Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Hey Beautiful!! Sounds like you have met someone great. Knowing you, you dont need this advice, but just take it slow... I know its hard keep from getting attached especially when he sounds as awesome as he does... I just don't want you to get hurt. I'm not trying to be a downer but I remember what it was like.... Just have fun and I know you'll do that... I swear its your life motto!!!

Anyway, just wanted to stop by and see how things are going. I've been pretty mia recently but hopefully things will be on the upward end here soon.

Happy Thursday!!!
 
Dee: No worries! I'm seriously just having fun--things are LIGHT and BREEZEY--I'm just thrilled to have a lover who can actually HANG with me, and likes some of the same shit I do--also someone who isn't argumentative and combative. Plus, it's FUN to make it my personal mission to whip a boy into shape, sexually. Heh heh! :D
 
Ha sooo glad to hear that!!

Step and I actually had a nice sexy evening last night... I think I lit over 50 candles for him to come home too and me in something slinky... I won't lie, it was HOTTTTT!! And veeeeerrry much needed!!!
 
Is there some kind of hip slang dictionary I can buy? I don't understand half of what your saying girl!! Lol!! What is a "down ass beezey"? What is "sprung"? I need a translator!!

Either way, I'm glad you found somebody that gives you "that feeling" in EVERY possible way. You deserve it!!
 
AmyRB said:
Is there some kind of hip slang dictionary I can buy? I don't understand half of what your saying girl!! Lol!! What is a "down ass beezey"? What is "sprung"? I need a translator!!
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FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Down Ass Beezey: someone who is not only openminded and willing to try new things, but someone who has enough energy and, shall I say, enough susceptibility to peer pressure to go out and DO things instead of sitting around in her/his comfort zone. Basically, someone who is willing to step out of her/his comfort zone and be a partner-in-crime on fun adventures.

Sprung: Being immediately infatuated with someone, however, it can also be very temporary ;)
 
Quick mention on cats

I love animals, and I can't say I prefer cats over dogs or vice versa. I think that is just rude ;)

However, dogs require more care and I can't do that, being poor and living so far from home with no real housemate, and if Barre were to kick me out or sell the house, it is IMPOSSIBLE to rent in this county with a doggie, or damn expensive if ya DO find a place, not to mention dog food and miscellaneous vet bills.....basically I can't afford having a dog, so Oliver is a great pet for me.

Anyway, I am very much a cat person. I LOVE cats.

Cats know Cat People from Non-Cat People, and almost every cat I run into decides s/he likes me. I'm especially fond of male cats, because they tend to be nicer and more cuddly.

Last night when me and Peezey got back to his pad, we chatted with his housemate and friend for a bit, and I got introduced to the new tabby male cat the house has taken on. "Oh I didn't know you had a cat!" I said. "Well we just got him today," Peezey answered. The cat is BIG and FAT--probably 16 pounds I'd say, but beautiful with a very interesting turtle-shell pattern and glossy, short fur. I pet the cat and picked him up, kissing and hugging him and of course I know how to properly hold a cat, and he didn't resist or fidget until I put him back down.

Well, it was the cat's first night at that house, and I'm afraid that he might think I live there, and miss me, because the cat decided he liked me best :) The cat climbed into Peezey's bed with us and slept on my side, slithering his way from the foot of the bed to my head. When I went to go to the bathroom, the cat meowed at me and followed me to the bathroom and then back to bed. It's real cute. :beating: I like my cat buddies! Oliver doesn't follow me around! :angelsad2: But he cuddles way more and lets me spoon him :D
 
AmyRB said:
Is there some kind of hip slang dictionary I can buy? I don't understand half of what your saying girl!! Lol!! What is a "down ass beezey"? What is "sprung"? I need a translator!!
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urbandictionary.com

I've used it on more then one occasion for this diary. :sifone:
 
Trops: You little sleuth, you ;)

Claudia: Aw dammit, well, this guy is MISTER Pothead, aiight? No wonder he never stops smiling!

So I just wanted to share, because heh heh, I'm a pervert, all right?

I joined a fetish forum because......look I just did, I don't have to EXPLAIN myself! JZ knows, LOL. Anyway, I ran into a thread on "Limits" and THIS made me truly LOL quite loudly [post by one of the mods]:

"Everybody has limits: both bottom and top.

I myself cannot, like Bob Flanagan, drive a nail through my phallus. Funnily enough I’ve never even felt tempted to try. [:ack2: :rotflmao:]

There are hard limits. Those experiences that no matter what you aren’t going to allow yourself to be subjected to or subject a bottom to.

And soft limits: acts that can only be performed under the right conditions. Most likely when someone goes all the way down into submission or dominance. Or maybe – oh dear – as part of some sort of quid pro quo.

What are your hard limits?

(Mine will be forthcoming as soon as I can make sure I recall all of them.)

HAHAHA OH I'm gonna have FUN on this forum!!! :D
 
Holy shit! Whips, chains, floggers, leather straps fetish forums?

What the hell am I missing here?


(pulls up seat and grabs popcorn :lurk5:)

On with the show...

I love this diary
 
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Curvie Girlie said:
Down Ass Beezey: someone who is not only openminded and willing to try new things, but someone who has enough energy and, shall I say, enough susceptibility to peer pressure to go out and DO things instead of sitting around in her/his comfort zone. Basically, someone who is willing to step out of her/his comfort zone and be a partner-in-crime on fun adventures.
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Well in that case I need me one of those, I want to find one, you ahve described the kinda guy I want to find:)For now however, Im happy to live vicarousily through you...
 
oh fetishes again :) i like people with fetishes...in limits. however i heard that fetish lovers raise their levels almost every time by a little...i don't know whether this is true. but i wonder if those who are willing to test their limits and finally reach a point of the hard limit...can you go back to soft limits and will the soft ones ever produce a level of satisfaction needed. if this is so...its such an addictive behavior no? hmmm anyway, i was just wondering lol

the cats...ah i am both a cat and a dog lover. cats really love me. dogs used to love me, now they're a bit untrusting when they see me. maybe my hormonal level changed and my chemistry somewhat changed? or some cat was bragging how i'm a cat lover. damn
 
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You a nut girl .
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:biggrinjester: I like to think of myself as the Boss Tycoon of Down Ass Beezies ;) Whoa, ego alert! :ack2: Eh, it's better than getting down on myself and needing a pity party I guess :nopity:.


Phoenyx said:
With real whips? Or floggers? Maybe a broad leather strap?
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Actually, ................I brought my leather paddle with "SLUT" cutout of it, for use tonight as a matter of fact--however, he'll be using it on ME :D Spanking is fun! Everyone should give it a try!

reluctantcabbie said:
Holy shit! Whips, chains, floggers, leather straps fetish forums?

I love this diary
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LOL! Aye, thanks! :eek: Actually, I don't have any of that stuff, just my leather paddle, and whips are terribly expensive and I'd rather spend my money on my monthly Yoga studio fees. HAHA! Let Peezey buy some toys if he feels the need!

cinderelly said:
Well in that case I need me one of those, I want to find one, you have described the kinda guy I want to find:)For now however, I'm happy to live vicariously through you...
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Oh I know! Some guys are just SOOOOOOO.....what? Lazy and obstinately anti-social? No, they're ANTI-FUN. Anti-fun People Suck :p Hmmm, I lucked out Cerella, I hope you luck out soon, too!!!!

lena410 said:
i heard that fetish lovers raise their levels almost every time by a little...i don't know whether this is true. but i wonder if those who are willing to test their limits and finally reach a point of the hard limit...can you go back to soft limits and will the soft ones ever produce a level of satisfaction needed. if this is so...its such an addictive behavior no?
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Good question! I'll have to explore the fetish forum and get you some insight on that :D. However, I'm fairly certain that the CONNECTION you have with your play partner/partners is ultimately the factor in levels of satisfaction. I'm guessing.

lena410 said:
the cats...ah i am both a cat and a dog lover. cats really love me. dogs used to love me, now they're a bit untrusting when they see me. maybe my hormonal level changed and my chemistry somewhat changed? or some cat was bragging how i'm a cat lover. damn
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It was probably a rat :D
 
I am 145.5 lbs this morning. This is not too cool but it's great that it's no more than that! I finally slept in my own bed tonight! I mean last night, you get my drift--good sleep, too, so I'm well rested today.

I didn't start tracking my calories yesterday because my fatigue drove me to overeat again--however, I kickboxed very hard, and had Delana's Yoga 2 class, and my tummy was in tip top shape afterward. Meaning it had digested and been twisted and stretched out from the exercise and Yoga. Yoga truly "massages" the digestive track, I SWEAR this helps appetite.

Anyway, on my way home I stopped by the Long Term Fuck Buddy's house, and I hadn't fucked HIM since the Tuesday before Thanksgiving. He was cute and pleasant as always (jeezus he has such an adorable baby face!) but seemed slightly shocked that I wasn't jumping into his lap or kissing him or trying to stay the night like I usually do. He asked how I've been and for some reason I couldn't wax eloquent about my budding romance with Peezey. There was plenty more to talk about, though. And I figured out why he hasn't been calling or anything: he's absolutely totally stressed with work, so much he's been bringing work home on the weekends. Stressed out men DO NOT pay attention to their fuck buddies. I hugged him and told him not to kill himself over his work, and left. I plan on texting him "Merry Xmas" and occasionally emailing him to say whaddup, but with him, there's no real need for explanation as to why I'm not sleeping with him anymore. He never asks questions, anyway, and we've gone for weeks and months without seeing each other, until it's always I who comes over and starts it up again.

On the other hand, I emailed the ex to see how he was doing, and he asked how I was doing, and I actually told him about Peezey. I'll spare you the details, but at one point he said "something in my reptilian brain still shorts out if i think of you with another man" but he also ended with "congrats on finding a good dude : )" so done, and done!

I stopped at the brewery on the way home and had a couple pints and a Caesar salad, and it happened to be Open Mic Night. However, this is a mountain town, Boulder Creek we're talking about--so there was no microphone, and just a bunch of bearded men in flannel playing guitar, harmonica, Banjo, etc., with a bunch of other kids, including the token Rasta guy of our town and another dready individual, hanging out. I have never seen the Brewery so packed on a week night! Good times!

Anyway I'm about to put together a physical notebook to track my calories. I plan on going to Yoga during lunchbreak today, and going to Peezey's for some fun play time :), and crashing at MY house tonight, to prepare for the Dubstep rave in San Francisco tomorrow night! :party:
 
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Oh wait I want to leave you with something to think about, LOL

In kink, there is an aspect called Humiliation. I'm not into it, but I think I could be a Top and humiliate a Bottom guy for his pleasure, but I found this very funny:

Today i had a project for one of my callers who only has a 4 1/2 inch penis. I sent him out to victoria's secret to buy a pair of panties. I told him he had to go in the evening time when the store was very busy. I told him that he would have to ask for help from one of the sales girl when he picked them out and I he had to tell the her that they were for him. I can only imagine how red his face turned, embarassed and how humiliated he was. When he came back he told me that there were a store full of girls there that saw and heard him and could not stop giggling. Hmmm who knows what I will have in store for him next time...How would you feel if you had to be humiliated like that?

Princess Riley

Oh Princess Riley, you Bad Girl! LOL!!! :smilielol5: :lurk5:

I liked the responses:

"I don't imagine humiliating myself like that would be nearly as hot as the more in-person type, where the domme is right there taking an instrumental hand in the torment. But that's just personal preference; everyone's got their own flavor.

This is one of those borderline aspects of bdsm though- some feel it's okay to involve others without their consent, others don't. It might make the people working there (or bystanders) feel really awkward.

I have to admit though, the idea of being humiliated by a group of women is definitely sexy. My only experience has been one-on-one; I don't do humiliation at parties or other bdsm events. It sure does pique my interest though."

And

"You would be surprised at how many sales clerks take this kind of thing in stride."
 
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