OMG, what a shocker, right out of no where with no warning. That is just horrible. I've been reading all about you driving around in the bunnymobile, losing tons of weight and sticking to your raw diet (which is totally astounding on its own), and then this. WTF! I am SO SORRY for you sweetie. Please get in contact if you need to talk. I'm only a phone call away. Sounds like you've got lots of nice people in your life who love you and care about you though. Try to remember that. And also remember that we tend to have a few "loves of our lives" so there is DEFINITELY another one out there. You just have to find him but he's out there, and he's hot and nice and he'll turn you on just like the BF. That much is a guarantee, its just a matter of time before you run into him. Try to keep that in mind also.
Luv, C
Luv, C

