A little UPDATE:......so MACC DADDY has personally CHALLENGED me....to a HEALTH DUEL!!!! This VEGAS CHALLENGE was
motivating, but I noticed my motivation wander....when everyone else wandered too!!!
IT just takes a LITTLE SPARK under my ass to get me GOING again!!!!
....SO in RETALIATION to this........yesterday, I decided to SLAP THE RUNNING shoes and BOUNCE my way over there.....5 miles DONE!!!!
WENT home, relaxed a bit, saw the man, I've been missing him so much lately, cause HONESTLY I'm LIVING LIFE FOR ME now, and I used to give him so much of my time, but
I love me soooooo much more now!!!! I am HAPPY I have started giving myself
more and more time which unfortunately, is taking away from my time with him! BUUUUUUUUUUT, I'm HAPPY, and LIFE IS SPICY!!! Went to the gym, at 12:00am !! YUP MACCY I DID........

......saw my friend who is
HOT said he would be willing to TRAIN me for free, like 2-3 times a week, yet couldn't stop looking at me like I was a piece of meat, as I had my stretch 80's style work out pants on!!!....WHATTTCHA know ABOUT RED TRIANGLES on the sides of them BLACK SPANDEX

!!!!! THAT's HOW WE ROLLLLLL!!!

.....so we'll see if that works out, cause I don't know about having him
stare me downwhen I trying to
melt thisdown, not get him UP!!! LOL.....get me!!!?!?!?
....speaking of
Spicaaaayyyy, so ALL OF A SUDDEN, a GIRL GROWS some CONFIDENCE and WIPES the mirror clean and
Realizes I AM WORTH EVERYTHING GREAT DAMMIT!!! Why are all these MEN DROPPING to my FEET!!!!

...it'd be GREAT and ALL but I HAVE a man at home, whom I LOVE very much!!! BUT YESSSSSSSSSS, I AM NORMAL, and I DO FANTASIZE!!!....like "YESSSS come to me my little MEAT MARKETS"!! LOL
....the other day....I was sitting here in the showroom, and the most beautiful blue eyes walks in, tall built, and looked like he could
ROCK MY WORLD!!!....comes in, which is weird for people to just come in for no reason, considering it is upscale bathroom shit in here.....and WALKS over to my desk, and I ask him how I could help him today, and he just gives me this
I WANNA SEX YOU LOOK...lol.....GRABS my hand,.....looked like he just came from the beach, with the most breezy light blue shirt and some hot shorts that made his calfs look AMAZING on that GRASPED HIS MUSCLES with
pure love and told me "You are SOooooo BEAUTIFUL, and I was just walking by, and I
neededto come in and tell you so, but mainly I want to take you out!!!.....ohhhhh WHYYYY!!!!! My response was to blush, and kindly reject his ass......

.................can't we all just love each other.....LOL.............
jusssssssssssst kidding!!!
...then I have these different sets of guy friends, who saw me a couple weeks ago, and WILL NOT LEAVE me alone now, the
DICK HAS CLOUDED THEIR BRAINS into thinking that they HAVE A CHANCE!!! The challenge I believe it is TO SEE WHO CAN "HIT IT FIRST"....LOL......
, and the challenge of seeing if they can break me with sexy talk, to cheat on my man, yet I ain't hitting SHIT!!!!...except for at home...BANGG BANNG CHITTI CHITTI BANG BOOOM!!!!!!!!!! ....they are SUPPPA HOT though!!!
.....I can only image,......right now, these lbs are MASKING the insides of me, I'm KINDA
SCARREDof what is going to happen when I get to my goal, OH SHHHHIIIIAT!!!!

...........my man BETTER become HOTTER than all of them,....or we'll be in TROUBLE......temptation is a mutha......as LONG as men don't look like
ALCOHOL to me....then I THINK I'll BE ALRIGHT!!!
...and I realized that my shape must be changing a lot now, because the men at the park when I go run,

..........drool at my ass now!!! LOL......before, no one even looked....maybe JUST CAUSE a WIDE LOAD was jogging right past them, and
motivated themto realize they TOO CAN RUN!!! HAHAH....
happensall the time, I motivate the SKINNY ones to try and speed right by me....like "HEEEELLL na, this TUBBO ain't gonna pass me"!!! LOL..........but NOW this TUBBO, is getting THUMBS up and OOOOOHSSS and DROOL looks when I run now!!! KINDA nice and KINDA SCARY at the same time!!! AT least no one has been following me lately, thats REAL CREEPY!!!
......been EATING UP motivational books and philosophies, about CONSISTENCY and THE LAWS OF ATTRACTION,

and Developing leaders, and this and that....which is why I haven't been POSING so much....cause THATS all thats on my brain lately, and I know it can sound like is that ALL YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT right now, but yesssss, weight loss is not a product....COMPETITION, CONSISTENCY, DEDICATION, and KNOWLEDGE are......LOL...........POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS and HOT SEX, just the way I like IT!!!!!!!!!!!
...the
TEMPTATION people, the TEMPTATION is what kills ME, yet I LIKE the attention!!!............so YEAAAAAAAAAAh!!! CHEERS!!!!!!!!!