OMG...

Thanks guys!!!...I am so sorry....
Today Day 7 of the Flu!!...I can't beleive how bad it hit me...it's insane!!!....I haven't been around cause I've literally been in bed in cold sweat shivering to death and dying
...and now I developed the sharpest pain on my left side. I went to the pharmasist today and she said that basically, it's just a case of a really bad flu and that since I wasn't eating enough for the first 4 days and taking a lot of Orange Juice in...and medicine, the acid got to my side,..and that's where the pain developed. I mean BAD pain.
....Food has been unmanageable and disgusting

up until today it has been somewhat manageable. Every other day, I've had to force feed myself, and chew the shit out of the food, and try to keep it on the sides of my mouth so I won't taste it, and quickly wash it down with water. It has taken me 30 mins to eat 1/2 a sandwich, that's how disgusting food has been, at that with a lot of water breaks in between. The only thing that I have wanted is water.

I love water. I am doing my very very best to be 100% by Thurs. and I've been praying like a MONK!...I could use ALLLLLLLLLL your prayers...please

. I get scarred...even though I am much much better than yesterday,....and the pounding in my head has died down, and today the fever is gone all by itself, I've been eating little meals every 3 hours...the pain in my side is sharp.

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....I just want to be healthy Dear Lord. Please Please Please *** a million *** help me.
Weight loss, is of no importance to me...being healthy is!!

. I have learned to listen to my stomach now, and I really know what it's like to hear it grumble and be hungry. I thank you guys who care about my well being...makes me feel so good, because in a week, I have had a total of almost no hugs and no kisses

because I don't want to infect anyone.
...My bf has been a sweet heart and has managed to stay healthy, and now all I have to do is the same. Please pray guys....!!!