General hysterical diet related rambling: From Flab to Fab.

AOh dear.... If only they had melted cheese in the middle too.... then I'd be booking a cheap RyanAir ticket right here and now to whatever magical place it is that makes them ;) hehe.

RUTHIE - You can DO IT with the fags. They are the enemy! Go be smart about it and stock yourself up on every possible nicorette thingamy that is around.
Sending you lots of strong vibes!

(And YAY no chips!)
 
I can only imagine how hard it is to give up the fags Ruth!! But your making a positive step hun, one day when your ready you will be able to give them up!!


Hugs:grouphug:



xxxxxx
 
Rainbow have you checked out the electronic ciggarettes?

I just went to get a pack of fags and the man at the store was smoking this electronic one.He said he imports them and the cost 55 euro.He let me try it and it was great really was!I am going to get one and try it out!I didnt belive it was going to tast as a ciggarette but it does!If you havent checked them out do so there is nothing to loose in trying!
 
AI've been smoke free for almost 24 hours now!!!! And in the 12s hour before that I had cut down a lot. I am going out of my mind tbh. There has been tantrums. There has been crying. There has been bad moods. I just couldn't trust myself to come into the computer room yesterday as we smoke in there after the kids are in bed. I thought I would brave it in the day time, but nick has left and ashtray and two packets of tobacco. and other smoking apparatus. I am just getting an urge to smoke so strongly now because of that fuckwit!!!!

I got a nicorette inhalor. It gives me a headache every time I suck on it though. I have an e-cigerette, but its vanilla flavoured cartridges. Nick said that he tried one which tasted like normal ciggies tho.

My mouth wants to chew on things. Yesterday I let it chew on whatever it wanted. And it was a disgusting amount of total junk.

I went to my cheek implant consultation yesterday, and I gave up smoking straight away after. The trouble is that I am not totally happy with that surgeon, although he has a great reputation, because he only has one before and after of cheekbones that he has done, and that was a man 10 years ago. So I'm not going to go with him. Its a shame. I picked yesterday for giving up because I thought having a surgery date would give me an extra boost. He did say to me that to get the best results I would need to either lose weight or get liposuction in my lower cheeks. I am a bit funny about having my face fat sucked out tho, people pay lots of money to get fat put in their face, don't they? So I will need to lose weight otherwise my cheeks could end up looking like a hamsters.
 
If you DONT feel that HE is the one for your impants then DONT do it.IFnd someone else.Did you ask for more before afters?

As for the ciggs try one that tastes like tobacco.I tryed last bight ans i was really impresed i am going to buy when i get payed.


I once cit smoking and fro 2 weks i was like a drug addict searching for stuff.I was sweaty and shaky and i had fights with people over nothing.I was just horrible for those 2 weeks.But the good you are doing to youself is so HUGE that that all doesnt matter a bit.!

HAng on there its difficult but you have taken the 1st step HOLD ON!
 
AThats what I have been like- Its horrible. Really horrible. I must admit I have had a couple of roll ups tonight.

Obviously the diet isn't going well at the moement, and I will be taking a break. I am hoping that once I have given up smoking I can put my feelings of determination to good use towards food. I don't think I am going to post for a couple of weeks, but I will still look at everyones diaries. I will do it at some point. I will be back, and I am not giving up for good! Hugs xxxxxxxxx
 
Please dont take that break away.Just come on and lets talk about stuff even if you feel bad.THis will pass you know , dont go....
 
AI am just fed up with saying I will be getting back on track, really meaning it, and then failing miserably, time and time again! To be honest, it went through my mind to get on track for about 4 days by myself, then come on here once I have managed to do it- like in real life going on secret diets because you know they will probably fail and not telling anyone. I just don't want to keep saying the same things over and over again. I haven't got much hope left for the time being :(
 
AHello my rainbow....good try with the ciggies...my mom has been a smoker for 60plus years....and has tried time and time again....its an addiction ..take it a day at time.....every day you don't smoke is a day back for your life...so if you only stop for a few days at a time a couple times a year...that is really good in the long run!! (((hugs to u))))

..now as far as the bandwagon....jump on and off as much as you can...and we will be here to cheer you on....no matter how many times!! I am struggling too....its all we can do hon....is just do the best we can....it will happen...if it takes 3 years...of 3 months...we will get to a happy place for all of us!! Please don't abandon any of us...we need you so :):):)
 
AOh Tete, noooooooooo, not you as well!!!!

I will still be around, lurking in the shadows, giving hypocritical advice and getting hugely jealous of every one who is still on the bandwagon :)

I must admit that I have had about 6 cigarettes yesterday and today. Its so hard, especially when I am at home and not busy. I am just going to try and keep it at 5 until I get a surgery date- then I will give up properly again. When I "Have" to. Its so hard. Hopefully I'll be able to encourage nick to try with me next time. I don't want to smoke all day at college tomorrow. I won't! I will feel like a complete idiot if I do after all my typical ex-smoker ranting lol :eek:

I found this really cool game where you have to kill people in the gym :D http://www.bored.com/game/play/151636/ClickDEATH_GYM.html
 
hello???is anybody here???or is somebody playing games on the internet??????????!!!!!

I checked it out and it was really fun!Have you played the crimson room?
 
A:) If only I had the time to play internet games lol! I would love to start playing scrabble online again. Will go and check out the crimson room tho!

I have put on 11 pounds now and I am 12 stone 7. None of my size 12 clothes fit any more (an inch too small). And I almost completely bypassed buying size 14 clothes- just two pairs of jeans (and one pair is horrible) and a couple of summer tops so I have nothing to wear without feeling super uncomfortable. I haven't had the guts to measure myself yet, because I have got a gut. My tummy is so big again and it is sickening me. Even my face has gone all bloated, and my skin is really fucking awful.

I feel mentally fogged. I am so addicted to sugar. Full fat coke is the only thing that makes me feel temporarily better. My appetite knows no bounds- just ate an entire small pizza, an entire garlic bread pizza, as well as a chocolate croissant, some chocolates, a quarter pounder with fries macdonnald meal, a childs milkshake and a bowl of porridge earlier on. Seriously, I don't think I have ever eaten so badly IN MY LIFE as I have been eating the past week. I am smoking again :( So I can't even blame my appetite on that any more. But that is where my beastly gorging started.

I don't want to feel like this any more, so I have done super healthy all-or-nothing shopping that is being delivered on Saturday. And please, nobody try to talk me out of doing a crash diet to get back on track!!!!! I ABSOLUTELY NEED to do this to get my mojo back. I need to see a big loss in the next week. The plan is smoothie for breakfast, Onion and sweetcorn omelette with peas / ham, egg and edamame bean salad/ mixed bean salad for lunches, and I have big cartons of posh soups with a crusty roll for dinner each day, plus loads and loads of fruit. And green tea. I am going to cut down to two cups of coffee a day.

God help me.
 
A:( I feel so so bad for you!! and it scares me too!! ...for you ....for me ...for all of us. You do what you need to do (with in reason) to get your mojo back...and we will be here to help you deal. So having healthy shopping all ready on order sounds like a awesome start and reasonable...so you go girl and get your tushy moving!! :) hugs to ya!
 
Ok thats not good that your clothes dont fit and 11 pounds is the finish line.So you did your shoping and as you said its coming on Saturday.You get your self all together for a big week , i dont agree with crash diets but i know i am not going to talk you out of it,please dont go over though.Say you are doing this for 7 days then you are going to eat your normal healthy food.I understand that you need to loose to get your spirit back , but please remember that all the weight you dropped , it dropped gradually and steady,

Im am sorry that you feel bad now and i know what you mean about bad skin from bad eating.Maybe its want you need to get back on track again.

Sending you positive vibes for fitting in your size 12 sexy clothes!
 
AWell darlin, your healthy eating plan sounds REALLY GREAT to me - not too crazy extreme - and I'm so proud of you for doing that big healthy shop! That's the way, and doing your shopping like that was how you stayed motivated last time, so you sound like you're on track to get back on track ;)
Sending you lots of strength, m'dear. x
 
A You do what you feel you need to do hun. You know that we are here to stand right by your side thru this. you will lose that 11lb in no time!!!

Sending you lots and lots of positive vibes girly. You can do this.......AND YOU WILL!!!!

Lots of love and squshies Xxxx
 
ARight.... So the food shopping is coming tomorrow, any time between 8 and 6. Tomorrow is THE DAY. Now, whilst I know I've said I am going to get back on track and failed a zillion times in the past two months (Two months? Jesus), and I have voiced my embarrassment about being overly enthusiastic, then it failing, I am going to say it again (and this time I mean it! haha). TOMORROW IS THE DAY I GET BACK ON TRACK. TOMORROW IS THE FIRST DAY OF MY HEALTHY EATING THAT WILL LAST UNTIL I AM A SIZE 10!!!!!!!!

Since I didn't finish the 30 days challenge, I'm going to answer 4 or so questions each day. Which will hopefully help me.

Day 12 - What food plan do you normally follow each day?
Cereals bars, a million cappuchinos, 2 lunches, a fatty dinner, and cake.


Day 13 - Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
I am gaining weight in an unhealthy way.

Day 14 - What is your ultimate goal weight/look?
It is March 2012. The sky is clear and blue, and the air is crisp and cool. I am walking down the road in Kensington, a size 8, with nice new high cheekbones. I am wearing an ultra short retro heat print mini dress, woolly tights, shoes with a two inch heel and a fitted leather jacket. My hair is all glossy and in a really funky cut. I feel fantastic. I feel slim, beautiful and confident. The world is smiling upon me. I sashay into a posh restaurant and meet a lovely man (who is hopefully nick, who has suddenly become lovely). Heads turn as the waiter gives us a good table at the front of the restaurant. And I eat a nice healthy meal, and feel great. And at the nd of the meal, the waiter says "Coffee, Madam?" And I say "No thanks, I'll have a mineral water". The end.

Day 15 - Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
No, I only eat good quality meat though so I know the animal has had a nice life. I like the idea of only eating meat a few times a week, but I don't think I could give it up for good.
 
Right.... So the food shopping is coming tomorrow, any time between 8 and 6. Tomorrow is THE DAY. Now, whilst I know I've said I am going to get back on track and failed a zillion times in the past two months (Two months? Jesus), and I have voiced my embarrassment about being overly enthusiastic, then it failing, I am going to say it again (and this time I mean it! haha). TOMORROW IS THE DAY I GET BACK ON TRACK. TOMORROW IS THE FIRST DAY OF MY HEALTHY EATING THAT WILL LAST UNTIL I AM A SIZE 10!!!!!!!!
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Haha oh Ruth, its been 2 months practically for me too, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO US???!!! Anyway i really admire your positive attitude girly, i know you will do great again AND BE A SIZE 10 if you put your mind to it like you did the last few months.


Im starting monday hun, i wish you all the best on getting back on track!!


IM ROOTING FOR YA! xxx
 
AOh my god. I've been so terrible aswell ughhhhh. Ive been weak!
Come on ladies, can we do this or not? Its all about will power, so lets just TAKE CONTROL! make good conscious decisions, let's stick to it this time COME ONNNNNN!!!!! :willy_nilly:
 
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