Hi! I saw your post in the 20 or less thread and thought I'd check out your diary. We're the same age (I turn 33 in a couple of months) and both shorties...my boss calls me a "tall pygmy"

... I had a thought about your choco cake...I am always surrounded by delicious tempting food at work and I used to say "I'll eat half this muffin" etc. but ended up eating the whole thing...finally figured out (despite the strange looks I get sometimes) that if I just take the exact amount I plan to eat (1/4 muffin) and walk away with that amount only I totally enjoy it and never want to go back for more.
I know. I was doing that, but the slices were so thin I thought I should just take the whole thing and not look like a weirdo. I did take only 3 bites, granted it was on the frosting side, but I enjoyed every morsel.
I just wanted to comment on your weight loss. You are an inspiration! About a year ago, I was a stay at home mom and was able to get to a cycling class 5 days a week. I got down to 128 pounds, 19% body fat last April.
Then, I found out my husband was emailing and chatting with some girl

and it devastated me. For a week I didn't eat and felt like such a loser. I think I must have gotten to 120 pounds because my jeans were incredibly loose.

Before this all happened, I thought my life was great. I had a wonderful family, a husband who I thought was faithful and loved me. Things just crumbled within days.
We began to talk again and are still working things out, but from April to now it's been a yo yo of emotions.

Before there were days that I would eat and not care what I put in my mouth, other days I didn't feel like eating and would starve the whole day. When it came to exercise, it was so inconsistent, 1-2 days here and there and I got back to 138.
When I went back to work, I was finally able to exercise and eat more healthy because I wasn't at home moping around and the kids weren't a distraction or an excuse to not go to the gym.
My relationship with my husband is much better and he knows that he totally messed up. It's been helping me with my healthy habits because you just feel good about the life that you're living now. Anyhow I don't know how this relates to your weight loss, but when I saw your current weight number and %body fat, it brought me back to that time. I'm gonna get there again, but this time it'll be the right way.
