Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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Thanks Sophie.

When I had planned on losing 28 lbs at 158, I felt overwhelmed. And jeez, if it had been more--like 70+ lbs....yeah, it is a lot for the human brain to comprehend! 28 lbs=98000 less calories. Which is ridiculous! Now I need a 28000 decifit. For 8 lbs. 8 lbs, 8 lbs. 8 lbs, 8 lbs. Ok gotta stop!
 
Stop The Insanity!

Ignore that last post *blushing*

I'm ok, just a bit tired--I'm happy to say this morning I woke up to a randy boyfriend and had *sucks in air for suspense* Morning Sex!! Oooh I LOVE morning sex--but it was at 6:40am, so I'm just a touch tired.

Today I vow to be good: Angel Valerie.

Where's the damn smily with a halo? Hmmmmm? :mad:

I put on a fancy bracelet to look at everytime I reach for somehting to eat--so I can stop if it's bad for me. I wish I had a black leather bracelet that said in red, "NO JUNK" on it--that woulds be funny and it would help. I feel guilty for skipping dinner last night, but I got over it because I didn't skip b-fast or lunch, and I think those meals are more important, anyway.

Today I had my cereal, soymilk and yogurt. Going to avoid that chcolate bowl if it KILLS me! Grrrrrrrr....
 
You go GIRL!!! Oh morning sex to start your day off just right, isn't that just what life's all about. ;) "JUST SAY NO" to chocolate of course. Have a great day friend
Kim
 
CG--
You have so much to be proud of. I look through your menus and I get so jealous---you eat so much tasty and healthy food! (Probably easier to find in CA than West TN). I'm also struggling with losing the weight as I get to the last 8 pounds. Congrats on recognizing what you need to improve on---I'm going to hop on over to my diary and do the same thing! Good luck with your goals!
 
Randy: Hee hee, I'm not going to ever pressure a man to marry me. I'll just be with one, and if he finally asks, I'll say "no." HA HA!!! BTW that was no rant, it was an objective defense and observation. *kisses blown*

Casey: You are a sweetie, and I'm a spoiled bitch. There are SO MANY health food stores and even restaurants around here--even conventional markets have Natural Food aisles and organic veggies. Thanks for stopping in!
 
Cool. Maybe 'rant' is too east coast or something. I pay no mind to haters, they have zero to do with my weight loss journey. Wouldn't that be funny to think they could make me gain 150 back over their faceless insults ?? HA !!

Dream On :)
 
T2 Trucker said:
Cool. Maybe 'rant' is too east coast or something. I pay no mind to haters, they have zero to do with my weight loss journey. Wouldn't that be funny to think they could make me gain 150 back over their faceless insults ?? HA !!

Dream On :)
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Yes, no one can get us down but ourselves--no matter how snippy or critical, judgmental or jealous ;) I believe very strongly in Grandmaster Flash, Melle Mel and the Furious Five's "Survival" song:

Hold up your head high, think positive
because that's the only way that you can live
don't ever let your thoughts flow like water from a cup
and don't never say that you're giving up

Stats:

Angel Valerie is brawlin with Devil Valerie, and winning. At least where food is concerned:

Food:

B-fast: cereal, soymilk, blueberries, raspberries, and blackberries with vanilla soy yogurt with strawberries in it on the side
Snack: 1 oz Goji Berries
Lunch: 3 Fake Chickn' Nuggets, 1 whole wheat pita bread with 1 oz shredded cheese, salsa, and 1 serving plain black beans on it with Romaine lettuce to eat it with
Snack: more vanilla soy yogurt and the rest of my strawberries

Calories: 1070

Whew! Yes, I want to eat. No, I haven't touched crackers or chocolate. It is only 2:19pm, though. I can do this! I'll have black tea if I want to munch, then I can have a nice dinner and a drink. YAY! I plan on running in the woods for 45 minutes after work, and curling my hair.

Enter Devil Valerie:
I got a few bottles of wine from work, and was looking for a Port.....to give to Derek, the half-Portuguese-half-Croatian Hottie Bouncer that I'm infatuated with despite my higher reasoning. He calls me "sweetheart" and I want to do something sweet (not to mention free*cough*). Oooooh just thinking about him makes me....anyway I got a Heitz Cellars Grignolino
for him, just want to see what his reaction is. When I talked to him, he says he's had to fight before. I asked if he has got hurt and he said, "Yeah I've been hurt," "Oh you poor thing!" I cooed. He seemed to appreciate my concern. So I want to show him that I respect and admire his heroic job for my bar room saftey by giving him some wine. I give wine out to people all the time! I figured Grignolino's no Port but it's still a manly type of wine--no Chards for him, no sir! I hope he likes it...or the gesture, anyway. I'm intrigued by him because he never smiles. He has this 1920s gangster air to him and only smirks sexily--no grinning. Jeez he's 6'9"!!! Imposing figure! He always wears a derby hat. Hee hee.

Angel Valerie: My boyfriend is so sweet! Last night he held me tight and wispered, "I love you, you feel so good and you're so sweet and beautiful." Awwwwww! My Honey Bunny!

Anyway, I am very good today and plan on taking Tom's advice and drinking no more than 2 drinks. I'll ask for lemon water afterwards!!!
 
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sparkling water in between cocktails and as a back to a cocktail helps to - gives you a drinkin your hand... and it's better for you

your skin will appreciate it in a couple of years...
 
To tell Derek

I know what I'll say:
"This is for you, for my appreciation in guarding my saftey while I'm out having fun--because I know if some guy was attacking me, you'd save me, right?"
;) :) :D

I AM a sweetheart.
 
MAL: Appriciate that, I will from now on (but I don't do cocktails, usually--too foo foo)

TOM: UPS is kind of expensive, but maybe for your birthday!! When is it now?
 
So...hey...I hear you have a thing for Croats...wink wink...nudge..nudge... and did I mention I like port? you could send me one up if you have extra's...lol

LOL...hope you day is going well - and enjoy the drink with dinner tonight!
 
12packAbs said:
So...hey...I hear you have a thing for Croats...wink wink...nudge..nudge... and did I mention I like port? you could send me one up if you have extra's...lol

LOL...hope you day is going well - and enjoy the drink with dinner tonight!
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Damn! I KNEW that I'd get a barrage of requests for wine! *moan*

Ok. Me you and Lena, threesome. ;)
 
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