On the lighter side, there is a cheap, somwhat small but full-length mirror in my room already, and it is a "skinny mirror," the kind that doesn't make you look fat! LOL!
life is getting better my friend and everything will be ok. besides you are controlling it...you stopped yourself at the rgiht moment. you had some comfort food and that was perfectly ok you still did it within your range, you still handled it ok and by venting here you are dealing with the emotions...therefore you are doing exactly the right thing. (yes i know i'm being a bit philosophical...but its professional deformation, i have after all graduated in philosophy )
And it was weird leaving for work, with no boyfriend to say goodbye to. So I told my cat, "Goodbye, Honey, I love you," and kissed him.
My weight decided to go back to 146.0, as well. On the lighter side, there is a cheap, somwhat small but full-length mirror in my room already, and it is a "skinny mirror," the kind that doesn't make you look fat! LOL!
him......
Tom: Sure if you want to come ALL the way up here!!
2 bad my holidays dont start till Friday -LOL...and as usual Im busy all weekend...SOmetime soon I wanna drive up to cali and if we are still in contact which I am sure we will be as Im going no where - lol...We shoudl totally meet...Man, I've never been jealous of a stuffed animal before
You're party will go well, I have no doubts. You're a fun and caring person. We all want to go, I'm sure you'll have a blast.
Feeling very sullen today. Sullen is not necessarily bad--it's an apethetic sullen and it is NOT becoming for me. I guess it's ok to be in the middle once in a while
So you wont be wearing it for long...change is hard and sucks and is sad in situations liek yours - you ahve us and a b/f that is fianlly realizing what he is missing out on - on a daily basisMy urge to snack is incredible, so these cherry tomatoes are a good idea!!!
Emotional eating. I have to deal with it one way or another.
It's good to see he's missing you, that will certainly put things in perspective on his end. And think of it this way, not to long ago, you two almost called it quits, so I think things are certainly looking "UP" so to speak, even though your feeling a little blue, does that make sense????? I know of 5 things you have to be grateful for:
My urge to snack is incredible, so these cherry tomatoes are a good idea!!!
Emotional eating. I have to deal with it one way or another.
Life is good..its all about perspective!!
So your spending the night w/ bf?? have fun
It really cheered me up!!! Glad to hear you're making out all right in your new place. Time to de-stress and relax!
(yes i know i'm being a bit philosophical...but its professional deformation, i have after all graduated in philosophy
and yes men are emotional...the only thing is they say thing when its usually too late. hell it took my bf 10 months to get some courage and tell me he's completely devastated without me lol
Cali is liek a cpl day drive for me
And thank you, I suppose I am somewhat "skinny." My problem is making sure I don't gain and gain, as it's very easy for me to do so!!!! I probably won't be able to bike to work until next week, as Thursday I want to go to Kickboe, and it is too far to the gym to make it in 30 minutes. Looks like I get to have free dinner next week!!!!!!! 