinkled walnut, its ooonleh 12 weekhs. Shoot oop." And because the irrational side knows that Scottish people are well hard and may very well bottle you if provoked, its listening.

Have painted four storeys of stairs and hallways today (why didn't i do it sooner?!), and about too steam off my bedroom wallpaper and do some sanding.

Food
3 scrambled eggs
three and a half ladles of ravioli in a tomato sauCe, and three slices of garlic bread
2 individual pots of peach bits
1 kiwi.
 
I can't imagine how many calories you are burining as you paint walls and rip off wallpaper!! You and your house are both getting in shape at the same time. lol!


I adore those glam pants and I know you'll be proudly wearing them one day soon, looking mega-super-hot!


BTW- I LOVE it that half of your brain talks to you in a Scottish accent that Must Be Obeyed. My brain is quite boring and doesn't provide that kind of top-quality entertainment.

Lucky you!
 
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