2 weeks FREE & CLEAR of ALCOHOL!!!
Sooooo.....well I am dying sick today

, I'm @ work and my throat is Killing Me........
but I FEEL a million times better than YESTERDAY!!!
Still though....dazed and confused here. Well I went to the bookstore Yesterday and I picked up a couple of new books. I love that place

....but anyway....years ago I was turned on to an author named Dr. Weiss, which wrote about transgression through lifetimes, different bodies and same souls.
It interested me, not necessarily something I believed but I kept reading on, and I got HOOKED! The findings that this skeptic science driven doctor came about were ASTOUNDING, and MIND EXPANSIVE!!! Well....I then went on to read more of his books, and they all did the SAME thing to me time and time again!
After that I always wondered if Hypnosis was something that in turn as well could cure me of the limiting things that I do not even know exist in my own reality!......

.....I loved this stuff......tell me MORE I would say

!!!
Brian L. Weiss, MD
.....Well then a couple years passed, and I would casually think about it now and then....nothing more.....then about 5 months back, I got home, feeling in a weird introspective mood and I turn on the TV, and this DR. WEISS that I had grown so FONDLY of was on OPRAH....WHOOOOOAAAA

....and the weirdest thing happened....
FOR SOME REASON the voice connection of his had such a calming effect on my body as I laid there on the bed, as they were practicing HYPNOSIS on patients on the show, in the privacy of his office, of course......
well, the weird part came when I dunno what happened, I was watching the show, then I ended up feeling slumped and as if my body weighed like 500lbs...I couldn't move.....yet remained calm, and then I got visions of an elderly white lady, very overweight, on a hospital bed with tubes in her nose, gray hair...and not being able to move....the weirdest thing was that I felt that I was her, yet I was looking at her at the same time! I felt so alone in that hospital, so scarred, so big, and in pain, my shoulders hurt like crazy....the hospital seemed so alone, the only thing I could see was the daylight from the outside creeping in and pounding on the feet of my white sheets!!
.....Well, throughout that time, I envisioned one or two more vivid thoughts, yet I wasn't dreaming or sleeping, just STUCK within myself, ......
....I know this sounds weird.....
it felt weirder!...and I woke up....and I couldn't stop CRYING....and CRYING for like 2 hours, it would come and go,....I think I was crying for multiple reasons.......
1) WTF just happened?!?!?!
2) Why did I feel like I was her?!?!?
3) Because the massive pain in my shoulders that had been preventing me from going to sleep comfortably was GONE

!!!
4) Because I couldn't move my body......
5) Because this has NEVER happened to me before!!
6) Because this is scary SHIT!!!'
7) Because I was alone when this all happened....
8) Because it was so weird to just turn on the TV when I had been thinking of Dr. Weiss within the past 2 days that I saw him on tv....
9) Am I CUCKOO?!??
Well.....I called my bf, and told him what had happened to me, and since I was sooooo shaken up, he was SCARRED and WORRIED for me....as I was too... I gave it a couple hours, and I was fine, I let the thoughts slip away....
I always
wondered though, what truly happened that day....did the VOICE of DR. WEISS and his repeated sayings cause me to go into a a "trans"...? Did I do this to myself with my calm thoughts, and release of energy? Could this be done again? Could I use this for healing like he does to his patients? Could some of the things that limit me in this lifetime, really be because there are and do exist previous ones?
...WELL....who knows....but I walked into the book store, going for an entirely different book, FOUND IT, and stumbled onto this one not meaning to....HMMMMM.....?!?!
made me start to wonder.....why do I keep stumbling on these kind of things.......yet still intrigued! SO I BOUGHT IT:
Book: The Everything Hypnosis Book by: Michael R. Hathaway D.C.H.
The Everything Hypnosis Book: Safe ... - Google Book Search
..That's the pdf format one...so you can read without buying if interested....
So I'm wondering...if like the COVER OF THE BOOK SAYS,
Safe, Effective ways to lose weight, improve your health, overcome bad habits, and boost creativity.... can be accomplished through something LIKE THIS!!! I've always believed that I have DEEPER ISSUES, but who knows maybe they are DEEPER than I originally thought, and transgress to PAST LIFETIMES.......well, the acknowledgment of what is wrong is what is needed to be able to address it, and transform it into a positive....if we just change the association with what is wrong and convert it to something positive, then our weakness can be transformed into a STRENGTH! To do this....we need some
DEEP FUC*I&^%#'N THOUGHTS 
...I dunno...but I'm off to ponder the WORLD!!!
