Confessions of a food Junkie

You're an inspiration with your ban list Kallie! I have the Carmen Electra dvd's too; I've only tried the 2nd one though. I haven't gotten the courage to try the others.:eek: One day though...I plan to let my inner skank out to shake her booty. :D
 
ok, so today was a bit better than yesterday.

I got in (as of now, hoping to add 10 more minutes) 55 minutes of exercise. 45 minutes of carmen electra dvd and 10 minutes of free weights.

Food for the day goes as follows:

12:30pm (while I was making lunch)
1 pickle @ 10 cals
1 Fat Free pudding @ 90 cals

1:30pm
1 bowl of chili (approx 1 to 1.5 cups) 400 cals?
ingrediants: 1lb of lean ground hamburger (less than 15% fat), 1 can of stagg chili (out of beans, so used this instead. Great source of fibre), 1.5 cups of pasta sauce, 6 cups of white rice.
I'm guessing a bowl is around 400 cals or a little more.

Snack: peice of ginger bread house @ 300?

6pm
1 bowl of chili 400 cals?
1 pudding @ 90 cals

Snack: another peice of ginger bread house. 300?


I realized that the gingerbread had to go, so it did. Right into the garbage!


Cals for the day: 1590ish but not more than 2000, so I accomplished my goal for today of not going over!
 
Awe thanks DQ!

I don't feel like an inspiration when I read my binge at BK that's for sure.

I'm really trying to get back on the food watch again! I've got the worst urge to eat right now (ahhh it's almost 11pm) gotta smack the snack fairy AWAY!

GRRRRRRR ARGGGG this is hard!

mindless snacking is all it is...drink a glass of water instead! that's my plan....
 
I have sugar free mints i put in the mouth. the taste distracts me from stuff.
I gues its like quitting smoking ... i just use the mints .. :D
Oh and hot drinks are fabulous for me. I live on coffee some days :D

Keep up the fantastic work!
 
wishes said:
I have sugar free mints i put in the mouth. the taste distracts me from stuff.
I gues its like quitting smoking ... i just use the mints .. :D
Oh and hot drinks are fabulous for me. I live on coffee some days :D

Keep up the fantastic work!
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They're good tips - I also use an range flavoured lip balm - The taste lasts for ages and nothing I ever crave goes well with it (Plus I get nice lips!) so thats another one to try

BTW Keep up the good work - trust me stay away from the BK I worked there as a manager and believe me if you knew what I knew - you'd never eat there again!!
 
LOL that's the embarrassing bit...I did used to work there....for 2 years.... I do KNOW better!



Anyways, Last night I drank FOUR glasses of water. It didn't help, so I went to bed lol.

Today's going pretty go so far. I stay up to late and then wake up late so I never eat breaky.

food:

12:00pm
1 bowl of chili @ 400 cals?
1 FF pudding @ 90 cals
1 glass of water
 
Kallie,
you're doing wonderful. I love how you're accounting all of your food you eat, bad or good. And I looove your no no list, wonderful idea. It makes me want to do something like that!!!

trust me stay away from the BK I worked there as a manager and believe me if you knew what I knew - you'd never eat there again!!
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Tell me!!! lol.
 
I think the BK food day was my hardest post to actually hit the post button. I really really didn't want to. I just wanted to DIE of embarassement. IT's now or never so I posted it. I just can't stand the idea of letting myself do poorly and then having people know that I did that...it's great motivation for me LOL!

Thanks T2, I'm trying lol!
 
Keep up the good work!!!! You are so strong and honest, because I know that I could not post everything that I eat. I have a problem with not eating all day and then eating way to much. Keep up the good work.
 
Hey Kallie! Just stopping by to say hi. I know all about those damn ginger bread houses, I threw a whole one away last year after me and my son made it bacause he wasn't going to eat it and there was no way I was going to allow myself to eat it. Keep up the good work!

(is it bad that your BK binge made me really crave BK? I never eat it cause the closest one is 800 miles away...but I really wanted it when I saw your post...I was jealous!)
 
LOL ummm hey if you want my binge...feel free...NOT...please do not do that to yourself.

Tonight I wrote my drama final. I wrote for 3.5 hours straight, no breaks.

Still trying to plug away at my assignments so I don't fail :mad: I can't believe how much f-in work this is. I never want to take 6 classes a semester again...but oh weight...I have to because there is still next semester to deal with.:mad:
 
oh know Miss K, at least you get a break now over xmas. Sit back and pamper yourself some.

With all your hard work im sure you will do well :)
 
Hey guys...

I just finished writing 3 finals this week plus an essay. I've got one left monday and then I'm free of finals. Then I just have to finish two essays and some readings and I'm ahead of the game!!!!!

Oh yea and I've got some brilliant news!!!

I haven't weighted myself in about 3 weeks since my scale broke...well I finally bought a new one and hehe I'm 303.5lbs now!!! Since the last time I checked that is 9lbs down! Those carmen electra dvds are fricken awesome!
 
That's awesome news Kallie! Way to go! Now I'm in the mood for one of those videos. I just can't stand Carmen Electra. I always turn the sound down so I don't have to listen to her! :D
 
Welp. this week has been good (except for yesterday) to me. I've finally had a loss in I don't know how long. I was really starting feel like I was going no where, but I've got this new sense of determination to continue plugging away. I am so close to being out of the 300's for good. I will never let myself get back to the place I am or even worse.

I haven't done much intentional exercise, but I've spent countless hours walking up and down the malls and cleaning my house everyday. Eek

Finals are finally over and I'm heading home for christmas today. I'm so excited.

Oh and something really bad happened to me yesterday. I lost my son for abour 25 minutes. It was the worst experience of my life. I had him in a small store, and he was by my side the whole time and then when I went to pay, he ran down one of the 4 isles and I was like meh, whatever, this store is so small I can catch him right after I pay. It wasn't even a minute later and I go down the isle to get him and he wasn't there, so I walked up and down the other ones 3 times just to make sure I wasn't imagining that he wasn't in the store. I started to panic. I went outside and checked beside our van and looked inside and didn't see him, so I went back into the store to get help to look for him. We went to all the stores in the strip mall and even across the parking lot and nothing, so I went back to the store and phoned the police. (I was really worried because there are two gas stations and 2 minute drive to a highway right beside where I was). About 2 minutes after hanging up from the police, a man that worked in the store who was looking for Telaryn brought him in from the outside. The man said he found him outside and Telaryn said he was in the van, but I checked and he wasn't. I used to think that those kid leashes were mean but I'm getting one now!:mad: :( :( :(
 
Hey Kallie,
Congrats on the weight loss, and sorry about what happened with your son. That must've been so completely scary!!!

Have a Happy New Year!!!
 
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