Hi everyone,
First a little intro. My name is Jess and I am eighteen years old. My current weight is about 190 to 195. This is the heaviest I have ever been my whole life. When I was younger I was never "the thin one". That changed when I was in about 5th grade. I started purging and restricting around that time and I stayed at around 100-110 pounds all the way to 8th grade when I got an ulcer in my throat and was diagnosed Bulimic with anorexic tendencies then hospitalized. Through high school I rarely thought about my weight (or what I was eating for that matter.)
Now that I am graduated I have started to notice my weight again and it is killing me. I don’t have a large frame (I'm 5'3") and the nearly 200 pounds I’m lugging around is straining my knees, ankles, and back.
My goal is to get to around 135-140 by January 2008. And I want to lose the weight the right way. My plan is to keep my calorie intake at around 1300-1400 and work out 5 days a week for a min of 2 hours per day. I absolutely love elliptical machines and stationary bikes so I think I am going to stick with those until my body gets used to working out again. Also I don't want to put too much strain on my knees and ankles right off the bat by jogging on treadmills, running outside ect...
As of right now the gym on the air force base is closed. So, I have been walking my two dogs for about an hour and a half to two hours every day.
Its kind of hard for me to really just start up an online journal but we will see where this thing goes...
-Jess
First a little intro. My name is Jess and I am eighteen years old. My current weight is about 190 to 195. This is the heaviest I have ever been my whole life. When I was younger I was never "the thin one". That changed when I was in about 5th grade. I started purging and restricting around that time and I stayed at around 100-110 pounds all the way to 8th grade when I got an ulcer in my throat and was diagnosed Bulimic with anorexic tendencies then hospitalized. Through high school I rarely thought about my weight (or what I was eating for that matter.)
Now that I am graduated I have started to notice my weight again and it is killing me. I don’t have a large frame (I'm 5'3") and the nearly 200 pounds I’m lugging around is straining my knees, ankles, and back.
My goal is to get to around 135-140 by January 2008. And I want to lose the weight the right way. My plan is to keep my calorie intake at around 1300-1400 and work out 5 days a week for a min of 2 hours per day. I absolutely love elliptical machines and stationary bikes so I think I am going to stick with those until my body gets used to working out again. Also I don't want to put too much strain on my knees and ankles right off the bat by jogging on treadmills, running outside ect...
As of right now the gym on the air force base is closed. So, I have been walking my two dogs for about an hour and a half to two hours every day.
Its kind of hard for me to really just start up an online journal but we will see where this thing goes...
-Jess
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