Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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Trust me, ONE MAN is enough, I have all I can do to keep up with the one I have. LOL LMAO!! With all your energy, I'm SURE you would have no problems what so ever. I envy you!! :) Well, I wanted to stop by and say HEY! before I head out. Now don't go off having to much fun while I'm gone. I'm sure it will take me days to read your diary when I return and get caught up, MISS POPULAR! :jump: Enjoy your day, and I'll stop by Sunday when I get back. CHOW MOMMA!
Kim
 
Curvie Girlie said:
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RATS! I would love a HAREM of men...when one acted up I could hang out with another. And each would make up for the other's deficiencies! Where's the Devil Horns smiley?!?!
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Sometimes I think the polygomists have it right. I especially think so right now, when my man is far far way and I'm all alone. :(

It's not a nice feeling when things are "off" with your boyfriend. I'm sorry you're feeling that way. I know you've got it in you to figure out what it is you need from him and take the appropriate action to get things running smoothly. In the meantime, keep looking after yourself!
 
First Day Of Summer

OK.

I'm taking it from Cym and Tom.

It is the first day of summer. I have gone to my old tricks of being a yo-yo dieter. My refreshing "fuck it! I'm having fun..." attitude is great for enjoying life, but it caused a weight gain.

Imagine that! ;)


I promised myself 135-130 lbs by my 25th birthday. I was at 137 in April when I realized 130 is far too low for me. 137 was great--I will be there again!

I set my new goals in my new signature. I'm going back to recording, recording, recording and paying close attention....and being slightly hungry again. No matter how much fiber and protein I pack, if I'm eating below maintenance, I get hungry. Simple fact.

SO far:
Woke up at 6:00
Protein bar (230 calories)
Cambodian Ground fighting 6:30-7:30
Work 8:30-5pm
B-fast: Cereal, soymilk, blueberries, blackberries, soy yogurt (370)

Total Calories so far: 600

Goal today: 1800 calories


On a side note, I'm starting my second job as a server this evening. SO I'm working 8:30-5pm selling wine, and then 5:30 to God knows hostessing at a local restaurant close to here. Wish me luck!!!
 
Good for you, Val! Maintenance is a real bitch, isn't it? We ought to be able to get to our target weight, and then just be slothful and pig out for a while.
 
Good luck for your new job! You'll be great at it! :D
And you'll soon be on the track to success in weight-loss as well, you have your facts and you know how to use them.
Have a super Thursday!
Julie
 
Hey Curvie Girlie. My name is Sam. I have read through some of your diary and you seem like a very interesting person. I think it would be so much fun to have a job selling wine, I would learn so much. I definitely love wine. I love Merlots but, I usually don't ever spend too much on a bottle. Anyways, keep up the good work :)

-Sam
 
TomO said:
Good for you, Val! Maintenance is a real bitch, isn't it? We ought to be able to get to our target weight, and then just be slothful and pig out for a while.
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MAINTENANCE IS A BITCH!​

Here's what happened: I quickly lost 15 lbs in 3 months. The 4th month I struggled and lost 3.5 more. Then my body just all of a sudden wanted to eat and drink. So did I! I wallowed in the mire. I pulled myself out. I jumped back in. I ran my first 10K race and fucked up the skin my my heel. Unable to run for weeks, I gained massive weight. I struggled to get back down. Then, BBQs, Graduations, Mother's and Father's, birthdays, light of the day out longer = people out bringing food and drink; Office packed with candy, chocolate, crackers, and cheese.... These obstacles are nothing to a person, say, who doesn't adore food...BUT I obvisouly am deficient in dopamine or serotonin (why else would I be inclined to overeat, try drugs, drink, and run???).

I was slothful and pigged out. I had creme brulee for fuck's sake!! AND a chocolate tart in one sitting....:(
 
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Juliette said:
Good luck for your new job! You'll be great at it! :D
And you'll soon be on the track to success in weight-loss as well, you have your facts and you know how to use them.
Have a super Thursday!
Julie
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YOU'RE the superstar with the weight loss!! Look at that ticker!!

Thank you so much for the kind words!
 
sammyboy24 said:
Hey Curvie Girlie. My name is Sam. I have read through some of your diary and you seem like a very interesting person. I think it would be so much fun to have a job selling wine, I would learn so much. I definitely love wine. I love Merlots but, I usually don't ever spend too much on a bottle. Anyways, keep up the good work :)

-Sam
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Cute! "Interesting Person," I love that--what a sweet compliment! Ya kinda have to be somewhat interesting in the biz--got to charm people while they get buzzed, into buying more. It's such a slutty job. I feel like a tantalizing seductress sometimes: "You know you love this wine, its luscious, full body and WELL-ROUNDED, supple structure...." ;)
 
Good for you for taking control. You have a lot to be proud of. You have made magnificent strides since you started out here! It's hard, but it's so worth it. Keep reminding yourself how fantastic you felt at 137, knowing that you had really taken this weight loss battle by the reigns. You're going to make it!
 
sunnydee said:
Good for you for taking control. You have a lot to be proud of. You have made magnificent strides since you started out here! It's hard, but it's so worth it. Keep reminding yourself how fantastic you felt at 137, knowing that you had really taken this weight loss battle by the reigns. You're going to make it!
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Hey, D, I don't deseve this kind treatment :eek:

Thank you, thank you....I told myself, when I want to snack or do something bad, I'll repeat in my head,

"Just believe in yourself!"

Cheesey but it may work.....

Happychubette said:
That's funny. Tantalizing seductress. You are! But also many other things.

You are good at everything you do!
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That's so sweet, but I'm TERRIBLE at chess, pool, hackie sack, darts, sitting still, saying no, going to bed early, resisting.....much of anything fun! I love hearing that, though!
 
Hi Val!! I know.. been a while since I've been in here. Let's see, CONGRATS on 1st place.. you go girl!!

Sorry to hear about the BF.. I am sure he'll come around! If not, from what I hear.. the guys are lining up anyways! ;)

As for the diet.. this is probably one of the hardest times of the year to lose weight. Summer time means BBQs and parties. You just have to have that little voice in your head to watch how much you are scarfing away. It's hard but worth it!!

Never get down on yourself.. and that's coming from someone who says that I am my own worst critic... you are doing a fantastic job and obviously in great shape!! Keep it going.. :D

Take care!!

Bruce
 
Hey Val, I know you're going to get back to 137 in no time. I agree, having seen pics at 137 I don't think you really need to go below that.
 
Breaking News!

Richard Alfaro (winemaker) called me shouting I'm in the Santa Cruz local newspaper for taking 1st place for women in the race on Saturday. he said I was in the damn headlines!!​
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This is really exciting for me. I don't think I've ever been in the paper before. Hmmm, I'd remember that!

The SC Sentinel is just probably excited that a LOCAL person won. The local man got 2nd overall. Anyway, I plan on kicking ass in the Big Basin run as well--MAYBE I'll get recognition for THAT one.

Update:
I could not resist 6 Peanut M&Ms, but that is only 60 calories
Lunch was soy tacos, on wheat substitute totillas, jalepenos, salsa, garlic, and 1/2 avocado; plus 3 Mejool dates: 540 calories
TINY sliver of b-day cake: 110 calories
Total now: 1310

I'm happy :)

I have dinner planned and ready--salmon and a greeen bean salad. It should be roughly 560, for a total of 1870. That is FINE. I WILL stop there!
 
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