Eerika's Diary

Oh dear, sounds like you've gone through some rough times too.. ! :cry: But thats good how you can see those things today. And sure it makes sense hun, I totally agree..

The baby would definitely be a shock for me eventhough Ive prepared myself for it.. But Im so glad Ive my bf to support me with this, whatever it is! He is a person I can count on.. And we've talked about this and we both agree that the abortion wouldnt be a good choice for us. We're just kind of taking it how it will be given, you know.. Im trying to find some sense from it! If Im pregnant, it must be meant to be this way! Otherwise I would probably go a bit crazy. A thought about baby sounds reaaally scary to me and includes thousands of questions how can I ever survive from it.. :D

I havent had pains today that much really.. Just felt a bit nausea in the morning! I went for walk after breakfast and stepped by at my grandparent's place but I started to feel so nauseous that I had to yarn something to my grandma to get out of there as soon as I arrived.. Embarrassing. But I felt really bad for a while. And I also got a bit scared.. Oh, I would like to know already what the hell is this. :(
 
Me too :( I guess we'll know for sure in a couple of weeks time.

I am really thinking your pregnant. Eeeek. xxx

I know you have got more to worry about than food right now, but maybe you should still write down what your eating, so that you are more aware of it. And maybe after a particularly awful food day writing it down might be the kick up the bum you need to start eating good again.
 
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Me too :( I guess we'll know for sure in a couple of weeks time.

I am really thinking your pregnant. Eeeek. xxx

I know you have got more to worry about than food right now, but maybe you should still write down what your eating, so that you are more aware of it. And maybe after a particularly awful food day writing it down might be the kick up the bum you need to start eating good again.
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You're right, I should write a food diary again.. But my eatings are really messed up right now. I havent gained weight that much luckily.. Just few kilos of fluids. But eventhough I would be pregnant I have to eat right, specially then..

My periods are now 6 days late!! Argh.. Im going to do a test tomorrow..
 
Oh girl, I keep my fingers crossed. But regardless the outcome: you can deal with it! So go out and get some exercise. Take good care of yourself.
 
Soooo I made another test this morning.. Im not sure was it + or not! But I took a photo of what I saw.. Could it be light plus? (Its the left window in the test!) What do you think??? :eek2: With eye it seems more stong than in the photo.. but anyway.. COULD it be possible.. I dunno, my head will explode!
 
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Ok.. That calmed me down a bit. :) My periods are one week late though.. And symptoms wont give up. :( Im so frustrated..
 
OMG!! Im lovin' the new look of the forum!!!


And gooood goooooood news, all the tests Ive made are showing NEGATIVE! This must be something else now.. But today Im feeling better and Im going to do some diet plans to get myself back on track! Love ya!!! xoxo
 
Gosh this uncertainty is still lingering. There is nothing so awful as uncertainty. (well i know there is but its certainly extrememly difficult to handle). We are with you erika so just hang in there and find ways to make the days pass as best as possible. Now that you have been at this for a little, while maybe you can implement some little strategies to minimise the damage but if not, well its ok, all will be ok in the long run. But if you are pregnant, i hope you will continue on an eating healthily and not too much program and also do daily exercise such as swimming because this is good for your tummy in the future.
 
AEerika I just Spent the last 4 hours reading your entire diary and WOOOW, you are truly inspirational.

I hope that everything that has happened to you lately works out. In my country men have to do 3 years of army and women have to do 2. Even though there were alot of hard times in those 3 years I still made alot of good friends and have alot of great memories. The army is not for everyone so I do understand why you didn't want to continue.

I am only 4 weeks into my diet, but I hope I will be motivated as you when I reach 10 weeks.

I saw all your before and after pictures, and you look amazing, keep up the great work.
 
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YAY For throwing out all the bad food and planning to be healthy!

Happy you are feeling a bit better, lovely.
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YESSSS, I must live the healthy lifestyle EVEN there is bad days... I just dont remember it always. It is so easy to throw the diet out of the window when something else is going on with the life.

Step by step.. Feeling like shit but trying anyway!


xoxo
 
I hope you are feeling better and pain has stopped


I too know EXACTLY what it is to get pregnat and Not plan it.

Ihad a terible time.Awful.I wanted to die.Really i did.I hated it.I hated my body , icouldnt touch my belly in the shower.

I refered to my baby iside me as "IT" i think i had depression.But the day i had him it all went away!!!!

I remember those 9 months as the worst time of my life.

But the bottom line is that if a baby comes when not expected it wil bring SO MUCH unexpected happines to your life!

A little person made out of love!

And it is sooooo worth it!!!The little eyes looking at you,needing you more than anyone in this world!


Oh!i feel like going waking my little one up now:beating:
 
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