General hysterical diet related rambling: From Flab to Fab.

I have been really hungry today. Still feel hungry, though I know I'm full, if that makes sense. I only had two coffees, but 3 diet cokes (no calories but I NEEED caffeine, and a bottle of water. Yay for water!)

Food
100g fruit and fibre with whole milk 462
6 cucumber sticks wrapped in 3 slices of bavarian ham 86
1 and a half wagon wheels (oops a daisy) 249
Stir fry chicken and veggies in hoisin sauce 374
1/2 cantaloupe melon 94
2 coffees 50
=1317

Exercise
20 minute workout
2ish miles walking.
 
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Good job on the water, lovely! And only three coffees - it's an improvement for sure! How did you feel about the water drinking situation? Did you have to really make a conscious effort? Or was it just natural and easy?

Not many carbs today, girl. Maybe that's why you're so hungry. You could have some buckwheat noodles or brown rice with your stir fry perhaps?

You did great today, considering you were so hungry! Hope you've managed to stay away from the pantry after you posted... ;)
 
You have lost so much I cant belive that 15 lbs only.....YOu look so great,your tummy your arms!!!!!Way to go!!!!The change is SO noticible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Thanks Jasper :D

Hmmm Joh.... nope, the hungries didn't go away! So last night I ate the other half of the watermelon, then I baked a quiche for an event (international day- celebrating the diversity) at charlies school. There was loads of leftover pastry from the side of the pastry case, and I got a bowl, put loads of sugar in it and ate the pastry offcuts covered in sugar. Ooops. And to top it all of, charlie woke at half 5 in the morning, and went downstairs and ate most of the blooming thing arrggghhhh. So I bought an apple pie instead.

Drinking water IS an effort, don't know how I've made it through today with only 2 coffees.

I have sleep walked through today, god, I am SO TIRED! Its only 6, but I will be going to bed in the next hour for sure.

Going to the seaside tomorrow afternoon, and I'll be back on Monday night :) I don't know how on earth I am going to cope without you lot! Eeeeeek.

I bought a spangly sequinned size 12 dress on ebay for quite cheap considering its never been worn. Its my goal going out outfit, and I aim to be able to get in it by the end of august, which might be wishful thinking, but hey, sure I'll get there in the bitter end :) Here it is...
The girl selling it says it doesn't fit. Hopefully that means its coming up to big rather than too small!

My goal outfits have been jinxed in the past though. A couple of days ago I dug out a pair of size 8 vintage Alexander McQueen jeans, I got them as an incentive to lose weight when I had gone up to a size 12 from a ten. That diet lasted all of a week tho lol. They look so tiny. Much tinier than they did when I was slimmer.

Some people have a problem with weighing themselves too much, well, I have a problem wit the tape measure :eek: I meaure myself most days lol, I don't know what difference I'm expecting to see! I always loop the tape measure so that its 36 inches (my starting waist), then shrink it a bit till its 33 inches (what my waist is now), then shrink it even more to 27 inches, which is my skinniest waist. 27 inches seems so tiny! Part of me thinks that my waist could never be that small again, and its just not possible. Obviously my waist CAN physically be that size, but looking at my measurements now, I just think HOW?! How can 6 inches more come off when I only think I have about 3 inches worth of fat there?

Anyway, that was my tape measure story :D Although whilst we are on the subjects of waists, I used to always have exactly ten inches difference between my waist and hips, now there are only 8 inches difference. Last time I had 41 hips (my current hip circumference), my waist was 31. ITS NOT FAIR. I dunno if having my daughter has just changed the shape of my body. Its weird. That's why I do twists on the trampoline, and exercise my waist so much, in the hope that the ten inch difference will "happen" again.

I really thought this would be a super short post, considering how tired I am, but I have rambled on, hysterically, in a general way. About my journey from flab to fab.

I hope it makes sense :)

Food
fruit and fibre with milk 315
teeny bit of cottage pie (about 2 inches square) with teeny salad 151
Fruit salad 40
bagel with butter 400
2 coffees 50
250mls orange juice 112
=1069

Exercise
15 minute workout
0.6 miles walking
 
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Love your ramblings from flab to fab. :) And I LOOOVE that dress! I would never wear something that short, but with your little pins you can really pull that off! Can't wait to see you in it!

Ooo you are going away.
1. Have a flipping great time!
2. I'm going to miss you... who's going to bother reading all of my random crap? ;) Without you and Amy... boo! haha.
3. Screw me - have a great time! :)

Now, go have something else to eat. that's not enough.
 
the dress is lovable!!!i would wear something like that if i could pull it off!!!
i think im going to buy something NEW in a size 10.I like that idea!!!!
GOing to miss you hope u have a wonderfull time on the beachside!!!!

A that pastry thing ,,,,i could nearly taste it.I love pastry....omg!!!!Bad thoughts at 11pm!!!!!!
 
You are going to look so fabulous in that dress! Soon!

Have a great weekend at the seaside, and watch out for the sharks! Careful in the water too. :D
 
That's a beautiful dress! I bet you will look nice in it, you are not far from my size. I wear a size 10 in jeans, not sure what size dress I would wear, having wore a dress for ever, lol. Hey you ever try Great Value Chewy Granola Bars? The s'mores are Great 100 calories; Peanut Butter & chocolate Chip 100 calories; Chocolate Chunk 90 calories. I had a s'mores with a cup of coffee this morning.

You have a great week end!
 
Great dress to have as a goal outfit! I think the seller meant that it just didn't fit HER anymore...

I try not to use the tape measure too much or I get disappointed. Clothes are a much better motivator for me...whether they are getting looser or not.

hah. I've been there with the midnight munchies. I was awake at 1am this morning with hunger pangs...but I told myself to embrace the hunger!! And tried to think of all the times I've felt fat and unattractive and embarrassed by my weight...finally got back to sleep but I think eating something would have been quicker!!!
 
lovin the sexy goal dress! you'll look smoking...:sifone:

I weight myself on two scales twice a day...I know...I know..but I have the scale I started my weight loss journey with and my new fancy smacy one that does water/fat/weight....I use my old one as my official weight loss scale.... because its the one I started with...after I get to my goal weight I'll switch to the other one...WOW reading that back...that sure sounds messed up...so I totally get why you measure everyday!!!
 
Hullo again people :D

Whilst trawling through my ebay stuff I found a pair of size 12 shorts (At the time I was wearing them I thought I was a heifer!), I tried them on and despite apparently having size 14 uk hips according to topshop, there wasn't only a two inch gap between the button and the button hole, it was at least 4 inches. Sulk. So, I have a long way to go till I'm a size 12 and will fit into that dress! Glad everyone likes it! Its certainly not something you can hide away in. Well, except if your in a field that has been covered in silver sequins, then it would be the perfect camouflage.

Once again, I am tired and in control of a keyboard, so forgive me if I hit a few bum notes. I can hit a few bums, if you've been naughty though. It would be my honour :)

I seem to be avoiding the subject, the white elephant in the room. And it is me. I am the elephant. An elephant who has eaten chips for three days running. On the plus side though, today I was CRAVING something healthy, and I would have loved a salad. But, alas, the only option was chips (I bought a meal voucher in advance for us all for the theme park, and only the burger shop was open as its a weekday).

My gut is giving me HELL. My tummy is aching and I have gurgles and pain. It really doesn't like me eating any flour related products. I am so uncomfortable and bloated sitting here, and I feel sick.

I probably didn't eat enough to put on weight, but I won't be losing any. I must've walked for at least 18 hours altogether. Did I say I was tired? Yep, I did. My feet are still throbbing, and my backs aching, and my tummy's hurting, groan, groan, GROOOAAAANNNN.

On the plus side, we had a really good time! Mrs shadow, the only think I would be in danger of being bitten from in the water is a mutant poo :) Southend beach is filthy, and although I was happy paddling in the shallow bits with the kids, I would no way swim in that water. Its where toilet paper goes to die. Although, now you mention sharks, we did see some in the sealife centre. A bloke gave a talk about them, and stingrays that were in the open tank. Now, at the beginning of our tour round the sea-life centre, there were open tanks. The sign said don't put your fingers in the water, but I, being a rebel, did. And so did the kids, and we let the "fishies give out fingers kisses" they loved it. I thought all the open tanks would have safe fish in them. And i had stroked sting free sting rays at a sealife centre up north. So me, thinking it was safe, only went and stroked the blooming sting rays :eek: Then the man who was giving the talk came up and said they HAVE got stings, and the pain is equivalent to shutting your hand in a car door. Eeeeeek! Hmmm.... So that is as close as my dangerous encounters with sealife gets :)

The beach is mainly gravel, but there is a small man made section which the kids made sandcastles in for ages. Theres some bits of play equipment on it too. They loved it, and I think I will get a sand pit for our garden soon.

continued.... yep, it's that long.
 
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So, beach, tick, sea-life centre, tick, paddling in the sea, tick. We also went to the traditional English amusement arcades, I love the dancing machines there where the arrows come up on the screen. I am actually really bloody good at is as well, so I think I might look on youtube to see if it has it on there, and just stamp my feet along. Even without the mat, its still a good workout.

We went to the theme park as well, and, omg, I didn't realise what a wuss my bf was :) He wouldn't go on anything other than kids rides :) I mean, rides for 3 year old! He went on one that was like a windmill, not that high or fast, suitable for 6 year olds, and he bricked it. I laughed so much. How did I not know that about him after being with him for 8 years?! We spent the whole day at the theme park, and had a brilliant time. There wasn't any queues either, as it was a weekday, so it was perfect. I went on a couple of rides that REALLY shit me up, but I love it really :)

Errrrrrrm.... We had a few games of bowling, and it was like a hustle watching me play. We had the bumpers up at the side for the kids (and me lol) to stop the ball rolling down the gutter thing, and at first it was bouncing from side to side, I had no control. I get excited when I knock loads of skittles down even when it bounces on the bumpers lol. Then, in the second game, my bf told me it was "all in the knees". "Bowling, all in the knees???" I hear you cry. Yes, all in the knees. It applies to the bowling variety of walking (probably an English term), and the bowling variety of bowling. It is all in the knees, you have to swoop down low, so that the ball is as close as possible to the floor when you release it. By the end of the third game I wasn't hitting the bumpers at all, and I even got strikes. Without it hitting the bumpers! Can you imagine?????!!!! I used to play bowling more like netball.

If you are still reading this, well done :) Dunno how this has ended up so long. If you are not still reading this-shame upon you. You know who you are.

Anyway, we also saw x-man at the cinema. Great special effects, but something lacking. Didn't make me laugh or cry, and left me feeling rather unmoved. And I am a person who is moved very easily. Emotionally, I mean, not physically. Its is actually very hard to move me because I weigh over 13 stone. Which is why I am on here. I cry at everything. The newspaper, programmes, magazine articles, bad things happening to friends of friends. Being a counsellor would be the worst job possible for me. I would need to be counselled myself if I did that. Off track again- the film didn't move me, which is not hard, so it failed. At least it didn't ruin my make-up. I lost my make up bag whilst I was at the theme park :( It had my favourite bits in it as well. Sob. At least I packed light, under normal circumstances I would have taken my entire make up collection out with me. I have a feeling it may have been pick-pocketed as you have to leave your handbags on the floor while you are on rides, but at least it wasn't my phone or camera.

We did do other bits and bobs, but i will STOP RIGHT HERE, because I know that I will not stop writing unless I force myself. The kids were super duper well behaved, we were all happy happy happy most of he time, and I think its great that we reconnected as a family.

I did get seaside doughnuts, and was intending on eating the whole bag of 6 (which I used to do with no trouble), but I was stuffed after 3 :D

Tomorrow, after a good nights sleep in my own obscenely comfy bed, I will eat bloody brilliantly.
 
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well well...

chips chips chips chips and doughnuts!!! you better pick it up young lady!!! Behave yourself!!! =P

Other than that! It sounded like a fantastic time for the whole family. I haven't been to a theme park for a long time now, but maybe i should..
 
If you are still reading this, well done :) Dunno how this has ended up so long. If you are not still reading this-shame upon you. You know who you are.

And I am a person who is moved very easily. Emotionally, I mean, not physically. Its is actually very hard to move me because I weigh over 13 stone. Which is why I am on here. I cry at everything. The newspaper, programmes, magazine articles, bad things happening to friends of friends. Being a counsellor would be the worst job possible for me. I would need to be counselled myself if I did that.
Tomorrow, after a good nights sleep in my own obscenely comfy bed, I will eat bloody brilliantly.

You make me shed tears of laughter...On the other hand I am a big cry baby too...can't even listen to the radio sometimes with out the water works spewing..lol.

But you sounded like you had a wonderful few days :) :)
 
:D Sounds like such a great time with your family! I think there is nothing wrong with two days of being on holiday, perhaps once a year, where you let yourself go. And it's great that doing this has proven to you how much you have changed! Your tummy is not happy, you are craving healthy food, and you could only eat three of those seaside doughnut things. I think that is a great sign. :)

Meanwhile - my man is the BIGGEST whoose of them all when it comes to, what he calls, 'spinny things'. He will run away FAST if someone tries to get him even on a ferris wheel! Ah, our funny men. Rollercoasters are some of my favourite things in the world, but he won't go near them. Theme parks are his kryptonite :)

Looking forward to seeing how you went today, m'dear!
 
I know! I am going to pick myself back up again. :D

Thanks Tetmcg :) I cry at songs as well, was crying at the final of "from rock star to opera star" on saturday night. What a soppy bunch are we lol?!

I thought your hubby would have loved rollercaosters joh since he is into cycling superfast :) I did manage to get my bf on the ferris wheel, but he hated it lol. Thanks for the encouragement :D

I put on 100 grams last week, boohoooo. My own fault though.

So, thats a total loss of only 0.3 kilos lost over the past two weeks, arrrggghhh. But, I AM going to lose at least 2.3 pounds this week, fact. I only have 18 days till I'm getting my eyebags done, and I will be gutted if I don't lost at least 6 pounds before then.

My day today has gone well!

Food
porridge with honey 321
prawn stir fry with wgg noodles 633
17 cherries 73
4 coffees 200
=1228

Exercise
0.7 miles walking
 
Ah, lovely, it's lucky you only put on 100grams - that's just an extra wee! ;) you are motivated, Ruthie, so you can do it. I totally support that wander through chinatown - exercise and excitement for healthy food all at the same time!

You're right about my hubby and the cycling/rollercoasting thing - I've never thought of it like that! I'm a bit tentative to mention it to him unless it makes him scared of all the bends when he's cycling... hehe.

Only 18 days! Woah that went fast! You must be excited :)
 
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