Finding Cerella

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Aren't children's birthday's bittersweet? You love watching them grow but on a birthday I always think, Where did my baby go? It is a sad time for me. Is it the same for you? Hope you have a great day and she has a blast!!:)
 
I know EXACTLY what you mean BGS!! You know what I realized the other day? my daughter is 9...in 9 more years she'll be 18, which means I'm already half way done raising her!!!! makes me wanna cry!

Hey thanks for starting that progress thread Cerella! THIS IS OUR TIME!!! Its time to show everyone, but ourselves most importantly, what we are made of!!!!!
 
You and Taneesha look great in all the pics, Cerella and the baby photos are just adorable. I have been noticing your new avvie around about, and seriously wasn't sure if it was Taneesha and you or Taneesha and your older girl. It's a great shot.

I'm happy all went smoothly for the birthday too. :)
 
I agree, at first I wasn't sure if that was you, you look so young in that pic! And that's a good thing!
 
So I had a great day - I had the day off - I met my friend Michelle for lunch with Taneesha - Michelle has been away for 2 weeks so it was great to see her again - she got home last night :):):)

We had an excellentt lunch at Boston Pizza - then Taneesha and i went down to Cresnt beach and it was so beautiful - like breath takingly beautiful - I took lots of pics of course!!! I will definately share - I had a couple of realizations - I was gonna use some more dramatic words but my spelling is horrible - heh heh heh!!!

I am finally happy!!! I have over come all the crap Ive been through the last 4 - 5 yrs not all x and I am finally feeling happy and good about myself and my life - I am happy and confident and I really truly feel beautiful inside and out!!! I feel blessed to be raising my chicldren and full of joy to have them in my life...Honestly I really truly do feel liek I have reagained and refound Cerella...

Ive had an awesome day and I couldnt be any happier - I was totally gettin checked out tons and thought I look good in what i was wearing...

Oh and I have come pretty far in this battle and loook so much better than when I started...their are alot of wmn out there who are bigger than me and alot who are smaller but Im gonna just be happy being me!!!

My friend Stac has a single brother in law and I forgot how cute he is - Im totally gonna ask him out - heh heh heh!!!

I will post pics later on!!!
 
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I am finally happy!!! I have over come all the crap Ive been through the last 4 - 5 yrs not all x and I am finally feeling happy and good about myself and my life - I am happy and confident and I really truly feel beautiful inside and out!!! I feel blessed to be raising my chicldren and full of joy to have them in my life...Honestly I really truly do feel liek I have reagained and refound Cerella...
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Cerella, that is truely great to hear, I am so happy for you!!!:jump: :hug2: :jump:

Nice pictures, it looks like you had a great day! You were due.

Griff
 
cinderelly said:
So I had a great day - I had the day off - I met my friend Michelle for lunch with Taneesha - Michelle has been away for 2 weeks so it was great to see her again - she got home last night :):):)

We had an excellentt lunch at Boston Pizza - then Taneesha and i went down to Cresnt beach and it was so beautiful - like breath takingly beautiful - I took lots of pics of course!!! I will definately share - I had a couple of realizations - I was gonna use some more dramatic words but my spelling is horrible - heh heh heh!!!

I am finally happy!!! I have over come all the crap Ive been through the last 4 - 5 yrs not all x and I am finally feeling happy and good about myself and my life - I am happy and confident and I really truly feel beautiful inside and out!!! I feel blessed to be raising my chicldren and full of joy to have them in my life...Honestly I really truly do feel liek I have reagained and refound Cerella...

Ive had an awesome day and I couldnt be any happier - I was totally gettin checked out tons and thought I look good in what i was wearing...

Oh and I have come pretty far in this battle and loook so much better than when I started...their are alot of wmn out there who are bigger than me and alot who are smaller but Im gonna just be happy being me!!!

My friend Stac has a single brother in law and I forgot how cute he is - Im totally gonna ask him out - heh heh heh!!!

I will post pics later on!!!
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What an awesome post. Keep it and post it somewhere where you can read it when you need it. You sound like the end of a chick flick :). Its awesome Cerella.
 
Howdy Cerella, I love the new you,your attitude and the way you
look at life your going in the right direction!!Woohoo sexy brother N law
Eh go for it a dinner and a movie can't hurt.You and your daughter are so
adorable!Looks like you all had a fun day,TY for sharing pics,Tammy
 
I am really and truly proud of you and happy for you and i agree with cannon, print out that post and put it somewhere so it is a constant reminder how wonderful you are :D

and go for the brother in law...confidence will get you wonders :D

and awesome work on the elliptical :D

Lena
 
As always thanx for the support guys and gals - I honestly dont knwo what i have done to be so blessed by all the wonderful support i recieve from here and all of you - and you relaly help pick me up when I am feelign down - it is very touching!!!

Exciting news 207 this am!!! an all time low - I will see if I can maintain it for a day or two before puttin it in my siggy...

and I heard fromt he x and he burst my bubble - damn ex - I thought he was gonna follow through on his promise but of course not - same old sad story and song and dance - i think it is really sad that he is 11 yrs older than I am and that he just never grew up or moved passed everythign...it took me 3 looong years to deal with it all harshly - I have never been as low as I have been after going through everyhting wiht hima nd having my fmaily ripped apart and having to actually deal wiht it all in order to get over it but i am doing good and I still am doing good...appearantly he always has Sundays off and is gonna start seein her on Sundays - oh Joy...supervised visitation means I gotta be around but i will lock myself in my room and exercise...
 
JeremyRice said:
sorry bout the ex issue

but hey keep working mamma!
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Yes because ya knwo of all things it bugs him and he critizes me abt loosing weight...what an ass hey - I want to get healthier and look better and feel better and he beats me down abt it...he has no reason to feel threatened as he havent been together for a looong time...who knows - what i do know is he cant hurt me anymore - I am so done...
 
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