~*~ Confessions and Thoughts of a Girl Looking to the Future~*~

[Boam46]

Oh God... I love zoos. It's amazing at the amount of comparisons you see with animals and humans. As for Frans De Waal... I'm a huge fan of his. I've read a few of his books along with one that was published just recently by an underling of his. Bah, if only I could remember the title. It drew the comparisons betw/ Chimps, Bonobo Monkeys, and humans. Fascinating stuff without a doubt.
I am soo not surprised you know about Bonobo's... considering all the sex they have! I would love to go see some. I'm pretty sure they have them at the San Diego Zoo and the Cincinnati Zoo.

So far by Frans I read Our Inner Ape and Good Natured. I bought PJ for his birthday tomorrow... My Family Album: 30 years of primate photography. I recently read a book by Robin Dunbar called Grooming Gossip and the Evolution of Language. It was a really good and interesting book. Its theory is that Grooming was a form of keeping in touch and "gossiping" and as language evolved and groups became smaller languge and gossip developed to keep in touch with others and keep the heirarchy's established.

As for the Red Villain, does taking hot baths help in any way? Also.. I'm sure you'll see a drop in weight for next week's weigh in, honey. Just wanted to drop in to let you know I was thinking about you and your uterus. LMAO! love yas...

I don't have a bathtub =0( Its horrible... lots of hot showers and heating pads... I'm hoping my weight drops I've beent rying to work my ass off ... my boobs and butt are really the only two parts of me that have NOT shrunk!

 

[Boam46]

Hi Jenna!
So I finally got to read through all of your diary that I missed in my absence. Wheeeeeew, you girls are a bunch of little pervys. Makes for good reading at least!

I have no idea where you would get the inclination that perverts would travel through these pages I'm glad we can entertain you... its certainly my pleasure!

Way to go on being 40lbs down! That's gotta feel awesome!!!
And I'm sorry that tom affects you so badly :[ I can totally understand ya on that one, it's supa shitty.
Well, I hope you're back to feeling better soon hun. Keep up all the great work!
xoxox

Thanks for the love Elle... its great to see you around here again!

Glad to hear you're feeling a bit better. Hearing what you and mommaforalex go through during the red devil makes me grateful that mine isn't very bad at all. I definitely think a visit to the gyno is in order. It might be something fixable. I had a few college buddies with similar things. I can't remember what their problems were exactly, just that their symptoms were similar to yours. Anyway, it was fixable. I don't think drugs were the fix, either.

I hope its fixable... I get scared going to the doctor when things are bad... I'm always worried that its going to be something tragic ever since I was 8 and got really sick with HSP.

Congrats on the lost pound!! I'll bet you'll lose even more next week when the rd is gone.

Thanks if I don't drop some more maybe I will try one of your diet breaks. It would be nice to have a treat!

Hey jenna sorry the witch is making you have so much pain. I am glad that mine isn't quite as bad as they were right after i had alex cause i couldn't get out of bed much less eat anything the first few days when she woudl arrive. It sucked big time. Now it isn't so bad still have some cramping but most of it goes away with a little heating pad therapy and some good stretching. I'm so proud of you for going to the gym still even though your in pain cause i know sometimes i don't think I could handle it while being on tom.. i'm not looking forward to mine this month either.. as its due the day before or the day of our next weigh in.. sorry tmi. Hope you have a great week and keep up the great work. by the way what kind of workout are you doing?

Its horrible that it always chooses to come during weigh ins... its soo unfair that men don't have to deal with those fluctuations. I just hate giving up a week of my life every month... that's a quarter of my life as a slave to pain... I do what i can...

Sorry 'bout the pain. I know all about that.
Yeah for studying! Ha! If we lived closer, we'd study together. It wouldn't be anything near the same materiel, but it helps. I sit down with my daughter every night to do homework. It's motivational for her.
Good job with the gym! I like to work out in the morning and my mind is ready for a full day of cramming it with stupid crap- like legal speak.

It definitly helps... I totally could use a study buddy... I'd probably get a bunch more done. Its just having someone there ...not necessarily having the same material to study. Its soo adorable that you do that with your daughter... its wonderful quality time to have together.

Plus I love legal speak... as soon as the LSAT is over its all about doing reading to prepare for the first year of law school. Supreme court cases, about the supreme court, the government, the development of laws and the legal system. Cliff notes type things on the basics of the required first year courses... I'm gonna get so ahead LOL

Hey you! Test day nearing?

I hope you kick ass hun!

Hope to hear from you soon hun!

Being able to work through that pain is incredible ... I have a hard time working through pain, but I should take some tips from you ..

Your awesome!

always
natalie jo

O man ... test day is soo soon... its scary. I'm just a masochist... It comes from growing up abd playing lots of sports and "never giving up on your team." Playing through the pain... one of my favorite stories to tell from growing up because my father still feels guilty is...

I broke my wrist during hockey practice when i was 11(I was the only girl in the league)... It didn't swell, it didn't bruise, and it didnt' get stiff.... so my father shakes it aroudn a lot and goes see its not broken... the next words out of his mouth were buck up stop crying ... if you want to play with the boys you have to be one of the boys... so the next day broken wrist and all I played in my hockey game and kicked ass. It still hrut the next day so my father send me to the Ortho with my grandmother (because he didn't really think there was anythign wrong)... so we x-rayed it and it was soo broken... my father feels bad to this day

So now I just play throughthe pain I've done it with many many many injuries... often hurting myself more. But not giving up on my team... Its just engrained in me to "play through the pain"

Jenna
So sorry to hear that you are not feeling well.
that's to bad that you have to endure so much pain. It doesn't seem fair.
Way to go on not letting it keep you from the gym.
You are one determined girl!!!

Thanks Bella :HUGS:.... I don't think its fair... I hate it... i wish it would go away!

Poor girl! I sometimes get pain like that, like every other month, and I have yet to know why. It's been rough for me since high school. I remember e-mailing you about that once, though. I sure do hope it gets easier for you and soon!

I was expectign it to be easier because it was real rough last month... its just getting worse and worse each month... there seems to be no relief anymore

I think it's amazing that you're sticking to the gym throughout it all. We could learn a lot from you. And you're not a "useless lump of pain." Everyone in here is thinking "whoa, that is one motivated chick." You're setting an example for us.

I'm glad I can motivate someone... or all of you I don't know... I'm just trying to kick ass.

How's the studying going? When is the test? You're going to do great!

Its going... ummm... ok I guess... I need to get in gear... Its on the 29th... super study time has to happen soon!

Stops by to send you lots of



I hope you get to feeling better real soon Jenna.

Thanks a bunch Paul... I need all the hugs i can get!

Jenna, I am so glad you have a new workout routine that is working for you!

I will be around a little more often now, so I won't miss out on all the fun you girls have been having without me!

Its great to have you back.... we need your perviness to join the bunch!

 

[bikinibound]

I love watching the monkeys at the zoo. They are so frickin' cute! I love how they groom each other. But I haven't read any anthropological or zoological studies on them..lol

 

[Boam46]

Primatology and Evolutionary Psychology/Biology is really really interesting. I really can not get enough of it.

You should really look into the Bonobo's you'd find them very interesting...Bonobo - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

 

[MsGhettoBooty]

Jeeez... Jenna... don't send Kimberly to a link for Bonobo Monkeys. She won't read it. HA! Plain and simple, Kimberly... other than humans, Bonobo monkeys fuck for hell of it... from lesbian sex to masturbation... filthy little slut monkeys. LOL

-Sheryl

 

[Boam46]

Jeeez... Jenna... don't send Kimberly to a link for Bonobo Monkeys. She won't read it. HA! Plain and simple, Kimberly... other than humans, Bonobo monkeys fuck for hell of it... from lesbian sex to masturbation... filthy little slut monkeys. LOL

-Sheryl

... what was i thinking... I think the only pairing that is forbidden is Mother and Son past the age of 6... the mother generally initiates the son into sex

 

[bikinibound]

Jeeez... Jenna... don't send Kimberly to a link for Bonobo Monkeys. She won't read it. HA! Plain and simple, Kimberly... other than humans, Bonobo monkeys fuck for hell of it... from lesbian sex to masturbation... filthy little slut monkeys. LOL

-Sheryl

Now why do you think I wouldn't read it? haha. Actually, I wasn't going to until you said they were filthy little slut monkeys...lmao. Wow, they are FLSMs! It is very sad that they are close to extinction...too bad all that sex hasn't made them reproduce like crazy. I guess Bonobo's feel that every day is TLD--which is coming up soon, btw..

 

[Boam46]

Now why do you think I wouldn't read it? haha. Actually, I wasn't going to until you said they were filthy little slut monkeys...lmao. Wow, they are FLSMs! It is very sad that they are close to extinction...too bad all that sex hasn't made them reproduce like crazy. I guess Bonobo's feel that every day is TLD--which is coming up soon, btw..

LOL... I wanted you to learn about the FLSChimps... It is really sad they're almost extinct... they are amazing creatures... you can find some nice video's of them on youtube and such places... some are very naughty ... Now i'm promoting Chimp porn...

 

[Boam46]

Well today has been a pretty good day. It was almost a full day of complete relief.

I went to the gym and kicked some ass... as usual LOL Then I did a buncha cleaning ... for some reason I feel like i can't get the apartment clean enough... I'm doing it real slow too... I think its an excuse for studying I really need to stop because I'm gettign to freak out point over the test!

I also finalized the list of law schools I'm applying to once this evil test is over. Some are reaches, some will be easy for me to get into... and some I'm just hoping... my score on this test will determine a lot... also covering lots of different geographic areas...

They are:
Boston
Northeastern University
Suffolk University
Boston University
Boston College
Harvard University

New York
Columbia University
Fordham University
New York Law School
Brooklyn Law School
Yeshiva University--Cardozo Law School
New York University

Washington D.C.
Georgetown University
George Washington University
American University
Michigan University

North Carolina
Duke
University of North Carolina

University of Minnesota

University of Wisconsin

Northern California
Stanford University
University of California Berkely
University of California Hastings (San Francisco)
University of San Francisco

Southern California
University of California Los Angeles
Loyola Law School
University of Southern California

Food Today:
Breakfast:Banana and Yogurt
After Gym: Cream of Wheat
Lunch:Steak and veggies
Dinner: Seafood marinara (ate the seafood none of the pasta)

I hope everyone had a great day!
Lots of LOVE and HUGS

 

[bikinibound]

Well today has been a pretty good day. It was almost a full day of complete relief.

I went to the gym and kicked some ass... as usual LOL Then I did a buncha cleaning ... for some reason I feel like i can't get the apartment clean enough... I'm doing it real slow too... I think its an excuse for studying I really need to stop because I'm gettign to freak out point over the test! Yes, that would be the procrastinator in you!

I also finalized the list of law schools I'm applying to once this evil test is over. Some are reaches, some will be easy for me to get into... and some I'm just hoping... my score on this test will determine a lot... also covering lots of different geographic areas...

They are:
Boston
Northeastern University
Suffolk University
Boston University
Boston College
Harvard University

New York
Columbia University
Fordham University
New York Law School
Brooklyn Law School
Yeshiva University--Cardozo Law School
New York University

Washington D.C.
Georgetown University
George Washington University
American University
Michigan University Haha--last I checked, Mich was in Ann Arbor--not DC...lol

North Carolina
Duke
University of North Carolina

University of Minnesota

University of Wisconsin

Northern California
Stanford University
University of California Berkely
University of California Hastings (San Francisco)
University of San Francisco

Southern California
University of California Los Angeles
Loyola Law School
University of Southern California

Food Today:
Breakfast:Banana and Yogurt
After Gym: Cream of Wheat
Lunch:Steak and veggies
Dinner: Seafood marinara (ate the seafood none of the pasta)

I hope everyone had a great day!
Lots of LOVE and HUGS

Personally I hope you go to Michigan so you'll be close by and also b/c it's a great law school! I can always use a sexy, big boobied lawyer nearby..haha Ooops. TLD is still a day away!!

 

[Boam46]

Personally I hope you go to Michigan so you'll be close by and also b/c it's a great law school! I can always use a sexy, big boobied lawyer nearby..haha Ooops. TLD is still a day away!!

So I missed the enter key one time... give me a big slap on my boobies... but we'll have to wait till Wednesday... you think you can hold out?!?

Michigan is awesome... the only deal breaker fo rme for any school really is if PJ doesn't get into the same school (for areas where there's only one school) or one in the same city/area. We're gonna send out our apps... get acceptances and scholarships...because I'm just trying to hope we're that freaking in demand LOL... and then make some decisions!

Being near you would be awesome...plus I would come watch football with you so you'd have someone to enjoy it with =0)

 

[SoSel]

Well today has been a pretty good day. It was almost a full day of complete relief.

Thank Goodness, woman! I am so glad to hear that!

I went to the gym and kicked some ass... as usual LOL Then I did a buncha cleaning ... for some reason I feel like i can't get the apartment clean enough... I'm doing it real slow too... I think its an excuse for studying I really need to stop because I'm gettign to freak out point over the test!

I understand that! In my case, I'd rather study than clean, but the H doesn't like to help. Good practice for when he's gone, I guess. And I won't tell you to quit freakin' out over the test. For some reason, it helps me study better when I realize the seriousness or enormity of what's ahead. Best of luck!

I also finalized the list of law schools I'm applying to once this evil test is over. Some are reaches, some will be easy for me to get into... and some I'm just hoping... my score on this test will determine a lot... also covering lots of different geographic areas...

They are:
Boston
Northeastern University
Suffolk University
Boston University
Boston College
Harvard University

New York
Columbia University
Fordham University
New York Law School
Brooklyn Law School
Yeshiva University--Cardozo Law School
New York University

Washington D.C.
Georgetown University
George Washington University
American University
Michigan University

North Carolina
Duke
University of North Carolina
My "uncle" [or dad's cousin's husband] is head accountant there. I'm sure I could manage a visit and stay with my fam if you went there. :]

University of Minnesota

University of Wisconsin

Northern California
Stanford University
University of California Berkely
University of California Hastings (San Francisco)
University of San Francisco

Southern California
University of California Los Angeles
Loyola Law School
University of Southern California

Food Today:
Breakfast:Banana and Yogurt
After Gym: Cream of Wheat
Lunch:Steak and veggies
Dinner: Seafood marinara (ate the seafood none of the pasta)

I hope everyone had a great day!
Lots of LOVE and HUGS

Alright, woman! Looks good with the gym and the food. I still can't believe you've lost 40+ lbs. You're amazing!

Sel

 

[MidGaGuy]

sees chimp porn and filthy slut monkeys . Ok , I think Jennas diary might take the prize for the week . I thought Kimberlys was in the lead with the "loose puss" talks til I read chimp porn *L*
Who knew losing weight could be this much fun!

I'm glad you are feeling better Jenna. Good luck with your Law School applications

 

[MsGhettoBooty]

Hey honey,

just dropping in to send you some titty slaps for those times when you feel like dozing off while studying for the LSATs. As for the list of schools, I've had a number of friends attend Southern Cali schools for law school and they thought it was an awesome program. Then again, I'm partial to you sticking in NY, so I can eventually see your ass. LOL But hey... by all means, don't FEEL like you have to or anything. (Psst... if you do, we can talk about chimp porn and lesbian monkeys over some Guinness.. LMAO) Alright, love yas, Jenna Bean....

-Sheryl

 

[DCarr10760]

Hey honey,...we can talk about chimp porn and lesbian monkeys over some Guinness...LMAO-Sheryl

I'm going to hazard a guess that it will be the first time that particular subject was discussed over a Guinness...

But any excuse for a pint will do, count me in ;-)

David

 

[nataliejo]

So I missed the enter key one time... give me a big slap on my boobies... but we'll have to wait till Wednesday... you think you can hold out?!?

Michigan is awesome... the only deal breaker fo rme for any school really is if PJ doesn't get into the same school (for areas where there's only one school) or one in the same city/area. We're gonna send out our apps... get acceptances and scholarships...because I'm just trying to hope we're that freaking in demand LOL... and then make some decisions!

Being near you would be awesome...plus I would come watch football with you so you'd have someone to enjoy it with =0)

Hey Jenna,
Wow your open to just about any area where there may be a law school.. cool ..
I will be going to Simmons college in Boston MA ... in a few years to start my grad degree in library science and move in with my bf Alex...
I hope you two end up in the same school ... and find the right spot to settle down while working through school and what not!

I am looking forward to moving forward from a bachelors degree to a grad degree .. I have been going for two years ...but am attending totally for five years ..so including this year .. I have three years total to do ...

well hope to hear from you soon

laterz
always
natalie jo

 

[MsGhettoBooty]

I'm going to hazard a guess that it will be the first time that particular subject was discussed over a Guinness...

But any excuse for a pint will do, count me in ;-)

David

Hell... the conversation could easily be about rules of logarithms or maybe even The Doppler Effect. Guinness always makes things interesting.

-Sheryl

 

[Boam46]

Alright, woman! Looks good with the gym and the food. I still can't believe you've lost 40+ lbs. You're amazing!

Sel

I can't believe it either... I hope this week gets me moving towards 50 pounds! ... I really hope LOL

sees chimp porn and filthy slut monkeys . Ok , I think Jennas diary might take the prize for the week . I thought Kimberlys was in the lead with the "loose puss" talks til I read chimp porn *L*
Who knew losing weight could be this much fun!

I'm glad you are feeling better Jenna. Good luck with your Law School applications

You just never know what you're going to find rolling through our journals... who ever thought loose pusses and chimp porn would be carried out in simultaneous situations.... Those Bonobos definitly are some sexual beings.... They can even top Sheryl !

Hey honey,

just dropping in to send you some titty slaps for those times when you feel like dozing off while studying for the LSATs. As for the list of schools, I've had a number of friends attend Southern Cali schools for law school and they thought it was an awesome program. Then again, I'm partial to you sticking in NY, so I can eventually see your ass. LOL But hey... by all means, don't FEEL like you have to or anything. (Psst... if you do, we can talk about chimp porn and lesbian monkeys over some Guinness.. LMAO) Alright, love yas, Jenna Bean....

-Sheryl

You'll be happy to know New York is our number 1 city and Boston is our number 2. We will eventually end up living in new york... probably in Westchester county.

I'd love to share a guiness with you sometime. I'm going to NY in a couple weeks but i'm going home to Long Island .... I can only imagine where the conversations will go once we knock back a few LOL... chimp porn will definitly be a great start!

I'm going to hazard a guess that it will be the first time that particular subject was discussed over a Guinness...

But any excuse for a pint will do, count me in ;-)

David

You're welcome to come David.... a drunken male perspective on chimp porn will be very valuable to the conversation

Hey Jenna,
Wow your open to just about any area where there may be a law school.. cool ..
I will be going to Simmons college in Boston MA ... in a few years to start my grad degree in library science and move in with my bf Alex...
I hope you two end up in the same school ... and find the right spot to settle down while working through school and what not!

I am looking forward to moving forward from a bachelors degree to a grad degree .. I have been going for two years ...but am attending totally for five years ..so including this year .. I have three years total to do ...

You'll get there NJ just take it slow and do great with your schooling... its exciting and scary moving on to law school. We know we want to settle in NY eventually... at least its on the top of our list... if we go to school in Cali we may end up staying out there for a bit.

Hell... the conversation could easily be about rules of logarithms or maybe even The Doppler Effect. Guinness always makes things interesting.

-Sheryl

Yes it does... and with our bizzare twisted pervy yet intelligent minds... who knows where it would go... LMAO

 

[bikinibound]

Hmm...where to begin? Loose pusses, chimp porn, knocking back a few pints of Guinness while discussing chimp porn--all this had me LMFBO!!

Screw NY and Boston!! I want you in Michigan!! Yes, I'm a greedy, selfish only child and I get what I want!! hah. except for a break in my plateau...

 

[Boam46]

Hmm...where to begin? Loose pusses, chimp porn, knocking back a few pints of Guinness while discussing chimp porn--all this had me LMFBO!!

Everytime I see it I still crack up... the material just keeps coming

Screw NY and Boston!! I want you in Michigan!! Yes, I'm a greedy, selfish only child and I get what I want!! hah. except for a break in my plateau...

It feels so great to be wanted =0)... you just get Michigan to accept me and give me a full scholarship and you'll have me there garunteed LOL ....

Your gonna push that plateau into oblivion... your're a "selfish greedy only child" the world will implode if you don't get what you want