My entire "wardrobe" probably doesn't hit $600. I think about when I was struggling with being on the right track with exercise and diet. Someone whining about there clothes getting too big too quick would have elicited an internal response like "Cry me a river. Does this guy hear himself?". So on that note I will stop whining about progress. I'm going to donate the 2 pair soon. Hopefully someone in need of pants and a bargain will find them.
I'm going to try on pants this weekend and see where I am with the ones I've already moved back into the regular rotation and see if any more fit. I think I will replace the big ones with smaller jeans before I donate them, but that may already be possible.
I have had some sweets and snacks that weren't healthy for me while my wife has been recuperating. I bought them for her, but shared. I'm happy to be getting away from them, but I don't feel that I ate enough bad stuff to slow my progress noticeably.
On that note, I will say that leaving the scale alone has been great. I honestly don't care what I weigh at the moment. Obviously I need to weigh less and a lot less, but standing on a scale doesn't achieve of even facilitate loss. My calves are more muscular and larger than they have been in a very long time. I know that more of my lower body is doing the same. Muscle gain is part of the process of being healthy, but it is represented negatively on a scale. I don't really have a reason as for why my weight can stall for so long, but as long as I am wearing smaller clothing, running farther and/or faster, and feeling better I don't need the scale.
I have found it so far to be liberating to not weigh in. I cannot help but be frustrated by the numbers when I weigh myself with poor results. My goal is to be lean and healthy. I'm nowhere near that goal, but I am steadily heading in the right direction and I don't need a number to validate that fact. I'm measuring my food, exercise, belly, and clothes. I don't need any other measure to reach my goal. Part of my hangup with my weight is the scale.
"I've never stayed below 300."
"If I could just get below 300 it will be so much easier."
"If I could just get to the 3teens then <300 seems possible."
"I need to get back to 275 like before and all my clothes will fit."
All of these statements swim in my head when I am focused on the weight and they hurt my efforts. I'm "wasting my time" if my Saturday weigh in isn't lower than the week before. WHY? If I eat a vegan diet, run 5 days a week even with work in the field, and fit better in my clothes than the previous week why the hell should the number on a scale dictate my feelings of success or failure?
I'm not doing it. I know a scale is a crucial part to many peoples' success here so I'm not making a blanket judgement, but for those of you that struggle with the scale like I did give it some consideration.
I'll start posting calories and belly measurements and pant size to keep me accountable to the measurements I am tracking, but I will likely be away from the scale for a long while or for good.
I also found a cheap bluetooth heartrate monitor and found that the GPS and running app still function on my old smartphone so I will be set for running for a while and may not get a GPS watch at all.
I will likely not run tonight as yesterday was rough on my legs and they still need a break. I also had breathing troubles last night so I only slept for a few hours and that poorly. You are a true friend strong coffee!