Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Phoenyx said:
Good old Sactown... I get lost there so easily.

Bleah... cold nasty outside... just want to curl up on the couch wrapped in a fuzzy blanket and read a book right now. Preferably with a steaming hot mug of coffee or tea... or a hot toddy. :biggrinjester:
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Hot toddy! LOL!

Ah, I only get lost in San Francisco :cuss: I HATE driving in that City....hate it! :smash:

Happychubette said:
Thanks for stopping by to see my "introspection". I'm working on a few things right now. What do you mean by "so hood?" Honestly, you young people with your hip vocabulary....
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Kelly, you're coming to awesome realizations! And haha, I guess by "so hood" I mean that being in Sacramento is like living in Grand Theft Auto. You should SEE some of the souped-up Old Schools with gold 20" rims....And everyone in Sactown loves Mac Dre. LOL!
 
Curvie Girlie said:
M: I run very close to the water, and I've only got my shoes wet a couple times. The beach I run on is very large, and of course, the sand moves not only seasonally but daily (tee hee I remember all this shit from Oceanography class--god I love Geology) so some days it's more level, other days it's bloody difficult.

No kidding! Some Triathlons are just events I probably wouldn't enjoy--I hate swimming in cold, polluted waters--and Santa Cruz is just that (IMO). I also don't like being tickled by sea weed. Ugh! Your boyfriend is amazing!
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Well I bet your runs are super peaceful and relaxing. Good for you! I agree, stinky seaweed is not ideal...I watched him swim around the pier and couldn't believe he was doing it. I want to do a triathlon someday but it needs to be in a lake...i'm not ready for the ocean!!
 
So yesterday my ex informed me (after I told him about Charlie Murphy, then he said he spent the weekend sitting around watching movies, then I teased him about his exciting life, then he said well I'm not in the best of moods because...) he broke up, no, cut off all communications with his online girlfriend of 6 months. I was kind of shocked because, to my dismay, I had learned way too much about the dynamics of their relationship though correspondence with both of them. And I really thought, I really did, that she was going to move to Cali and they were going to be a couple, and that I was going to go out to dinner with them for shits and giggles. HAHA! I think I just really enjoy being in awkward situations and NOT feeling awkward. Like, I basically enjoy acting the opposite of what's expected of me, especially if what's expected of me is negative. Anyway, I was happy for them and thought it would last. But I was also very very curious how one starts and maintains a long distance relationship without ever meeting someone.

Seriously, if he wasn't my ex boyfriend and was just a buddy, I'd sit him down and be like, "Bitch, puhleaze, can ya holla at me??? HOW the hell do ya have a long distance girlfriend you love, whom you've never met?!?!?!" If he was just a buddy, I'd ask about virtual sex, what kind of arguments one could possibly have, do they use webcams? You know--I'm an anthropologist, I'm curious about cultures, especially our techy culture that creates and allows stuff like this to happen between 2 people. It's like, how us all on here like each other and are supportive friends, telling each other shit we won't even tell our own mother, like it's the easiest thing in the world to understand. But since he is my ex who dumped me for this girl 6 months ago, it's scathingly inappropriate. It's inappropriate for me to even mention it anywhere, but I can't help but wonder about online, long-distance relationships.
 
LovelyLadyHumps said:
Well I bet your runs are super peaceful and relaxing. Good for you! I agree, stinky seaweed is not ideal...I watched him swim around the pier and couldn't believe he was doing it. I want to do a triathlon someday but it needs to be in a lake...i'm not ready for the ocean!!
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Oh it is! I'm absolutely blessed and fortunate to have the opportunity to work this close to the ocean, and have a gorgeous beach to run on, let alone a lunch long enough to allow this, let alone a private bath next to my office to shower in....spoiled! I am! :eek:

There is a Mermaid Triathlon in Fremont that uses a lake! And it's "warm", relatively speaking! I almost signed up for this.....

 
Curvie Girlie said:
So yesterday my ex informed me (after I told him about Charlie Murphy, then he said he spent the weekend sitting around watching movies, then I teased him about his exciting life, then he said well I'm not in the best of moods because...) he broke up, no, cut off all communications with his online girlfriend of 6 months. I was kind of shocked because, to my dismay, I had learned way too much about the dynamics of their relationship though correspondence with both of them. And I really thought, I really did, that she was going to move to Cali and they were going to be a couple, and that I was going to go out to dinner with them for shits and giggles. HAHA! I think I just really enjoy being in awkward situations and NOT feeling awkward. Like, I basically enjoy acting the opposite of what's expected of me, especially if what's expected of me is negative. Anyway, I was happy for them and thought it would last. But I was also very very curious how one starts and maintains a long distance relationship without ever meeting someone.

Seriously, if he wasn't my ex boyfriend and was just a buddy, I'd sit him down and be like, "Bitch, puhleaze, can ya holla at me??? HOW the hell do ya have a long distance girlfriend you love, whom you've never met?!?!?!" If he was just a buddy, I'd ask about virtual sex, what kind of arguments one could possibly have, do they use webcams? You know--I'm an anthropologist, I'm curious about cultures, especially our techy culture that creates and allows stuff like this to happen between 2 people. It's like, how us all on here like each other and are supportive friends, telling each other shit we won't even tell our own mother, like it's the easiest thing in the world to understand. But since he is my ex who dumped me for this girl 6 months ago, it's scathingly inappropriate. It's inappropriate for me to even mention it anywhere, but I can't help but wonder about online, long-distance relationships.
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And this is where I chime in and say its totally possible. Stephen and I met on the net when I was a sophomore in high school... granted it took us 5 years to finally meet face to face.. but we finally had our "someday" and have been living a fantasy ever since.

I would say that it was easy for us because we could be ourselves for all those years and we never lied about who we really are or pretended to be someone else. I was super young when we first met and within months of our "online" relationship he was someone that I truly cherished. We never thought in a million years that we would where we are now. We would spend hours chatting... never once picked up the phone until just over 2 years ago...... Eek if I could type all the details I would!!! But I think because we had our little online relationship its made us soooo much stronger now... we can actually talk to one another about anything.....
 
WOW that is amazing, I guess I never read that part of your diary! :eek2: Hell I should chat with you sometime about this, it sounds like a great, interesting story!!!
 
Curvie Girlie said:
WOW that is amazing, I guess I never read that part of your diary! :eek2: Hell I should chat with you sometime about this, it sounds like a great, interesting story!!!
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It is!!! Some people think we were crazy, but now they see us together and understand that it just worked for us. I don't think that there is a day that goes by that neither of us wonder what if... and I can't believe that I am going to someday marry ScubaStevie!!! LOL that was his screen name.. he is a licensed scuba diver so the name worked out!!!

You are welcome to pick my brain any day about it... Its a fun story!
 
The ex actually emailed me this funny video of Martha Stewart making mashed potatoes with Snoop Dog. Go figure! I say: they both are some GENIUSES at self-promotion and money making. Word, up.
 
HAHA! They totally should have. Martha's so hood.......

Anyway, it's off to belly dancing then Yoga 1-2. I'm taking tomorrow off exercise because I ALWAYS do that before a race, but I should probably take a Yoga class....
 
Damn your diary moves fast! Took me ages to catch up. :willy_nilly:

Your rep is totally out of control..lol. Dammit, MINE used to be the highest. :D You know I'm a rep whore. :D

When is this 10k you're running? I know you'll kick ass. :cheers2:
 
Mornin'. :waving: Just wanted to say that I hope you have a magnificent race! I tried to upstage "superlative", and I got nothing! I beleive it's at the top of the word pile with regards to performance! ;) Have a great day:)
 
cinderelly said:
Im just droppin in to say hey and im thinking of you.Your diary is too much for me to keep up with, HAHAHA!
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HAHAHA! Yup, too much going on! :iagree:

jzthedetermined said:
Mornin'. :waving: Just wanted to say that I hope you have a magnificent race! I tried to upstage "superlative", and I got nothing! I beleive it's at the top of the word pile with regards to performance! ;) Have a great day:)
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Thank you! :hug2: Oh I know--it's actually a culinary term I think....
 
FINALLY I started :hurray: No cramps, this is great.

For female runners who don't know this, the luteal phase (Days 15-28, 14 days or so before your period) is not a cool time to run a race--and the day of your period or around there, is a marked notice of being a few seconds quicker, and basically an easier run. Nice!

And yes, I'm not as damn hungry as I was :D

Anyway, I didn't want to mention it but the ex actually forwarded me an email conversation with his ex beezey, who, as it turns out, is a compulsive liar and admits to it. OUCH! He said "Uh, if yer bored and want some more insight into my situation, go ahead and read this conversation i just had with _____. if not feel free to skip it - it's not THAT interesting, and im not sure how interested you are to begin with." Haha, CRAZINESS! What a bummer--but seriously, I guess you gotta watch out for compulsive liars if you're "dating" someone you never met in person. Anyway, I have a feeling they'll probably get back together, eventually. LOL! Either way he texted me about a beer that he found that he thought I might like, which was something he hasn't done since they started dating, but is something he did all the time when we were together and when we were just fucking. I DO love finding new beer and I welcome any information about it, no matter who the information comes from! ;) Maui Brew Co.'s Coconut Porter. Never even heard of that company!

Anyway, remember that 911 call that a cop made when he was too stoned off ganja brownies he made from confiscated doja? HAHA! Well, some DJ mixed parts of the conversation into a Dubstep song--hilarious! What a trip, to be dancing to Dubstep and have parts of that conversation mixed in, repeated, scratched, haha!



I spent the night at Thomas's last night, and he was very stressed out from work. So I listened to what he did for work that day, and after venting he seemed better. We cuddled and went to sleep, I also gave him a bottle of wine to take to his family.

What a good bunny I am! :waving:
 
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