Finding Cerella

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My life is so insaine at the moment - right now I have 7 cats - two big ones and 5 kittens - they arent quite old enough yet to give away...another cpl of weeks they are cute but gettin annoying...

so I have 7 cats in total and I have two kids and I work full time and exercise and such and i am going mental - lol...it is alot for one person to handle and Ive been so exhausted lately...
 
Okay Cinder, I'm a full time working mom of two, I have 5 dogs, in which two are indoor dogs, always cleaning, I don't like dog smell in my house. I have two cats, again always cleaning out the cat box every other day, because I can't stand the smell. And I have a hubby who is currently playing flag football, and he's also becoming owner of a full contact team, so I try to help him out. Trust me, I FEEL THE EXACT same way you do, and when I work out after work, sometimes I feel a little guilty, because i used to cook at least 5 home cooked meals a week, now I might do three. But at least the boys are almost 18, so they can pretty much handle it themselves, we try and keep the pantry stocked so they always have something good to eat. But i know what you mean and it's really hard being a single mom, I did it for so many years! Try it with 2 3 year olds. uggg, that was a joy some days! :) Hang in there, your doing great!! It will pass as everything does eventually. Just vent to us if you need to.
Kim
 
Is your tat still infected? You sounding so tired (outside of trying to be mommy, and working, etc.) sounds like a bad sign.

Take care of yourself cinderelly - I know you'd say that to me!!!!!
 
Patty said:
Is your tat still infected? You sounding so tired (outside of trying to be mommy, and working, etc.) sounds like a bad sign.

Take care of yourself cinderelly - I know you'd say that to me!!!!!
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I was so sure it was still infected but the clinic doc just gave me a cortizon based cream for it - my doc wasnt in all week so if I am still feeling crappy I will go see him next week...

Thanx Patty - your right I would say that but I dont practice what I preach - I guess I gotta change that huh - LOL
 
WOW yesturday was a looong insaine day - however I did squeeze in my Curves work out - I got a travel pass a cpl of weeks ago and used it...if I hadnt had used it I never woudl have made it in to Curves so there are a couple of points for me there - lol - Plus I went to a club I went to a looong time agian and didnt like it so I was happy to see all the positive changes that were made and now I will definately be going back again...

I have an advantce work out book for this mornign - I was going ot reschedule as I was hoping to be somewhere for 230 - I anna apply for a job at a driving school the only time they are accepting applicants are at 230 in the afternoon - mon - fri - typically t hat is impossible - lol...it is like 30 mins away so today is my day to do that - hopefully I can still make it ...

My weight is still felxuationg between 204 and 205 - Im getting frustrated...and I just havent had the energy to do more than I have been for now...
 
The job would be a change of pace that's for sure. Good luck.

It sounds like you have been maintaining some decent exercise despite not feeling particulary up for it. Good on you. Hang in there Cerella - I'm sure you're not going to let onederland slip out of your grasp now. Even if things are slow, continuing with what you have had work for you for just a few more weeks will certainly bring you there - or maybe this will even be one of those nicer quicker loss times!! :D I hope so. :)
 
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The job would be a change of pace that's for sure. Good luck.

It sounds like you have been maintaining some decent exercise despite not feeling particulary up for it. Good on you. Hang in there Cerella - I'm sure you're not going to let onederland slip out of your grasp now. Even if things are slow, continuing with what you have had work for you for just a few more weeks will certainly bring you there - or maybe this will even be one of those nicer quicker loss times!! :D I hope so. :)
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AAAWWW thanx - I was posting in your diary at the same time:):):)!!!
 
I agree with Felici, you're doing great for not feeling good!!! Onderland will come... just stay focused on getting better... you can defeat the purpose by getting to sick before you can actually continue.
 
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No big walk for us it started raining - oh well - i will use the Elliptical later and maybe the treadmill - dunno abt htat one yet but I will use the Elliptical or go for a walk if it stops raining...
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Walk in the rain girl!!!! It's refreshing.

Ok, maybe that's a little hardcore. But I walked for about a year every morning with a neighbor. I was lucky she and I had the same mindset. We met outside at 6am every day and walked 2-3 miles. We missed MAYBE once a week. That was key. I never saw big results fast, but over time I lost it.

Is that something you can do? Hope you don't mind the suggestion.

I mean, once your energy level is back up.

I shouldn't advise; after the ex and I split up, that went out the window....
 
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Patty - I have no issues walkign in the rain but I cant and wotn wioth the little one - I dont beleive in shoving plastic in her face - ha ha ha - we get out and walk lots but soemtiems the weather surprizes us and I will go out and walk even if it is sprinkling or raining a bit just not alot b/c I take Taneesha - i will try to drop by your diary tongiht ...:):):)
 
Morning Cinder! Hang in there girl, it will get better! your dealing with a lot right now, but at least your still taking care of yourself. And when you have more time, even if that's in a few days, take that extra time and do what makes you feel good. Maybe a nice hot bath will help. I know it doesn't take away everything, but it helps sooth the nerves. That's awesome about the other job. I so hope you get it!! It may be the change your needing! Keep me posted. I'll be waiting to hear about it.;)
Kim
 
I didnt make it out to New West today - hopefully Friday will allow me too - it sucks I really wanan apply for this job but realitiy of 230 there is insaine but if I want it badly enough I will find a way to make it there...

So I did my advance work out at Curves this mornign and it is the ardest I have ever worked out - It really kicked my ass - however I did excellent and was completely worn out afterwards...I averaged 18 reps (beign low) to 25 reps (beign high)_in 30 secs on eaach machine...not to shabby...Oh and I lost .75 inches in my waist since my last measuremets like 2 -3 weeks ago...

i feel so empowered right w and i got a 20 tip from a client and bday present

Here's to a new beginning and a new me :D:):D!!!
 
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YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU GO GIRL!!! :jump: YOU SHOULD BE PROUD!! I am for you! That's a great workout, I hope you feel real good now, because you've EARNED IT!! Keep going, that's a great start!
 
Hey, OMG, I am so oblivious! I was wondering why I wasn't seeing your diary in my User CP thingy, plus I haven't been on as much this week so I just posted in mine, and a couple of the ones that were in the top of the pile in my user cp. So today I'm thinking, wow she hasn't posted in forever I dont' see it on the first page at all! Then I looked all throughout... where the heck is it?! So then I had to go on a little hunt and lookie what I found! LOL So I'm sorry if I haven't posted in a bit, just a bit of confusion mutliplied with lack of time, lol.

I think the new diary is an awesome idea! You're starting new with the ex having signed the papers and you're able to move forward now and I think the new diary will definately help with that :D

Congrats on the 0.75 lost! That's awesome to see that inches are coming off even if the weight isn't necessarily, so something is definately working! The weight will follow ;)
 
Risty said:
Hey, OMG, I am so oblivious! I was wondering why I wasn't seeing your diary in my User CP thingy, plus I haven't been on as much this week so I just posted in mine, and a couple of the ones that were in the top of the pile in my user cp. So today I'm thinking, wow she hasn't posted in forever I dont' see it on the first page at all! Then I looked all throughout... where the heck is it?! So then I had to go on a little hunt and lookie what I found! LOL So I'm sorry if I haven't posted in a bit, just a bit of confusion mutliplied with lack of time, lol.

I think the new diary is an awesome idea! You're starting new with the ex having signed the papers and you're able to move forward now and I think the new diary will definately help with that :D

Congrats on the 0.75 lost! That's awesome to see that inches are coming off even if the weight isn't necessarily, so something is definately working! The weight will follow ;)
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Hey no worries man - i did actually post in your diary and tell ya tha ti got a new one - im sure I did anyway - I havent been on much these last few days or so - work has been workign me - boy - oh boy !!! LOL
 
So another looong day *BLAH* Oh well I cant complain - my day didnt end till 830 however both my kids are sleeping and i have a bit of me time - so weird - lol...I never get me time except in the ams when I get up earlier and make it and this week that was been cut shprt due to gettin up later and having to leave for work earlier - ha ha ha...

So on a side note - lol - we got appraoached today when we were workign by a janitorial company wanting and needing to hire...they will sub contract my boss and pay her 80% of their contract which means I will get paid more as well - it will be 3 evenings a week and weekends unfortunately but not to bad - I can choose to do the weekend ones whenever as long as they get done...

Oh well I need to make money might as well do it this way...so I am excited abt this...
 
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