Fatty.2 : Revenge of the chub.

Keep seeing you on facebook, piggy. I will say hi next time, I promise! I do glance at your page when I've not seen you update in a few days ;)

Hey Tik :) Thanks for ze hug!


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Wellllllll, today has been stupidly busy. Woke up at 6am, at work by 7, worked til 9, came home and got ready for class (with pub before, duh, I'm a student) and then went shopping for books and fancy dress costumes. Now I'm home but going out again to cook at a friends with Yank tonight. Going to watch Withnail and I which everyone must see as it's bloody fantastic.

Got to go to a circus themed party on Wednesday. The hosts advice = "Go as an animal or a clown." How sexy. I feel my self-esteem rising with every animal mask I try on. :ack2:So alas I am going as a clown. A "sexy" clown as my friend keeps assuring me but I feel like the fattest, saddest clown in Clownville. At 21 I am far too old for a tutu. And about 30 years too young for leg-warmers. Should be an amusing night though.

Hopefully I'll be so drunk by the time we run into non-dressed-up-people that I wont mind that I look like a sad twat in florescent tights. :willy_nilly:

Had a seminar on Holocaust Writing today. That was cheery. Oh yes, and two glasses of wine before. As one does before discussing the Holocaust.

Can everyone tell I'm slightly put-out today?!

Sad-Clown out.
 
haha just console yourself with the thought that you won't look anywhere near as stupid as I will at our party on Friday!!!!!! If I can wear fairy wings at my age then you can defintely wear a tutu. :D
 
Couldn't you go as a sexy tiger? There are tigers at the circus, in with the lion and tiger tamer and all that. Yank could go as the tiger tamer with the tuxedo with tails, tall black hat and a whip. :reddevil:

Hope you have fun at least!
 
Smashing pics, you've done such a great job =D Was reading your update about that Tesco offer on weight watchers stuff... specifically the ice cream part. Hmm. Must. Resist.
 
Ecky: You will look classy and adorable, Val! At least your outfit is home-made! Mine came from some horrible place that looked like a stripper factory. Apparently my self-respect is shrinking along with the rest of me!

Tigs: We actually had that idea!!! And we may already have the whips! *coughcough* But the girls all really wanted to go as clowns and so I must oblige!

SoCo: Thanks gorgeous girl! I'll be the foxiest, sad clown in townnnn, babaaay!

Caiman: Thank you kindly, Sir! The WW ice cream are STILL sitting in my freezer! Saving them for a rainy day!!


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Had the best time at our friends house tonight. It's so nice having another couple as friends :) We cooked nachos for starters (small portion) and then chicken vajjjjeeeeeta (I can't spell fajeeeeetas, clearly) and then pancakes. But I didn't have any pancakes. But I DID have wine. Which was bad. *smacks hand* Naughty sunflower.

Anyway, classes tomorrow and then the DREADED night shift from HELLLLLLL. Seriously. This child makes me want to hurt myself. I know it's not his fault but the teeth grinding that he does sticks in my dreams for DAYS. Bitch bitch bitch!

Hope you lovely WLF people are doing healthy and happy. Love xxx
 
Sunflower said:
Ecky: You will look classy and adorable, Val! At least your outfit is home-made! Mine came from some horrible place that looked like a stripper factory.
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LOL you mean classy respectable and totally ridiculous but that is the idea so I don't mind at all :D
I know what you mean about the outfits that you buy. We were looking for outfits for my daughter and they were all so slutty looking so we decided to go with making our own. She's got two outfits and they both have corsets so make her look really slim so she is thrilled to bits as she so didn't want to go looking chubby, and she looks pretty and sexy but not slutty.
 
Wow - what a difference in your before and after photos! You look amazing! And those arms!! OWW OWWWW! :drool5:

Wednesday night sounds like it's going to be a lot of fun. But don't be so down on yourself about it - YOU ARE GOING TO THE BE THE SEXIEST CLOWN THERE EVER WAS! WORK IT GIRL! And we wanna see some pics ;) :D
 
Val: It's so nice that you and your daughter made your own :) What a lovely thing to do together! Corsets are awesome for making you look (and feel!) slim, glad she feels good in them :D

Sarah: My arms? I have good arms?! *shakes bingo wings* Alas, still wobbly and jiggly but certainly much improved! Thanks hun :D Will take some pictures of my sexy clown outfit! I'm sure I'll look okay...:leaving:

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I swear all I do is complain at the moment! Must get more positive. Had a great day playing Lost Odyssey. The copy I brought was missing a disk (just put dick, instead of disk...ooo-er!) so I had to buy a whole new copy just so I could carry on playing! Totally worth it though--it's a great game.
Yank's been at Uni all day and was due home around 6pm so I had a nap and didn't set an alarm and asked him in a text to wake me up at 6 when he got home. Woke up at 6:45pm and he's not home and no text message! I was super worried but turns out (after ringing a ton of times) he's gone to the pub with his course mates! Thanks for sharing, Yank! :icon_bs: So I've over-slept and now I'm behind on cooking our dinner and he has no idea when he's going to be home so I can't cook and I'm HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYY. :drool5:

Right, enough bloody complaining. I'm sick of myself. Happy Hana goooooo :auto:

I'm reading Anne Michaels "Fugitive Pieces" if anyone has read it? It's a Holocaust text but published in 2009 and won the Orange Prize (which I've never heard of :smilielol5:). So I'll be finishing that on my night shift!

Think I'll have a WW pizza tonight with some rice as I can't be bothered to faff around cooking when I'm off to work in a while. Been looking at finding a better paid (and better prospects!) job in Portsmouth but it's tough to get anything high up without more qualifications in social and health care and I'm not sure I want to take the leap into going BACK to school when I'm still half way through my final year of my BA. We'll see.

Breakfast: 2 crumpets (250)
Lunch: portion of mozzarella (150) mints (129) whole-wheat crisps (117) ..What a strange lunch!
Dinner: WW pizza (375) rice (200) WW garlic bread (171)
Snacks:

Total: 1392
 
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Stuck to my Weight Watchers food for dinner. I don't follow the points systems any more (never did, really, despite attending meetings!) but I know the food is good and always very low in fat so it makes sense to keep buying it I guess! The pizza was too spicy but managed 3/4 slices and Yank had the last one with his ravioli on toast. The mini-garlic breads WW do are delicious as well! nom nom nom
 
Sunflower said:
We cooked nachos for starters (small portion) and then chicken vajjjjeeeeeta (I can't spell fajeeeeetas, clearly) and then pancakes.
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What is the deal with the Mexican themed food, then the PANCAKES??? I was reading along going oh yum, yes - even yummer! Then WHAT THE HECK? Where did those come from??? LOL!
 
Oh night shifts. I am demented from lack of sleep and wide awake. Poking Yank intermittently to see if he'll join me in my insanity but alas not.
 
Hey there!
Awesome work with sticking with the WW dinner! I know when I don't feel like cooking, I always revert to something easy (and unhealthy!)..

I hate it when the boys say they're going to call or be home, and then hours later you finally get a hold of them (while you've been worried sick all that time), and they're just like, "Ooh...hahaha...just out for a few drinks!" ...it's like, 'really? you couldn't have let me know?' ...pfff! Boys!!! hehehehe :)

I hope you have a great day!
And it sounds like you're reading/studying some pretty deep stuff!
 
Omg you little button face!!! You are SO CUTE!!!! You have the most pretty golden hair and I love how the sun shines and sprinkles it with gold!! :beating: And you have a great figure and are really beautiful!! Very inspiring!! You are gorgeous!!

Keep it up! You are doing so great!! And I hear ya about how over working yanks the sex drive! LOL!! ;) I've been there in the past..
 
Thanks Tik :D <3


Alta, you're such a sweetie :) That really made me smile, lovely lady xxxxxxxxx


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Last night was going wonderful until I ended up in hospital! Was dancing like a mental loon type creature in an 80's club, rocking my sad, fat clown look, and some horrible, awful shrew of a man came up just as I was taking a drink from a glass bottle of beer and flung his horrible, awful shrewish arms into my bottle and chipped two of my teeth. I'm in soooooooooo much pain. Went to hospital but they said I'd have to make an emergency dentist appointment. Bastards! So I'm up, after 4 hours sleep, in incredible pain. I'm so hungry but can't eat much. I had to suck some on Yanks toast. Which I'd never thought I'd say. Ever. Lovely sucky toast. :willy_nilly:
Off to an appointment at 10:30am and then a work meeting and then bed and take-out. Fancy sucking on some pizza with my horrible traumatised mouth. I did not spend 3 years wearing braces (and I had horrible surgery on my mouth when I was a kid!) to have my smile ruined by some drunk asshole. So I was a very sad clown in hospital last night. Will put up some photos later! Was a great night until my teeth went all over the floor! :puke:


UPDATE:

Went to the dentist. Horrible, horrible woman treated me. And by treated I mean, gave me 3 x-rays, stuck 3 huge needles into my gums and then gave me a prescription for antibiotics and told me to come back on Monday for a filling or a crown. Nice and vague. One costs £40 the other about £300 so would be nice to know in advance!!!! My face is now numb though, so drinking and eating is at least off the cards. Think I'll be on soup until Monday now!
 
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Ohhh my goshhh :( :( :( I feel sooo bad for you! What a dick, I can't believe he knocked you that hard! :cuss: Talk about a buzz kill! :( At least you had fun for a little while? Ugh. Hang in there hun, hope you start to feel better and get those pearly whites back to normal.

Hugs!! xx
 
OOOH NOOO :( :( that's horrible! What a turd! I'm so sorry that happened :( Up until then, were you having a good night?

That totally sucks about your teeth...and the cost! :( When do you think you'll be able to eat? I hope it'll be before monday!
 
brutal luck. drunk guys are the WORST. I hope you are able to have a decent, pain-free weekend. :( so crappy...
 
Thanks for the sympathy, you guys. :beating: My night before was awesome, will post some photos up soon!

Well, the dentist put in some sort of temporary filling to cover the exposed nerves and it's fucking fallen out! :cuss: So now I'm in agony. Never been in this much pain before, and I've broken my tail bone!! It's insanely painful--Don't know what to do with myself so posting here and killing time before it's early enough to take a bunch of sleeping medicine and sleep. Got another[/I appointment with a different (and hopefully nicer) dentist at the same surgery tomorrow at 3pm :( Have to get through a shift at work (starting at 6am :banghead:) and then 2 hours of University before that. :nopity:

Breakfast: 1 slice toast (120)
Lunch: pasta (300)
Dinner:
 
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