Eerika's Diary

AI am stubborn too lol. I try to grit my teeth sometimes and not say anything but it doesn't ever work lol.

Is your new place decorated nice?

I've lost loadsa weight in the first few days as well, and I felt so slim this morning, my belly has got loads flatter as well. So you, me, Princess and Becky are all getting back on track at the same time! I love it :)
 
AWell,. Im pretty stubborn too. Cant give up. Ive tried to decorate the place.. I bought new curtains from IKEA last weekend and I like them a lot.. But there is still few moving boxes here and there waiting for me to put them in their places.

My first diet day is over, I ate about 1800-1900 calories but I went to body pump class so I must have burned over 300 cals anyway.
Im feeling hunger at the moment but gotta go to bed before I wonder to the fridge!

Good night! xoxo
 
AGet unpacking!!!! :D Go on!!!!!

It took me months to buy new curtains for my place lol, still haven't got any in my bedroom haha.

Hows today gone?
 
AOh no :( That's just typical! Try not to get into the habit of arguing about little things tho, otherwise it can be a downwards spiral. Make sure you only argue about the big things lol.

NO MORE SWEETS!!!!!!! YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD. Every time you feel the urge to eat sweets imagine me standing behind you all angry eyed and crazed. That is a threat! I am going to be blunt- you have put on a lot of weight. Do you want to put on more and be 3 or 4 or 5 dress sizes bigger? Because you will be if you don't stick to eating well you will be. You made a good start to eating well again, please don't ruin it. x
 
Agree with Rainbow.No more sweets.Eat carrots instead to keep your mouth occupied.It worked for me.Try it.DONT HAVE SWEETS IN YOYR HOUSE.DOnt buy them.And if someone brings you sweets give them to someone else or even put in the rubish.DONT HAVE THEM AROUND,not till you feel strong enough to turn your back on them,

Its ok to argue it happens to everyone special when you live with someone.Dont freak about that.YOu must try to seperate your eating from your feelings.Its really difficult I KNOW but please dont have candy around.ITS EVIL!
 
AThanks girls for the support! Youre right and I will try to NOT eat any crappy things so on.. Starting today! It wasnt good idea at all.. Ive suffered terrible stomach pains after that evening. My first week hasnt gone well and I have six weeks left! I must spend these weeks well! I will be back later, gotta start unpack things....:S
 
A:hurray::hurray::hurray: HOLIDAYS!!! That is so exciting! Have you ever been to Asia before? You HAVE to do some snorkelling or scuba diving there.... it is just incredible! Wow, so excited for you, lovely! And Thai food tends to be really fresh and healthy too, so it will be perfect.
x
 
Hi Eerika,


I'm new on this forum, just registered today. I was looking at some threads for inspiration, and I found yours. I read your first post, and it's almost as if I wrote it myself!


I too have a family which is very health and fitness conscious. I have 2 sisters like you! Very thin and fit, and I'm the black sheep....My family has always encouraged me to lose weight, they're supportive and all, but the pressure has become too hard to handle for me. Now they don't mention my weight, because they know how sensitve I am about it. But I can see the dissapoitment, and I know they want me to lose the weight. This year, for the first time ever, I don't want to go home for christmas, because I want to avoid the looks....I know that's sad, I love my family, but I'm not strong enough to take it, or to be compared to my gorgeous sisters....


The other common point we have is I need to lose a similar amount of weight. Ideally 20 kgs, but I would be SUPER happy with 15!! My scale has moved (down) for almost 4 months now. The past 2 or 3 months I've been stuck at 75kgs. I've started a paleo/atkins/low carb diet today, because it has worked for me before, but most of all because I feel much healthier, and stronger on it.


Just thought I'd say hi and good luck with your goals!


Take care!
 
Hey Eerika!!


Your diary has been nice to read. (I had so much catching up to do!! ) You have your ups and downs, but still keep trying!!


And wow!!! Thailand!!? You're so lucky. That's going to be SO fun!


Anyway-I'm really glad to see that you're still around and still keeping up your efforts!


Bye for now!
 
AOH MY GOD, you are going to Thailand TOMORROW!!!!! I am so jealous, its going to be amazing :D Who cares if your in bikini shape or not, its going to be great. Let us know all about it! x
 
AIm sorry I havent been posting lately, Ive been lurking your diaries though! We are traveling to Thailand today and Im a bit nervous... but Im sure it will be just fine. It just seemed that its going to be rainy and cloudy for the first 7 days :(( Anyway, I will be back with pictures!! Love ya! xoxo
 
oh no erika im really sorry to hear this.Maybe you can tell him to be appart for some time and think things over?its crazy.Do you think he got cold feet about moving in and engagment?its really crazy and immature................try to find him in a calm way and get things straight.It just doesnt make sense.

Whatever the result is you are a beautiful young woman and you will be fine and happy.Maybe you will be confused at start and not know where you stand but you will be fine!i promise you will.
 
AHi lovely...
Hope everything is okay... just popping in to say hi and am a bit worried by Jasper's post. Are you alright? xxx
 
ASorry guys, I must take a break. I was so angry yesterday that I deleted my posts here. :(( I think Im going to need some kind of fresh start after all this shit happening in my life. I dunno where to start, but maybe I will figure out with time. I will check on your diaries though, love ya! xoxo
 
im really sorry for what u are going through.i hope things are better.

im sure u will be fine no matter what,i think of u as a strong woman erika.

hope u come back here:grouphug:
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Back
Top