Thank you so much, my WONDERFUL friends!! xoxoxo

I love you guys!!! <3 For my birthday I threw a party for myself at my house!! Tiki torches all around, a bar tender and her mobile bar, drinks galore, and food galore!! It has been one of my best month's so far in Hypnotherapy to this day so I decided to treat myself to the
enjoyment of other's company around me on the day!! So I fed them and had crazy bbq's and drinks and jello shots!!! I was stressed the first half of the night,
and then finally once everything was all set did I have a blast.
I learned that throwing parties are HARD. It's so much work. It was a BLAST~!! I decorated like crazy and received some nice gifts. The enjoyment of having everyone in one place where they can just enjoy without spending was what I really appreciated.

The whole thing probably cost me $560 dollars including the new bonfire grill I bought myself.

!~ hahaha. Good thing I got some cash gifts. LOL!!...I've been having a blast since.
My sweetie got me the biggest beautiful dozen roses with pine and silver trimmings, with a sweet card & a whole matching set of beautiful neck pearl necklace but really extroardinary and a huge boyant ring along with some gorgeous ear rings from Bloomindales.

I love it!! <3 He knows my style and was very very dashing and outgoing that night! Adorable!!
I have been sporatically working out, and eating healthy. Slowly going down in pounds, but feeling AMAZING in life! I look in the mirror and can only see and say wonderful things! I think for that reason my urgency to get down in pounds had seemed to diminish as I was enjoying. Going down slowly. THOUGH, I do miss my crazy urgency efforts.
Consistency of ANYTHING has been what I have been thinking of lately. Everything works. That's the truth. We just have to stick to it. Keep going. At all times. Whether we want to or we don't. We can do it!

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I've been consisteny the past 4 days maybe, and every other day and for just play the rest.
I was watching my little 5 year old brother this past week, and I realize that the older we get the faster we lose the initial
wisdom we are born with. Meaning, a child, makes time
each and every day to PLAY. Exercise for us, equals PLAY for them. Play is more enjoyable. Exercise has an intended outcome. An intended outcome sets us up for being let down. It's the language of our thoughts that matters. You never hear a child say I have to exercise. (unless imposed on him by his parents). You always see a child wake up each and every morning with childlike curiosity for the day. With enthusiasm! You see a child make times for his hobbies each and every day! No excuses. Whether it be color, or ride bike, or skateboard. They make the time!! Why don't we? .... I think because we correlate it wrong in our minds. We expect too much out of the activity. Doesn't mean to not give it your all, what it means is that the outcome could be GREATER because we try SO HARD just exerting ourselves at that very moment, and just expecting to continue doing so in PLAY. Everyday play.
I watched Roman, my 5 year old brother eat a pizza slice and then another, and put it down when full. Go play. Run around the living room. Bounce on the ball. Color. Watch the movie. 2 hours later, eat 3 bites. Put it down. Smile, laugh, live, and PLAY! And over and over. Food is ENERGY. Food is not comfort. Moving and exercising is PLAY. Exercising is not LOSING WEIGHT. Exercising is not even in their vocabulary. What we know as exercise is PLAY for them. Play is fun. Play is not work. Play is daily. Play is an escape. Play is ALL THEY KNOW!! They forgive. They move on. They let go. They smile constantly. They make jokes. They understand. They listen. Their every move and every thought revolves around FUN and having it. Nothing is taken too seriously. They rarely hold expectations, and when they do are very flexible with the outcomes. They are their
TRUE SELVES. They are what each and every one of us should strive to be.
I think, that if society on a whole, would be more like the mind of a 5 year old, we can solve our greatest worries. Observe the small, for they are wiser than we can ever hope to be again in this life.
