EazyE's diary!

Uh no one is posting here but i'll post anyway.
Today ive had:

a slice of bread
a tube of fruit pastils
a chicken sandwich
a frosties cereal bar

Still havnt had any tea yet, but im going to have some soup or something.

On a side note. I had a fight at school today lol. Some kid has been pissing me off for a couple of weeks in science so i decided to put an end to it. Apparently i bashed his head in lol but ive got a bruise on my eyebrow so i didnt go unhurt. Still i was glad i did it, because its put an end to it and also ive got tons of respect from it from a lot of people. Turns out hardly anyone likes him, he has even been in a fight with someone else and lost, and for some reason everyone is glad i beat him up, the few friends he has were laughing at him as well. I nearly got excluded from school but i gave a false apology to the head teacher and to Rob (the guy i had a fight with) so i got out of it. Im tempted to get him again tomorrow and fight him until i knock him out or break his nose at least. Still i would end up having to find a new school to go to so i probably shouldnt!
Maybe some day after school, where teachers dont get involved.
 
EasyE - You do need to think about your actions...it's one thing to be in a fight on the spur of the moment, it's quite another to PLAN one for the next day.

That's called premeditated and isn't necessary.

You would get in a lot of trouble at school and rightly so.

In a perfect world, which it isn't, there should have been a better way to handle it, but if the fight you fought today was enough to settle the issues between you two then you need to move on past this.
 
M2M said:
EasyE - You do need to think about your actions...it's one thing to be in a fight on the spur of the moment, it's quite another to PLAN one for the next day.

That's called premeditated and isn't necessary.

You would get in a lot of trouble at school and rightly so.

In a perfect world, which it isn't, there should have been a better way to handle it, but if the fight you fought today was enough to settle the issues between you two then you need to move on past this.
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Yea i know what you mean. I just feel that i should have seriously injured him just so he knows that i wont be messed about with, hes pretty dumb you see, he has hardly any friends and i have never seen him do any work in a lesson.
I was brought up to stand up for myself, i usually just wait until my anger builds up and then explodes into a fight, rather than just punch him as soon as he does something to annoy me.
Either way, im still getting loads of respect, guys keep coming over to me and saying, "Did you beat up Rob Masters?" And i would just say "yea", then they would smile and say something like "Nice one mate" and offer a hand shake. Lol its pretty crazy at school, im going to a college anyway next year. And how many boys do you know have never had a fight in their school years? I think its over now anyway, his ego has colapsed, and if i could turn back time i still would have done the same thing.

Aaanywho lol, today ive had:

Weetabix
Frosties cereal bar
chicken sandwich


And thats it so far.
This might sound bad but i came home from school today and heard the frying pan sizzling. I went in the kitchen and my sister (who said she was on a diet) was FRYING an egg and 2 bacon slices. Thats loads of calories when it tastes much better grilled anyway (in my opinion) and if its grilled its no where near as high in cals. When you fry it it just bathes in its own fat and also with the sunflower oil, and sandwiches arent even very filling. I said just to annoy her, "i thought you were on a diet", and she said, "I am but im starving" lol, she wont make any progress like that.
So seeing my sister do that just makes me feel better about myself because i have loads more control, i wasnt even tempted to have some bacon for myself because its not as appetizing as it used to be for me, i prefer tomato soup anyway!

P.s. Monikuddle dont worry lol everyone makes mistakes, although how many girls do you know who likes EazyE? Lol.
 
good for you, passing up the bacon! I actually find that I prefer just cooked ham over bacon. Less fatty bits to eat around. :p

x
Monica
 
EazyE said:
Yea i know what you mean. I just feel that i should have seriously injured him just so he knows that i wont be messed about with, hes pretty dumb you see, he has hardly any friends and i have never seen him do any work in a lesson.
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Ohhh...so many things to touch on in the above sentence...

easyE - if you really felt that you should have "seriously injured him" then I really think you need to get in to see some counselors. It is NOT your place to "seriously injure" anyone.

Secondly, the fact that he may be "dumb" and has "hardly any friends" sounds like he's a guy who might need friends.

I was brought up to stand up for myself, i usually just wait until my anger builds up and then explodes into a fight, rather than just punch him as soon as he does something to annoy me.
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Your first sentence and the second contradicts the second. There is a HUGE difference between standing up for yourself and letting your "anger build and then explode into a fight". Standing up for yourself has NOTHING to do with punching someone as soon as they do something to "annoy" you.

Again - I think you need someone you can talk to about anger management.

So seeing my sister do that just makes me feel better about myself because i have loads more control,
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Remember, your choice to change your eating habits does not mean everyone (including your sister) is at the same place you are. Yes, it means this time you had more control, but comparing yourself to her is not practical nor is it productive. I've lost almost 60 pounds, and guess what? This week I had 3 slices of bacon AND at least 4 sausage links AND a chocolate chip pancake AND chinese food last night. I don't always eat like that, but it's not for anyone to judge me when I do. It's not your place to judge your sister.

P.s. Monikuddle dont worry lol everyone makes mistakes, although how many girls do you know who likes EazyE? Lol.
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Seems I made the same misunderstanding as well - sorry!
 
M2M said:
Ohhh...so many things to touch on in the above sentence...

easyE - if you really felt that you should have "seriously injured him" then I really think you need to get in to see some counselors. It is NOT your place to "seriously injure" anyone.

Secondly, the fact that he may be "dumb" and has "hardly any friends" sounds like he's a guy who might need friends.



Your first sentence and the second contradicts the second. There is a HUGE difference between standing up for yourself and letting your "anger build and then explode into a fight". Standing up for yourself has NOTHING to do with punching someone as soon as they do something to "annoy" you.

Again - I think you need someone you can talk to about anger management.



Remember, your choice to change your eating habits does not mean everyone (including your sister) is at the same place you are. Yes, it means this time you had more control, but comparing yourself to her is not practical nor is it productive. I've lost almost 60 pounds, and guess what? This week I had 3 slices of bacon AND at least 4 sausage links AND a chocolate chip pancake AND chinese food last night. I don't always eat like that, but it's not for anyone to judge me when I do. It's not your place to judge your sister.



Seems I made the same misunderstanding as well - sorry!
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I dont really see how its your place to tell me to consider anger management. And you dont know the whole story so you shouldnt have even said anything about it either.
I'm not judging my sister, once again you are talking about something you dont know much about.
The other day i had some noodles for tea, and my sister was at there saying things like, "i bet thats horrible". I said, "i like it". And she said, "well.... you dont like it". And then started asking me what i had eaten in the day, i said "a chicken sandwhich from Morrisons". She said, "oh right, thats about 500 calories then". Basically she is insane, she is actually JEALOUS that im on a diet and doing so well, its pathetic. Like i said you dont know anything about her. If you knew what she is really like you wouldnt say im "judging" her at all. I did tease her because she cant diet for shit, and she cant stand the fact that i can. Which is why im able to try even harder just to annoy her. Its funny because being jealous of someone who is on a diet is just pathetic, no other word for it. Yea you lost 60 lb's and ate a lot of food, thats fine but starting a diet a few days ago and then eating a greasy fry-up like that is totally different. I dont know what your problem is, you seem to have a knack for saying whats what when you dont know anything about it.
 
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Umm.. Hi E.. just stopping by to say hi! And maybe we don't know the whole story but you present it to us in a way that is concerning.

Good for you on skipping the bacon, very smart choice.

And a little unsolicited advice: Give your sister some slack - treat her like you want to be treated instead of criticizing her choices. Maybe she will easy up on you too.
 
pequin said:
Umm.. Hi E.. just stopping by to say hi! And maybe we don't know the whole story but you present it to us in a way that is concerning.

Good for you on skipping the bacon, very smart choice.

And a little unsolicited advice: Give your sister some slack - treat her like you want to be treated instead of criticizing her choices. Maybe she will easy up on you too.
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She wont easy up. She never has and never will. She actually got jealous of her boyfriend for hanging out with his mates at night.
Once, when i was about 12 i decided i wanted a Hi-fi stereo in my room. I researched some of the best ones and ended up buying a Sony. When i set it up in my room, my sister came in and tried to take it out my room because she was jealous!
When she realized she cant get rid of it she used to play hers whenever i played mine to try and drown the sound of mine out. You dont understand her at all, im not giving her any slack, its not my fault she is insane.
 
EazyE said:
I dont really see how its your place to tell me to consider anger management. And you dont know the whole story so you shouldnt have even said anything about it either.
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You're right, I don't know the whole story - I only have the one side you presented. What you did share indicates *a lot* of anger issues and a willingness to cause "serious injury". That sounds like someone who needs help in dealing with intense anger.

As for whether I "should have even said anything" well, you posted about it - which is clear you wanted to talk about the subject. You might not always like what you hear, but everyone is entitled to their opinion.

If you knew what she is really like you wouldnt say im "judging" her at all.
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Actually, whether you like it or not, you were judging her and her ability to 'stay on a diet'. You also based some of your self esteem (your ability to exercise control) based on her inability. My point is that you should be proud of yourself for the work you're doing without comparing where you're at to your sister.

Which is why im able to try even harder just to annoy her.
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Maybe you both can try not to annoy each other? Just a thought...

I dont know what your problem is, you seem to have a knack for saying whats what when you dont know anything about it.
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I don't need to know everything about the kid at school to know that you have anger issues you need help with.

I don't need to know everything about your sister to know that you are finding pleasure in "annoying" her over her food choices and that you feel better then her because you have "more control" (these were your words).

What I've mentioned in my posts, have more to do with you, and what you've shared about yourself then these other people.

Part of growing up and maturing is not getting so defensive when people share their opinions which might be different then your own.

You might not agree with me - that's fine but it never hurts to try and look at yourself and see how you might be coming across.

I'm not attacking you easyE, I'm bringing up how you're coming across in your posts. Issues for you to think about.
 
M2M said:
You're right, I don't know the whole story - I only have the one side you presented. What you did share indicates *a lot* of anger issues and a willingness to cause "serious injury". That sounds like someone who needs help in dealing with intense anger.

As for whether I "should have even said anything" well, you posted about it - which is clear you wanted to talk about the subject. You might not always like what you hear, but everyone is entitled to their opinion.



Actually, whether you like it or not, you were judging her and her ability to 'stay on a diet'. You also based some of your self esteem (your ability to exercise control) based on her inability. My point is that you should be proud of yourself for the work you're doing without comparing where you're at to your sister.



Maybe you both can try not to annoy each other? Just a thought...



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I don't need to know everything about the kid at school to know that you have anger issues you need help with.

I don't need to know everything about your sister to know that you are finding pleasure in "annoying" her over her food choices and that you feel better then her because you have "more control" (these were your words).

What I've mentioned in my posts, have more to do with you, and what you've shared about yourself then these other people.

Part of growing up and maturing is not getting so defensive when people share their opinions which might be different then your own.

You might not agree with me - that's fine but it never hurts to try and look at yourself and see how you might be coming across.

I'm not attacking you easyE, I'm bringing up how you're coming across in your posts. Issues for you to think about.
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Well i dont need help with anger. So stop saying i do.
 
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