Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Damn it, we should all live like that. People in general do too many poor things to themselves. You got it right - try to nourish your WHOLE self and avoid the things that don't enhance your life experience.
 
Curvie Girlie said:
:hug 2: Thanks Alta you helped me out there!



I'm working hard to be in the present and content with that. I'm sort of there--yoga is also all about that. So it's helping me.




It was kind of gross--overfried and the batter wasn't light and crispy, more like chunky and heavy :( I was stupid for eating it anyway, but now I VOW not to eat calamari or any other fried foods unless it's done really well, because it makes me feel AWFUL! :puke:



Thanks so much for the empathy! And yes, I'll most likely be back to normal soon, if not after my workout this evening.
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....you always help me!!!! I'm BLESSED!!! :iagree:
 
Your journal is spewing good vibes.

:)

Thanks for the well wishes in my neck of the woods.
 
Dee-word, but I think people forget to love themselves. Then they mistreat themselves and forget about the connection.....and put too much emphasis on people and things OUTSIDE. It's very difficult to focus on the inner-you without feeling selfish and self-centered at times, but it has to be done. Otherwise burn-out occurs......

Alta: We will have to get together eventually. I'm supposed to go to Hollywood for my first time in the next few months! I have an Uncle Lou that wants to set me up at the Roosevelt sometime in late October...

Steve: Anytime, you are a wonderful person :hug2:
 
Yesterday I greatly enjoyed kickboxing and the Ab work after--Psycho Michael incorporates the latest and greatest exercises, and classical ones, to mix things up so my body never really gets used to his workouts. So I get dizzy at times, I love it!!

After the workout I called Chris and axed him if I could use some of his kitchen supplies (him being an ex-chef) and we went to the store, then home where I made a chocolate cake from scratch for my friend S., whom I'm visiting this evening after work. I purchased the frosting, however. Frosting is a pain in the ass to make! Funk dat. :p

I bought this weird ass lotus-flower looking candle that is actually a big candle with a bunch of little ones that fold out. It's very odd and cool, I never seen a cake candle like that before, so I hope he hasn't either. We're most likely going to have Thai for dinner and watch UFC related stuff. I think there's an MMA tournament at the Shark Tank in San Jose in November so we'll have to go together, like old times :boxing:.

I admit I ate emotionally yesterday. I had a bunch of ice cream. I'm not particularly upset about it because I feel great today. It happens sometimes. I blame it on lack of sleep and my bad attitude toward having my "clean routine" disrupted.

Likewise I was unable to practice yoga this morning, because I forgot to set my alarm and I slept in, but I'm cool with that, too. I'll run on the beach at lunch and perhaps do yoga tomorrow morning.

There's a wine festival going on and the tickets have SOLD OUT. The winery is going to be BUSY BUSY BUSY tomorrow!!!! :svengo: Ah, well, whatever! After work tomorrow I plan on going to Butano State Park (Cali coast between Santa Cruz and Half Moon Bay) where my friend Al's cabin is, to hang out with him (he's pretty much my brother). It's beautiful, there..........
 
Perhaps an explanation for the sugar-eating and moodiness: I started my period AGAIN, right after the last one (that was early and heavy and long) ended. What the fuck is going on? I don't think it's fibroids, although I'll research that. I cannot see a doctor because my so-called medical insurance only covers part of the expense and I had to pay $220 for a pap smear that cost $400+ (jeezus I'm going to have to start going to Planned Parenthood for cheaper gyn visits). I'll talk to the HR person at my work and ask why our Blue Shield program sucks so much.

I should marry some guy with a job with health insurance for the doctor visits. In exchange I'll give him free wine.
 
Hey Goal Reacher. ;)

Enjoy your run at the beach and have a GREAT weekend! :)

We have Blue Cross Blue Shield (PPO) and it SUCKS!

We get a tiny amount of account money for 3 freakin' ppl for 1 year.
:rolleyes:

We try to save that for emergency issues and when we know airborne, herbs and OTC meds will not work..(such as havin' strep/upper resp. infection, etc.)
 
No kidding, and I'm pretty indolent when it comes to understanding insurance (YAY for you that take the time to read about all that) but I do NOT understand the point of deductibles.
 
AHA!

I need to be faxing my "explanation of benefits" to Benelect. No one told me! But I have all my paperwork. Time for reimbursement!
 
Good plan but there's probably fierce competition for eligible doctors. What about male nurses? Sammy boy can probably hook me up....or Korrie or Dee....
 
UGLY ones!!! :rotflmao:

Afraid of competition? Look, in this case it would be silly and I was joking in the first place and yeah I recognize you rolling with it, but to take it literally I'd say: I would never try to stop love between two people just because I was looking for some free health care. WAIT! yes I would, for free health care!!!!! :eek: Fuck em!

:p

Just kidding
 
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