The learning never stops coming...
I think back to the time where my
Aha Moment happened, and I have to say, it came in April of this year again. My
AHA moment had to do with
frustration, sabotage, not being real with myself, and DRINKING ALCOHOL.
For those of you that know me, you've known that I've struggled with weight my entire life. For those of you that know me, you've seen me cry over and over, yet pick myself up ONE more time than I fall down. In every area of my life, I am a go getter. I am a person who revolutionized my thinking, and in turn my actions, and my life.
Is it easy? HELL NO!!! Can it be done?
YES IT CAN!!!
I realized, after 4 months of working out consistently for 2 1/2 to 3 hours daily, that
something had to change. My eating was great Monday through Friday, and then the weekend would come and
sabotage would come in. Sabotage from myself & from others, which I would allow. It was until one day, I heard from two close mentors in my life, my younger brother (a Junior Olypic Runner) and my Beachbody coach, that
"Alta, alcohol will rob you of all of your efforts."
Finally, it clicked. Has that ever happened to you, when someone you admire tells you something and after years of KNOWING this, it finally clicks. Well, that's what happened to me. I kept gaining the same pounds over and over. I realize now, that I wasn't happy in my physical health & I couldn't change it, because I loved wine. How could it be that I loved wine so much, that I allowed it to rob me of my results? My happiness? My freedom from this burden of weight? The sabotage that wine would lead to with food afterwards?
I think often times, it boils down to
self value & self worth. Do we really believe that we are worth the change? Do we really believe that we deserve the change? Do we really believe that it can happen for us?
And why or why not?
Those aren't easy questions. It takes a lot of introspection to get there. Often times, like Jim Rohn says, people will spend more time thinking about & planning their vacations than they will their lives. I can say, I've fallen victim to that before. Those questions cause pain &
AWAKENING.
Partying is fun, yes, it is. Enjoying,
we think, revolves in doing the same things that we had been, with the same people, leading to the same results. But honestly,
that's robbing you of your dreams. That's robbing you of who you can be. We all have struggles. They are always evolving, especially if we are challenging ourselves to grow. Yet, what is important,
is what you do with those struggles. Do you choose to overcome them? Or do you choose to say, "who cares", "I can't", "Oh well", "eh, tomorrow"?
I woke up that day. I decided I was worth it. I was worth putting an end to the one thing I always made excuses to allow in my life. It was that day, that I was
Reborn. We all have awakening moments, but it's what we do with those moments, that shape our lives.
I
know that everyone can achieve their goals!! I KNOWWWWWWW!!! I've done it time and time again.
I've changed careers. I've changed my relationship. I've ran a marathon. I've made myself a motivational speaker. I'm a teacher. I am a Hypnotherapist now. I've overcome cervial cancer cells. I have independence. I am a non drinker. I am aware. I am
ALIVE.
It's funny, that you don't realize you are dead, until you AWAKEN enough to live. I have clients that come in for Hypnosis sessions, and whom I see their potential yet they don't. They FEAR. Let me tell you,
FEAR is a False Evidence Appearing Reality. The more you step into the face of that fear & defeat it, you see so for yourself. Change isn't easy, but it's worth it. We are worth it!
I know this now. I empower others with this now. I am constantly evolving & I give joy to the knowingness that ANYONE can do this. Why? Beacuse it's in our
Divine Awakening of Greatness within us all...
It's been over 120 something days that I decide that NO MORE. Not me. I deserve every awakening moment.
I now move only forward. I've hit an all time low in my weight that I haven't seen in over 7 years 147.2 lbs, yet an all time HIGH in my life! It's a time of greatness.
Today, 50 people showed up to my self hypnosis class, they all gave me amazing reviews, some even cried. I feel their pain, and I feel their awakening. I know they can do it! But it has to start NOW. Tomorrow is today. Today is tomorrow. Life is ours to make the most of. I challenge you all to not allow life to be "complacent". Don't allow yourself to go so far into your life, that you look back and think "what if I would have done that?". Go after your dreams! You can make it happen! I do & so should you!!!!!! I'm so grateful that words can not explain. My tears of joy & pain melt together because I know, what it's like to be in the tunnel and see no light. And now I know what it's like to BE THE LIGHT, and make my own tunnel.
My new Video Blog post. <3 Sorry, I was emotional.
