~*~ Confessions and Thoughts of a Girl Looking to the Future~*~

Don't be jealous... someday you'll find the perfect someone:)

Alright I'm going to sleep now so i can actually get my ass outta bed in the morning (I'm getting old) LOL!!

Goodnight everyone
:sleeping:
 
Kari: 5:15 that is sooooooo early:) I don't know how you do it.

I have to bring my car in for service... hopfully it doesn't take to long because I NEED to get to the gym today.

I feelllllllll Soooooooooooooooooooooo FAT today... its probably because we ate dinner late last night and it was pasta... that was stupid. I know I just feel weighed down because it sat in my stomach:mad:
That doesn't change how it makes me feel though LOL

I have 10 days till I get on the scale .... I gotta kick my ass into overdrive!!!

I gotta go food shopping too... maybe later

Breakfast: plum and cheerios

Have a good morning everyone:jump:
 
Hey Jenna,
Figured I'd stop by your diary, since you post some good tips on mine! For an idea on the treadmill for jogging, I like to do the HIIT (high intensity interval training). Of course it's not that "high" intensity yet because I just started but it gets you sweating and it feels like each running interval after the first gets easier and easier. I also listen to some fast techno or hardcore while I run to get me pumped. I zone out on the T.V. or whatever is in front of me and ocassionally I yell at myself inside my head to push my body a little further.
I know what you mean about worrying about parents. I think my Mom will live forever but my Dad is a mess. He has high blood pressure, he's over 400 lbs, he has blood clots, a bad knee and high cholesterol. I try to encourage him to move and tell him that he's not going to make it to see his grandkids if he doesn't change his habits. So far though, no luck.
 
Oh yeah and the pasta dinner. I find that although I feel like absolute #)$% the next day, I can go much longer during cardio after a big carb dinner the night before. Test it out, you'll feel much better afterwards!
 
Hey Sahdukes... Thanks for stopping by.
I told my father to walk around the corner with my grandfather (who lives around the corner and is in shitty shape himself) my father said I wouldn't make it... i'm in the best shape i ever will be .. it is what it is babe .. HAHAHA
That was his exact response LOL... well not really funny.

Its soo weird on the elliptical I'll really really push myself and go to the music... Maybe I just have to jog and get over it!!! I'm slightly scared of looking like a fool and falling off.. I fell off a treadmill when I was little:)
I think its cause I ate so late I havn't been eating late it sucks.

UGGHHH... and my car is going to take 4-5 hours which means by the time its actually done I wont' be able to go to the gym, pick up my meds, or go food shopping... what a waste of a day!!!!
I would go for a walk but its too humid outside for me to breath and I ran out of ashthma meds which I can't get because my car is getting services !!!!


It just means i'm really gonn ahave to kick ass at the gym tomorrow!!!!
 
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Quote of the Day

Life is divided into three terms - that which was, which is, and which will be. Let us learn from the past to profit by the present, and from the present to live better in the future.
 
Heres A Song To Keep You Pumped

Collective Soul ~ Better Now

Oh I'm newly calibrated
All shiny and clean
I'm your recent adaptation
Time to redefine me

Let the word out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now
Break the news out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now

Oh I'm happy as Christmas
All wrapped to be seen
I'm your recent acquisition
Time to celebrate me

Let the word out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now
Break the news out I've got to get out
Oh I'm feeling better now

The world's done shaking
The world's done shaking
The world's done shaking me down

The world's done shaking
The world's done shaking
The world's done shaking me down

:jump:

And as far as feeling like a fool when jogging, screw everyone else. Let them look. You're beautiful...:D

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
~Eleanor Roosevelt​
 
Thanks for making my smile Emily:) I really needed that.

Well minor victory today... I was looking for something in my dresser and I saw a pair of my size 20 jeans and I was like wow I wonder if I could even get these to my thighs (I havn't fit into them in like 2 years)... well... I tried and I got them all the way up

They don't close ... but there like 2 inches away from being able to close

June 1st I was wearing a tight size 26 of the same brand jeans
I finally feel happy about something today....

YAY!!!1:jump: :jump: :jump: :jump:

I hope everyone is having a good day
 
Thanks Mal... I was more than quite surprised myself... espcially since they were just a couple inches away from closing....AHHHHHHH:jump:

My car was finally ready at like 3:30 and it had cooled off alittle... so I walked the mile uphill to the car dealer instead of them picking me up. It was a nice little walk:)

Lunch: chicken n' veggies
Snack: yogurt
 
That is great

Boam46 said:
Thanks for making my smile Emily:) I really needed that.

Well minor victory today... I was looking for something in my dresser and I saw a pair of my size 20 jeans and I was like wow I wonder if I could even get these to my thighs (I havn't fit into them in like 2 years)... well... I tried and I got them all the way up

They don't close ... but there like 2 inches away from being able to close

June 1st I was wearing a tight size 26 of the same brand jeans
I finally feel happy about something today....

YAY!!!1:jump: :jump: :jump: :jump:

I hope everyone is having a good day
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Woohoo Yeah, you were able to fit into your size 20 jeans. Now If i could do that I would be jumping up and down ... :jump: I haven't fit in a size 20 in almost 8 years and I can't wait to be able to say that I can. Right now I am in a size 26/28 so I am hoping to be in a size 18/20 at least by december if possible if not smaller.. my goal is to get down to a size 10/12 which i think i will be happy with. Anyways just wanted to say congrats on to weight loss so far and getting into a smaller size in less then 2 months.
 
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Wow, congrats! I just think its really weird that we weigh the exact same amount and all my jeans are currently size 18.
I think its cause I have a huge gut and so I look top heavy? haha.

Im SO proud, that is a huge accomplishment! I remember when I was 16,
I took size 26. It was SO horrible.. I could never find clothes that fit me. :(

Congratulations again! KEEP GOING! You're doing awesome Jenna!!

xo
 
It's the little things like being able to wear clothes you haven't worn for years that remind you why you're putting all the effort in.

You're doing great so far. Keep going and you'll get there! :beerchug:
 
Thanks Kari,

I hate being so large... everyone is shaped differently... I'm also pretty sure that I am shorter than you. I'm only 5' maybe 5' and a 1/2".

I just can't wait until I can fit into the size 14 thinspiration jeans I have lying around!

Speaking of body sizes... Will my boobs ever shrink... I want smaller boobs dammit everyother part of me has shrunk what about my BOOBS!!! They have to weigh like at least 5 pounds each!
 
Colin and Momma Thanks for the congrats and encourgement I really appreciate and need it.

You both are doing great as well and will meet your goals!
 
Boam46 said:
Speaking of body sizes... Will my boobs ever shrink... I want smaller boobs dammit everyother part of me has shrunk what about my BOOBS!!! They have to weigh like at least 5 pounds each!
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OMG, Jenna! :rotflmao: That's too damn funny! Wow... 5 lbs each? Wanna trade? LMAO!!! By the way, way to go with the jeans! WOOT! I told you, you're going to shrink away to nothingness... muahahahahaaa :p
-Sheryl
 
LOL... I'm gonna be nothing with two huge boobs on top:rotflmao: :rotflmao: :rotflmao:

Dinner: steak tips with onions

I gotta try and eat more fruits and veggie... I'm looking into some cookbooks... I know how to cook really well... but i'm gonna use recipes in books to make a structured menu for the week for me and my b/f!

Thank you for everyoen who has been writing in my journal... I Love you all you give such great support and advice:hug2: :hug2: :hug2:
 
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