Ahh Randy and Alta and J, glad to see you!
I AM SO FUCKING TIRED!!!! 
I haven't even updated my shit for the day! Here's what I put in my other online diary:
"My diet has taken a life onto its own, and is on a roll. Yesterday I ate really lightly without issue, and came out just under 1600 calories. The past two days I just have eaten a Perfect Foods Bar instead of a meal for dinner. I'd rather make myself a wholesome salad but yeah, I get out of Yoga at 9pm, it takes a good 45 minutes to drive home, and I have things to attend to once I get there (last night is was FUCKING 32 DEGREES!!!); I had to build a big ass fire. Man, I have no idea how to split logs I was inside trying to split this big log to fit into the stove with a tiny hatchet and it WASN'T working so I gave up before I hurt myself! Fortunately, I used my spatial skills and managed to wedge the log in there--it just barely fit and there's this tricky grate in the way.
Oh anyway I'm saying that I need to eat more salads. Protein has been ON POINT, fat? Hell yes! Plenty of good fat. But greens? Shi-yit! I've been neglecting, I HATE it when I can't manage perfect nutrition Good thing I take a multivitamin.
OH yes! My weight is back to 139.5 lbs. I'm not going to go apeshit about that, yet, because I KNOW that 6 pounds is a lot to lose in 3 weeks and I'm prepared for gains and plateaus in the next couple weeks. Still, I have to keep on truckin' with the diet!
I went to belly dancing class and then to Yoga 1-2 yesterday. Our sub was a sweet girl, but a sucky teacher. That's aiight, I still got stretched out. Lawrdy I miss Delena! I can't wait til she comes back from Indonesia.
I didn't mention that I had a fitful sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night to put more wood on the fire, and I started thinking random thoughts that kept me from falling asleep right away. I have been drinking a lot of tea, too--maybe too much! And strong, too. Also getting to sleep at midnight and waking up at 6:45am--that's not enough sleep for me. That has to stop!
HUNGRY today--I was lucky enough to enjoy a new frozen dish by Amy's Organics: vegan soul food. HA! Cornbread, sweet potato mashed, collards, and sweet bean chili--all for only 340 calories!
Fucking delicious, too
It was soooooo comforting--had at 10am as a midmorning snack, haha! Tofu burrito, salsa, and a fresh mango for lunch, and just now, another Perfect Foods Bar. I'm going to get burned out on them, I know it
Anyway, that's 1556 calories today so far--I'm giving myself a break because
I DID CARDIO TODAY!!!!!! I managed a 33 minutes SLOW run on the beach--my lungs are JUST about healed from the infection.
I'm also planning on Yoga tonight. I'm sleeping over at PZ's as well. Haven't seen him since Sunday, so I'm looking forward to it.
OH!
This is no one's business.......but I'll gossip anyway, ha! 
Yesterday I left my phone at home on accident and didn't notice until 7pm or so. I hadn't called PZ on Monday and I figured he probably had been texting me or something. When I got home at 10-ish, I had a message from him so I called him back. We chatted for a bit then he kinda sighed and said,
"I don't like to compare people but......I just want to say, after dealing with Jody [his ex girlfriend] today, that I
really appreciate having fun with you--"
I cut in to laugh and apologize for talking about my own ex too much if I was. We both talked a little bit about how glad we are that things are so good between us, compared to our previous relationships. His ex and he are intertwined on a business level, and yesterday he was breaking it to her that he's ending
that relationship as well; it's private and I just want to assure everyone it's totally a legit situation and I'm not bothered in the slightest. I have never met her and wouldn't give two shits if they were
best friends, because I'm secure and I feel no possessive emotions over PZ right now. But as an ego boost, here are the facts: Apparently "Jody" is kinda oversensitive and emotional. That's annoying to say the least. She also still wants PZ sorta and HE was the one to break up with HER 3 months before I met him. They dated for 2 years but he says he "just wasn't that into her." LOL! Poor Jody!
Well, for one thing, he told me she is "extremely dyslexic." I thought that meant she can't read or spell well, but he had elaborated once that it means she can't comprehend the words that come out of his mouth a lot of the time, and he has to repeat himself/break it down/use Layman's terms/draw a diagram to get his point across, conversationally. "Oh, so she's a BIMBO!" I thought meanly at the time (PZ is really easy for me to talk to and I can use BIG WORDS with him and complex paragraphs and he gets it just
fine). Yet he claims she is a "nerd." I think he means "dork" but is too nice to say. Actually, whenever he described her, he did it
very reluctantly like he didn't want to talk shit. Nice PZ
STILL, here are some more facts: she's much plainer than me. Her body is not as hot as mine. She does not like to go out and party. She freaks out over little things, and is clingy. What's WORSE is that their sex life was unsatisfactory. And when she found out that he's dating me, she like, almost started crying and admitted to him that she wouldn't be able to handle meeting me, ever. I feel sorry for this chick, but que sera.
Anyway he's relieved that he has me, now--and give him credit, he
was single for 3 months. I guess interaction with her causes him extreme stress and he doesn't want that in his life. Well, we all know exes are no good.
Well, it's a difficult decision there are so many comedians on here 
It makes the effort to explain WHY we are not losing with ONE ASPECT sort of....illusory. Here is an if-then statement I came up with: 
