~*~ Confessions and Thoughts of a Girl Looking to the Future~*~

[momma4alex]

Hey Jenna, So you dyed your hair huh? It looks like a nice color hope it came out the way you wanted it too. I need to redye my hair soon. Anyways Hope you had a good day today and will tomorrow. Hope to chat with you again soon.

 

[SoSel]

Mornin' sweetie! Don't get down about a day away from the gym. I can't wait to see how that hair color looks on you. ;] And we must chat soon.

Sel

 

[Griff1]

Happy Friday Jenna!!!

 

[Bellaryna]

Hi Jenna~
Just wanted to stop by and say what an inspiration you are. I read about 1/2 of your diary so far (not enough time today to read the rest) and it is just wonderful how determined you are.
I want to get down to 165 and I think that if I was 1/2 as determined as you I would get there a whole lot faster.
Keep up all the good work!!
Bellaryna

 

[still.hurting]

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Hi Jenna!

Im back!! How are you!?

when I get my computer back Ill be able to go on msn and we'll have to catch up!
I hope youre doing well!

xo

 

[MsGhettoBooty]

Hey sexy thang,
just dropping in to check up on you. Did you run all over campus again? hahaaa Well, just wanted to wishing you a great TGIF, girly. YIPPYYYY! Love yas..

-Sheryl

 

[Boam46]

I can sadly say that I have been injured by a toilet. After a late night of drinking I was having a wonderful talk with that grody white thing and all of a sudden the seat & lid come crashing down on my head. Pretty painful seeing as how it was the hard kind, not just the plastic kind. Left a big ole bump on the noggin for about a week. The next day I kicked it. That ass deserved it, it hit me while I was down.

:grumbles: stupid toilet...

I knew someone here would have been one of those 40,000.... Elle you happen to win the prize... i was thinking to myself... most of those injuries must come on college campuses and with drunk people..... apparently so!!! Haha!

Oh pookie! I feel like I have missed sooo much. I see that you've been having a rough time [and a good deal of forum foreplay]. All this tom, george, and gremlin talk... ugh. I'm right smack in the middle of a bad one and I have found my "Primitive Inner Bitch" previously discussed in my diary. Unfortunately, the hubby is working and I have no one to test her out on. I love my kids too much.

Sometimes I come back at the end of the day and feel like I've missed so much LOL... and I love it... its the nature of the beast... at least there is always laughs for me... thanks for the laughs everyone Love you all!

We'll let the gym slide because walking is very important too. Rest up those muscles and give 'em hell another day!
Thanks... I always feel guilty even on rest days!
My husband has post-traumatic stress and I've spent many a night being a punching bag. It helps to know he didn't mean it.

Soo not fun being beat up all night... then i'm cranky all the next day. At least he felt really really bad about it...

Ok there are some things guys just don't need to read and that right there was one of them

Of all the things spoken about here.... and tampons and George is the one that you don't need to know about!!! Hahaha LOL... I guess every guy just does not want ti know about it!

I love your random facts . This one though , You mean there are about 40,000 people a year that don't know how to sit on the throne? Snap off an apendage with the toilet seat? Poisoned from eating the big mint! (only men will get that one)

Too funny !

Two things to say here ... OUCHHH... and EWWWW... eating the big mint.. I've been in plenty of men's bathrooms.. to go to the bathroom for any of you perv's who were thinking otherwise... when a girls got to go she's got to go...and i'm not too scared of seeing some guys pee to wait in a line LOL.. and lets just say if women's bathrooms are nasty...men's are twice as nasty!

No, women know what the urinal cakes are, too! And if you don;t want to hear gross woman things, then you shouldn't read a girl's diary! Hazard you risk when you do!

Its not like they don't deal with the horror in real life just by interacting with women!

Jenna, you should know by now that when you leave a wide opening like that, I'm going to drive right on in!

Its true... if I had done that on purpose... I would have expect that response... but since I didn't ... the response cracked me the freak up!

That "married not buried" line, I've heard that somewhere before. Never thought it'd apply to me. I met an old friend today [we had a thing once] and he's happily married. It amazed me. I need to get out more.

You will soon...school is gonna give you soo much freedom... you're gonna love it!! I'm soo excited for you

OoOoOOoOh you dyed your hair? How did it come out? natural instincts is actually pretty good. My gf swears by it. haha I'm just plain with my black hair. hahaaaa!! As for exercise... ummm yah, you most definitely got your exercise in.

I've generally used natural instincts when I'm not getting it done professionally ... that and lots of manic panic in the past HaHa LOL! oo00ooo yea... and between horsebackriding and walking I got my exercise in ;]


That's no small campus, little lady! hahaaaa I'm sure you'll hit the gym and kick ass like it's no one's business tomorrow, girl. As always, that damn steak and onions in your meal plan is making crave for some right now. Damnitt, Jenna.. you girls and your damn menus! Grrrr....lol Love yas...

The campus is soo huge especially when you need to go to offices all over the freakin world there! Especially when you only have a short amount of time... really can work up a sweat with my thousand pound backpack on! LOL ... i feel the same way about your journal ...always leave me craving for something1

I've been thinking about dying my hair black for awhile now. It's the only color I've ever dyed it. Gonna buy a bottle of dye tomorrow--we'll see when I get up the nerve to actually dye it..lol

You're gonna look freakin Hawt! Do it! Do it! Do it!

Hello, Congradulations on your weightloss so far.I adore your cat picture
what is his/her name? You have some hot studs up in your diary,must go
cool off in a cold shower,lol.Good luck to you.

Hey Hannah... thanks for coming by I always love to see new faces around here... and of course all the regular faces that I love. My cats name is Esmerelda.. we call her Ezzie for short. There are hotties all over this forum... you better watch out your young and cute they'll be coming after you too!

I was married for 9 years , George visited me too ..... basically

Kimberly below me said it best... you just have no idea what it is like for it to be going on inside of you... o0oo and constantly bleeding for days... ummm... no clue!

ooohh nooo...you are not visited by George until you have experienced cramps that make you double over, and other things that would gross you out if i said them--so I'm sparing you. But trust me, you cannot even begin to imagine how much of a pain in the ass it is. And then your man wants you to pleasure him--even though you can't get any in return. As if we weren't feeling bad enough..lmao

Hey I wasn't saying I knew what george felt like ! I was just saying that I have witnessed it first hand *L*
I have had four kidney stones though! I'd happily take your george off your hands every month for the rest of my life if I will NEVER ever have another stone ! *L*

Haha. When I was in the ER with my dad who had a kidney stone, the nurse said that it is mostly men who get them--and it feels similar to what women go through during labor. She said she thought it was fair revenge. So think of it as having had 4 children..lol Although you didn't have to push something the size of a baby out.

No Kidney stones for you I've seen men pass those... so not fun... but you having your period once... that would be wonderful for any man to experience once!

So...are we gonna see a picture of this hair???

For graduation... I tried taking a pic of the hair... it kinda just looks black in the picture but its really burgundy! I really love it ... i needed a change... I used to dye my hair constantly.

Hey Jenna, So you dyed your hair huh? It looks like a nice color hope it came out the way you wanted it too. I need to redye my hair soon. Anyways Hope you had a good day today and will tomorrow. Hope to chat with you again soon.

Thanks heather... I love it. I felt soo refreshed after
=0)

Mornin' sweetie! Don't get down about a day away from the gym. I can't wait to see how that hair color looks on you. ;] And we must chat soon.

Sel

I'm trying not to but i feel guilty even on my days off! I'm soo horrible!

Happy Friday Jenna!!!

Yay!!!! for fridays... i love them... they just seem so different than any other day of the week... anyone agree?

Hi Jenna~
Just wanted to stop by and say what an inspiration you are. I read about 1/2 of your diary so far (not enough time today to read the rest) and it is just wonderful how determined you are.
I want to get down to 165 and I think that if I was 1/2 as determined as you I would get there a whole lot faster.
Keep up all the good work!!
Bellaryna

Hey bellaryna... thanks for coming by =0) I am really determined... its for real this time and it feels great... better than ever. You can do it too... it gets much easier as you go on.. it becomes normal and natural!

Hi Jenna!

Im back!! How are you!?

when I get my computer back Ill be able to go on msn and we'll have to catch up!
I hope youre doing well! :hugS:

xo

Welcome back Kari! Its great to have you back

 

[Boam46]

Good Afternoon Everyone!!!

Well my day soo far... well... its been weird! Well at least it feels very very weird

I woke up this morning... I had to call one of my professors at his house... it was very bizzare LOL... then rested a bit... didn't get much sleep last night
again... different reasons this time though

As I'm getting ready to go to the gym myboyfriend calls me to go get lunch... so I went ... soo no gym today... but I did try a yoga podcast for an hour... I felt like a total fool... but it was fun and I'm definitly going to do it again... and... I walked around the mall for like a 1/2 hour. So there's some exercise!
Totally going to the gym this weekend
Who am I kidding... I sooo feel totally lazy and guilty I feel like a failure... I'm trying not too... but I'm going to do my best to feel better

Lots of Love to everyone Its always great to see all of you here everyday!

 

[MsGhettoBooty]

Totally going to the gym this weekend
Who am I kidding... I sooo feel totally lazy and guilty I feel like a failure... I'm trying not too... but I'm going to do my best to feel better

!

Bah... screw that. I've been feeling the same damn way today. You must be rubbing off on me. LOL I've only done my weight training and have been too damn busy to fit in any cardio whatsoever. Don't go feeling guilty that you didn't get to the gym, Jenna... find other things to do. I'm already planning my own workout for the day: 1. go to mall to pick up remainder of shite for outfit this weekend (30-45 mins) 2. go to Price Choppers and do a bit of shopping (30 mins walking and loading crap) 3. since the day is so blah, I was thinking about getting a bit of "gardening" in... at least an hour and a half, because I deserve it. LMAO! Love yas...

-Sheryl

 

[ellebelle1]

I knew someone here would have been one of those 40,000.... Elle you happen to win the prize... i was thinking to myself... most of those injuries must come on college campuses and with drunk people..... apparently so!!! Haha!

:] it was a baaaaad time in life. lol. lotsa drinking. no wonder I gained so much, beer and trash plates will do it to ya.

Hope all is well with you Jenna! Have a fab weekend And I can definitely agree that Friday feels a load different.

xoxo

 

[ritagurl]

Hey Jenna,
I wouldn't worry about the missed workout. It will all even out anyway, that's what i say..hehe. Plus, you did walk around for half an hour and that counts for something. Anyway, have a fantabulous weekend! Love Fridays!

 

[still.hurting]

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Holy Jenna! Ive only been gone a week and I feel like Ive really fallen behind! I looked at your amount of posts and suddenly I feel so inadequate! haha. ALSO, how, how, how, how, HOW did you get so much rep power in a week? Im friggin jealous! *cries* Okay, so Im not REALLY crying, but Im quite jealous! haha. Im so excited for your weigh-in.. I bet youre doing sooo amazing!

 

[SoSel]

Wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. Things are hectic and I don't have much time for IM. I'm sending a hug your way and a gentle push in the direction of the gym. I can't be mean to you, but I don't like you beating yourself up about it either.

*hug**push* and thanks for being there for me!

 

[Boam46]

That is all im doing now... i feel like i've been pms'ing since the last time the red villian came (I can't call it george either that's my boyfriends father's name)... I just feel so large and emotional... I can't take it... I'mgonna scream and yell... and throw a fit....... Ughh...... why cant it just come again so I can get it over with

We saw Bourne Ultimatum tonight... it was really good I enjoyed it. I've had one meal today and a plum. Only exercise was walking aroudn the mall for a 1/2 hour and an hour of yoga blech!... I suck!!!!

 

[still.hurting]

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Jenna, Ill tell you what you once told me...

Stop being so hard on yourself! You've been doing SO amazing! You have lots to feel good about Jenna!
At least you havent been bingeing on junkfood all week like me. And you got exercise in! That is GOOD!
It is so much better than sitting doing nothing isnt it? Remember that you only feel this way because its "that time" and it WILL pass.
You may feel huge, but you're actually shrinking! Be happy. You deserve to feel good in your body.
You are improving it and making it stronger every day!

There is no sense in feeling bad about the day, even though it doesnt sound like it was bad at all!
Just pick yourself up off the ground and keep going with your head held high!
Be proud of what you've accomplished... I sure am proud of you! *hugs* <3


xo

 

[still.hurting]

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Thankyou for the reputation points Jenna, ahha. I dont feel so hated anymore!
I was beginning to base my self-woth and the meaning of life upon the number of rep points I had..
meaning, I was close to deciding that life had no meaning. BUT then guess what happened?
Jenna came along and changed all that by improving my reputation! haha, just joking.

Thanks

xo

 

[AmbaLove]

I used to die my hair all the time, too. Red with navy pinstripes, black with red highlights, platinum with one big turquoise streak...those were the days. However, as a teacher....the administration likes me to look "normal." So...I try. I miss the crazy fun hair colors and styles. And wearing a hoodie and jeans every day....yeah. I miss that, too.

I am sorry you are feeling down. I can't fix it....but I would if I could!

 

[still.hurting]

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how are you feeling today Jenna?

*HUGS*

 

[johanna11786]

That is all im doing now... i feel like i've been pms'ing since the last time the red villian came (I can't call it george either that's my boyfriends father's name)... I just feel so large and emotional... I can't take it... I'mgonna scream and yell... and throw a fit....... Ughh...... why cant it just come again so I can get it over with

AWWW, Jenna I know how you feel...I've had MAJOR problems with the "red villian"...lol...I didnt get it for 3 months and then when i got it came for a WHOLE YEAR!!!...Until last month that I got on the ring to help control it....I went through so much during that year...I cried night after night...I would ALWAYS be in a bad mood, IT WAS HORRIBLE!...But I'm glad its a little bit controlled now....I hope you feel better!

 

[cinderelly]

That is all im doing now... i feel like i've been pms'ing since the last time the red villian came (I can't call it george either that's my boyfriends father's name)... I just feel so large and emotional... I can't take it... I'mgonna scream and yell... and throw a fit....... Ughh...... why cant it just come again so I can get it over with

Hey you - I thought I woudl jump in here - I read your opening page - I see you everywhere you are a gret supporter and seem motivated and focused Those are key...plus you help out my great friends Selena and you are there for Griff...so I thought I can jump on this ban wagon - lol...

Im sorry to read this and see how you are feeling...I just got over that last week - however - this past week and for a cpl I believe - I have had so many ups and downs its been insaine - my whole life is changing drastically fast right in front of me and it is scaring me...these changes are all good but ya know they are still scarey...I can relate to all you are saying...Cheer up ButterCup and I will be back...have soem patients with me in the beginning I dont usually get alot of comp time adn I have a harder time startin off supporting soemone new...LOL...