Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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Yep, your looking good Val! Sounds like your a busy thing! good for you! I wish I could excersize as much as you do!!

Hope you have fun at dinner tonight!
 
Hi Val! Wow - you are working out like a beast!! You'll be dropping the pounds and building more muscle in no time at all :)
 
So Val doll... what's this "mystery Halloween costume?" Hmmmm? Now I'm all curious. haha Anyways, good job with getting back on track, little mama. I'm sure you're going to get back down in weight in time for Halloweenie! Oh.. and I wanna see some pix of this "guy you're kicking it with." :D Keep it up, you amazon bunny you! (5'7"! Sheesh! haha)

-Sheryl
 
TALK ABOUT AMAZON!!!

For fucks sake! Here's me coming in 1st for women, 4th overall for the Big Basin race:


Sheesh! Do you see those muscles? Look, I'm not flossin', here, I'm actually serious--I saw this pic and was like, "Damn I'm a big girl!" Not really big! Just strong and tuff-looking. I suppose some of my weigh gain could possibly be from muscle. I wasn't happy when I came in for that race--it was HARD!!! Everyone was like, "man I swear the elevation was like, 1500 feet--not 1000 like the website said..." That 10K (well it was 6.3 miles) took me over an HOUR!! I was HIKING for a good part of it!

So the BF was over tonight. He's still as dominant as ever in bed! Luckily I'm ready for it, now! LOL!!

Ever has sex with a man who sort of acts like he's a little boy burning ants under a magnifying glass? It's hot, but very interesting. Damn Geminis!

I'm very hungry right now, but I KNOW I've had over 2Gs in food, just had a LOT of expenditure of energy--chores, running, working for Peg....I have a pile of laundry on my bed right now, and I vacuumed my room (which meant taking everything on the floor out and sorting things and such). God my cat is so cute! He'd ripped off his bandage yesterday and I made him a new one. Cats are amazing! The huge tear in his arm is healing itself. A person would need a skin graph. A cat's skin just grows back--NINE LIVES! Fuckin A!!!

Oh geez, it's time for bed. I know I'm a bit less than 15 lbs over what I want to be, but in the mirror I think I look great and it's really nice. Still, I have the time and energy to shape my body to my liking and get fitter than ever--as long as I can get my nutition down again I should be seeing 135 by February, I'd say. Wheeeee. That would be nice! I am SO good at dieting in the winter/spring. Then comes summer and I beer it all away....
 
Friday

149.0. Whoo hoo!!
I think Monday I was 151.0, but some of that was probably bloat from the last weekend. Here's the catch:

I'm terrified of this weekend.:eek:

Like Claudia (and some other of you), I'm a known weekend binger.

The BF wants to go out to dinner tonight, and then to the Brewery. I wanted to, too--but he doesn't know I'm on a diet. I need to think, fast. There are several things that I'm concerned with:

1. That I'll consume over 1000 calories with dinner and beer, after having 1300-1500 in the earlier part of the day

2. That I'll jst be like, "Mmmmmhhhh, beer!" and drink too much (too much being more than 16 oz, which would be about 200-250 calories, which I can spare!)

3. That I'll order a drink with dinner, which is NOT needed IMO, especially if I'm going to the brewery later.

4. That I'll get stoned and get the munchies and want more of everything!!!:eek:

I'm just about to go weight training and go to my organizing job ($20/hour under the table mind you) before my regular job. Weight days are like, I only burn 350 calories or so per hour, lifting vigorously (more like 400 but I'm not sure is "vigorously" is as vigorously as I do). Therefore I should be consuming about 1700-1900 calories to have a great deficit. Hmmm, point being, I really need to be CAREFUL and remind myself the whole way,

Nothing you consume now is worth looking fabulous in 26 days in your mystery costume....
 
Good luck Val. I know the weekend binges very well. Make sure you have it planned out ahead of time. That to me is the key.
 
Okay, You just layed it out on the table, those things that you are worried about doing, SOOOOOOOO don't do it girlie!! You have self control, I know I've seen it in the past, do special things to help sabotage you from going over board, LIKE...... drink tons of water at DINNER, so you don't consume to much alcohol. OR eat super light at dinner like a good old garden salad, and drink a few drinks. Or have someone with you like me, that will say, HEY we are done here, lets go... hehehhehe you can do it, don't let yourself down. OH and light beer is always an option if you need to go over. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY. If the whole night turns out an over load of calories, DON'T DRINK/DRIVE and DON'T go any where alone! You should be fine!! Have a great time!
Kim
 
Joe & VBF: Thank you! :D

Dammit! I was only able to get 20 minutes of weights in before I scurried to my job on the Westside because I allowed myself to get caught up on the forum!!:mad: Grrrrrr and I was still running late. I HATE being late!

So I did the big moves to target legs, ass, arms, back & abs. I didn't get any other exercising in except pulling out a few kitchen cupboard's contents, vacuming, laying down that mesh-plastic stuff, and putting things back neatly for Peg. She helped me mend a skirt and tailor my Halloween costume. Peg's from Bawston, Mass., and still has her accent after 20 years of being in California! Well, she does crafts with her kids and bakes all the time (AND plays Hockey!). She made blond brownies and dammit I ate some! But still, having a salad and a package of organic raspberries started me off real nice this morning!

I have a LOT of work to do here.....so have a great Friday! I'll check in on breaks...
 
Friday night I consumed too many calories, and the excess came from wine!

I was over at my friend's house with the BF, and I met a girl who just turned 20. Man oh man, the poor thing!!! She's been through a lot (was stabbed by her domineering boyfriend, and they were both meth heads for a while) and her self esteem and everything aren't so great. I can empathize, so I want to be her friend. She lives with her grandparents and has no job, as she recently moved here from Colorado. We want to be friends; she's a Virgo and incredibly intelligent and educated, just emotionally effed up. My BF fell asleep with his head in my hands (I was giving him a neck rub) and I went on to tell her all the shit I went through with the asshole, and how we still love each other despite the weird-ass circumstances (open relationship, us living far away and seeing each other only twice a week, our upcoming 2 year anniversary the 11th...) Basically the four of us shared a bottle of wine, then the three of us (when BF passed out) shared another bottle of wine. I didn't feel it much, but this morning...oh man!!!!!!:drooling:

Then I had an eye appointment and the doc decided to dilate my pupils to make sure my eyes were all good in the back. Oh man! I look like I'm frying balls!!! (on acid) ANd my perception was all fucked. I went straight to Kickboe class and struggled through it, but being exhausted, hung over, dehydrated, and dilated, I had a hard time :doh:

Still, I struggled through it. :)

I'm about to put on makeup and head to Ben Lomond (SC Mountains) for the Celtic games. Never been. I AM about 1/8 Scottish, so I should have been to one...I just identify more with my Native American and Mexican heritage, I forget I'm Scottish and Welsh and Slav as well.

Anyway, about to get going. Sigh! So tired....the BF sleeps soundly in my bed. He sure looks cute :)
 
Hmm, I guess shes trying to get her life back in order?

I keep hearing bad things about how they dilate the eyes. I know my moms went there a long time ago. They dilated her eyes and she had to sit in the office for a few hours before she could see well enough to drive.

, but being exhausted, hung over, dehydrated, and dilated, I had a hard time
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Oh hello Trevor!

Yes A is getting her life back in order. She's also a bit agoraphobic, but I like staying in sometimes, too ;)

Geez...I need more water.

Hmm the doc didn't say anything about driving. I was ok but the light HURTS!!! Ok! On to the Santa Cruz Mountains!!!
 
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