Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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Ok I am totally lost on why you are so down ,that your appitite is gone!! But I have been there. I am today. All this stress with the house. But you hang in there and you'll be ok!!:hug2:
 
Happy Belated Bday...

Morning CG,

thank you so much for dropping into my diary. Your message definitely left me with a smile, so once again, thank you. I'm sorry to hear about the situation betw/ you and your bf, but don't let it bother you all too much. However, you're young, beautiful and might I say, deliciously curvy... (And that's said in a "non lezzy" way. haha) so enjoy life while you can. :D Wishing you all the best... Oh.. and by the way, if that's what 142 lbs looks like, then dayyyyuuuumn... I want to be 142. LOL

-Sheryl
 
You look great in your pics Val! What do you want from this point forward in terms of physique. You look damn good to me, but that's my perception. Do you want to become leaner?
 
Your pix look great Val Im glad you excepted the fact that oyu are slim b/c girl you are - you look damn good!!!Oh and thanx for your post in my diary:hug2:
 
hell yea you look hot! I'd give my left leg to have your body! lol well, maybe your body wouldn't look as good w/ the left leg missing, but you get the picture, lol!!!
 
Curvie Girlie said:
My heart is breaking, even though we're not broken up. I have never, never had a broken heart before--I've never not wanted to move on from a man who wasn't working for me. This is all new. I'm like, crazy. :rofl:

I'll get through this, but it's not easy, ok?
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Oh gosh...been there,done that....too many times (since I am twice your age ;-) ), so I know exactly how you're feeling. I hope that things start feeling better for you. Heartache is miserable, but the pain will ease! Take care, kiddo...*hug*
 
Blancita said:
You look beautiful on your birthday sweetie :). Hope you have a good one :).
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Thank you, I did have a good one! :)

be_gone_soon said:
Ok I am totally lost on why you are so down ,that your appitite is gone!! But I have been there. I am today. All this stress with the house. But you hang in there and you'll be ok!!:hug2:
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Sorry about the stress, Mechelle! I'm just mourning the loss of living with my BF and worried about the future, and mad at myself for worrying--ya know, the ususal :rolleyes:

MsGhettoBooty said:
Your message definitely left me with a smile, so once again, thank you. .. Oh.. and by the way, if that's what 142 lbs looks like, then dayyyyuuuumn... I want to be 142. LOL
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Awww, thanks Sheryl!:hug2: I must say I was pleased in my pictures, I have always lived in fear of looking "fat" in pictures and I'm happy that I don't in any of these! :jump:


Steve said:
You look great in your pics Val! What do you want from this point forward in terms of physique. You look damn good to me, but that's my perception. Do you want to become leaner?
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A bit, I want to be back where I was when I posted in the before/after/in between--toned and lean on the mountain. I'm damn close, but I was too distressed to weight train yesterday. I feel much better today, but today is kickboe ;)
 
cinderelly said:
Your pix look great Val Im glad you excepted the fact that oyu are slim b/c girl you are - you look damn good!!!Oh and thanx for your post in my diary:hug2:
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Anytime, Cerella--thank you. Weight loss for me wasn't just weight loss and looking good. It was about building up my body image, and getting rid of the negative mental dialogue. That is some hard shit to accomplish!!! Now I'm working on negative dialogue on my character and loveableness.

newbride02 said:
hell yea you look hot! I'd give my left leg to have your body! lol well, maybe your body wouldn't look as good w/ the left leg missing, but you get the picture, lol!!!
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OH Korrie you'll get there, you're working so hard--never give up, and my secret is ..........weight training!!! ;) :D

bethann1156 said:
Oh gosh...been there,done that....too many times (since I am twice your age ;-) ), so I know exactly how you're feeling. I hope that things start feeling better for you. Heartache is miserable, but the pain will ease! Take care, kiddo...*hug*
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Wow, really? I'm sorry, I can't imagine doing this again! LOL! Thanks for telling me, I love empathy, it makes me feel like we're all in this together. Ugh I'm so sappy lately ;) :hug2:
 
This morning, 141.5.

I'm not rejoicing because I haven't been eating enough, and I feel better today, and I suspect as soon as my eating goes back to normal, I'll probably gain--there's no way I got a 8750 calorie deficit since last week!!! I do think it's possible I got a 3000 calorie deficit, though. So I'm expecting to see either 143 or 142.5 soon. Either way, I really need to weight train 2xs a week--I want that hard body back!!

I ate a piece of my b-day cake for breakfast, just because (it's still good!). I'll take my vitamins and have a good lunch ;)
 
Just wanted to say Curvie Girlie! I've been catching up on your diary at work all day, like a good book i just can't put down ;) I like your spirit and your openess is something I admire. Anyway, hope the rest of your day and your evening goes well.
 
Val, you looked wonderful in those pics! :D

You don't NEED to lose any more if you ask me. I really hope I can get my weight down to about the same as yours eventually.

- Sunny
 
tiaras rock !!

A HOT chick, garage party, six-strings, love in glass bottles *sigh* What's not to like ??

Good times.

Eat today, ok ??
 
ritagurl said:
Just wanted to say Curvie Girlie! I've been catching up on your diary at work all day, like a good book i just can't put down ;) I like your spirit and your openess is something I admire. Anyway, hope the rest of your day and your evening goes well.
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:eek2: Really? Well I'm flattered :eek: Thank you very much and I also hope my day and evening go well ;) You too!!

Healthyhabit said:
Val, you looked wonderful in those pics! :D
You don't NEED to lose any more if you ask me. I really hope I can get my weight down to about the same as yours eventually.
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Well shucks, Sunny, thank you! I may change my mind but I'd really like to be skinny for just a little while, for the hell of it! I have a feeling I'll be able to maintain where I'm at, since I have been in the low to mid 140s since mid May. So good point! I just can't stop my weight training, I tell ya!

T2 Trucker said:
A HOT chick, garage party, six-strings, love in glass bottles *sigh* What's not to like ??

Good times.

Eat today, ok ??
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Hi Randy!! Um, not really, my appetite is not much better although I don't have to choke things down....I had that slice of cake, and then there was an oatmeal cookie, and right now I'm eating a BUNCH of plums fresh off the neighbor's tree. I want fish, so I'll make an effort to eat dinner tonight. I'm not doing this on purpose, it's just really hard to eat with heartache.
 
Val obviously you're looking amazing. Those pics are steaming up my monitor. It also looks like you had a great time at the party. You have a great attitude Val and tons of strength. You'll get past this bumpy patch, I know it.
 
Wassup homie?? Ooooooooooh, I love it when I lose my appetite, as I do usually when I'm experiencing a change in my daily schedule or life (like moving, or switching jobs..which hasn't occurred in 10 years, or boyfriends for that matter). Use this time of emotional turmoil to lose your extra pounds. Your appetite will come back (if you're anything like me that is) and you're metabolism wont slow down from just a few weeks of this. What's going on with the BF? How are you enjoying your new place? Are the roommates cool?
 
Thank you everybody!!!:hug2:

Last night, no call, no see BF. no email this morning.

I didn't eat dinner, I'm down to 139.0. I can't eat b-fast.

I need to pray and meditate. This pain is incredible.
 
Hey Girlfriend!! I'm sorry your going through this crap! Don't stress about the food thing, when your ready and hungry you'll eat. You know when it's getting serious, so just watch for those signs and listen to your body. I'm sure after a few weeks, things will start turning around for you and looking up! Stay focused, continue to surround yourself with friends and family and don't stop smiling and being bubbly like we all know you are!! Maybe, try and work a little more, and keep yourself busy. Can you do any extra pouring?? I hope today is a good one, and I hope each day improves for you. Ride the waves babe, soon you'll be surfing on in with the tide! :)
 
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