~*~ Confessions and Thoughts of a Girl Looking to the Future~*~

Hi Jenna,

I just read the beginning of your journal and understand how you feel. Keep up the great work. It seems like you have a very similar mindset to me these days--pure determination. I cannot believe how much you work out. I wanted to do that--work out like crazy, but then I gained 3lbs when I did. So I"m not sure if that had anything to do wiht it or not.

Law school--you go, girl! I may be needing a divorce lawyer soon..lol
 
Sheryl: There can never be too much random silliness in one day if anything there most certainly is not enough silliness in any given day:) By the time we get those gold medals we're gonna be two hotties!!!


Dinner: chicken and black bean burritos with (chicken, black beans, spices, low fat cheese, brown rice) and corn on the cob on the side.

I now have fruits and veggies in the house now cause I went shopping so now I can eat more.

Now I just have to start burning fat like crazy!!!! HA! Go me I've never been so determined.

Ummm girl, what are you talking about? We're already hotties. :D haha! Oh and damn, you just made me crave chicken and black bean burritos... looks like I'm gonna have to whip some up for lunch! WOOT! Go Go Go, Jenna! You're doing amazingly well! I'm so proud of you! :hug2:

-Sheryl
 
Good Morning Everyone... it is very bright and very hotttt!!!

Jootsie: You should have let me know i could of gotten some things for you:rolleyes: Sometimes its soo hard to motivate myself to get to the grocery store... i don't know why =0/

Rena: They were soooooooooo yummy... ifyou want i'll send you the recipe the best i can (I'm very much a little of this and a littleof that in the kitchen LOL... so I never really know exactly what I threw in)

Griff: Thanks for your continuous support!!!

Bikini: I've been slacking but I'm trying really hard to stay on track... I would love to go everyday... but I can't seem to make myself. I guess its something I need to work on...

Well I've been trying to tell my body to burn fat... I'm going with the coersion method because I don't feel like i've been getting smaller... its quite possible i've hit plateu considering I dropped a crapload of fat really fast... but plateus just aren't going to work for me... so threats and coersion it is :rotflmao: :rotflmao:

Of course coupled with healthy eating and exercise... but if anything happens it is going ot be because of the threats and coersion ;)

Well I'm gonna try and get to the gym a little later...
I wrote my teacher and told her I'm sick so I won't be in class today.... she is soo horribl... I can't stand another off topic talk about nthing for two hours class... i don't need it LOL.... I have work for my directed study i can be working on at home... so that's what I'm going to do.

Breakfast: yogurt and a plum
 
Good Morning Everyone... it is very bright and very hotttt!!!

Well I've been trying to tell my body to burn fat... I'm going with the coersion method because I don't feel like i've been getting smaller... its quite possible i've hit plateu considering I dropped a crapload of fat really fast... but plateus just aren't going to work for me... so threats and coersion it is :rotflmao: :rotflmao:

Of course coupled with healthy eating and exercise... but if anything happens it is going ot be because of the threats and coersion ;)

I love your sense of humor, Jenna. Keep it up. i hit a plateau for a little over a week, and just broke through this am. You can do it. Just mix up your routine a bit--I did and it worked after just two days. And of course a little threatening and coersion doesn't hurt, either..lol where do you go to school?
 
Well I've been trying to tell my body to burn fat... I'm going with the coersion method because I don't feel like i've been getting smaller... its quite possible i've hit plateu considering I dropped a crapload of fat really fast... but plateus just aren't going to work for me... so threats and coersion it is :rotflmao: :rotflmao:

Of course coupled with healthy eating and exercise... but if anything happens it is going ot be because of the threats and coersion ;)

Well I'm gonna try and get to the gym a little later...
I wrote my teacher and told her I'm sick so I won't be in class today.... she is soo horribl... I can't stand another off topic talk about nthing for two hours class... i don't need it LOL.... I have work for my directed study i can be working on at home... so that's what I'm going to do.

Ah, you're so cute! :]
And I'm glad you have an out with that horrible class. Grr...
 
Kimberly: I go to Northeastern University for 30 more days... LOL ... unless I end up in their law school. I only owe them $145 more dollars before they'll give me my diploma at graduation... they were kind enough to send my bill fo rmy parking permit a month after I paid my $8,000 summer 2 tuition. LOL wow am I rambling ... sorry!

Selena: I hate horrible classes... I actually love love love school... but when a class is soo horrible it makes me want to yell at the teacher... she is going to get quite a write by me on thsoe stupid forms they have us fill out at the end of the semester!

Well I made my big ass get to the gym and it was a miserable workout... i couldn't catch a rythm ... nothign felt right. I ended up doing 30 minutes treadmill on a really high incline on a slower pace than usual... 15 minutes on the elliptical, 15 minutes abs... it was just a plain old shitty workout UGGGGGGHHHHH!!! I guess I should be happy that I at least went and got it done... maybe i'll be happy about it later ...cause I'm not now:rolleyes:

Snack: Cantelope
Lunch: Second half of my chicken and bean burrito from last nights dinner that I didn't finish

I hope everyone is doing well
~Jenna
 
Well I made my big ass get to the gym and it was a miserable workout... i couldn't catch a rythm ... nothign felt right. I ended up doing 30 minutes treadmill on a really high incline on a slower pace than usual... 15 minutes on the elliptical, 15 minutes abs... it was just a plain old shitty workout UGGGGGGHHHHH!!! I guess I should be happy that I at least went and got it done... maybe i'll be happy about it later ...cause I'm not now:rolleyes:

Girl, I think [as always] that you're amazing for just sticking it out. I go to a 30 min work-out gym for women [Curves] because I just don't get all those big machines and reps and times and what-not. You're doing great.
 
I go to a curves type place, too Selena. In fact, heading there in a few minutes. And I'm with you on all the complicated crap that goes along with free weights, etc. I've read some of the posts from people who are really into free weight training, and by the time I'm done--smoke is coming out of my ears. My gym is great b/c I don't have to think...lol I just go around the circuit, and work those machines as hard as I can.

Keep up the great exercising even when you don't feel the rhythm, Jenna.
 
Good evening everyone!

I am sooooo tired tonight... I have no idea why.

I can't go to sleep because we have to wait for someone to come over to drop something off... and he's just leaving Boston now on public transportation!

I was thinking about maybe trying to find a softball team for the spring. I was always so happy when I played softball... I havn't plyed in a very very long time :( It depends on how much weight I lose... and if I have gained my athletic ability back... we shall see... gotta get back in the batting cages and see what I have left =0/

I'm not sure I could deal with one of those curves type gyms... too much structure for me... you go in and just do the curcuit right? Is there cardio and any freeweights or anything?

Dinner: Steak tips with onions, lettuce, and tomato
 
Gee, I can't imagine why you'd be tired..lol

Circuit training is a very efficient workout b/c you get strength training and cardio at the same time. My gym has two treadmills for those who want additional cardio, and there are a few ab exercisers and some dumbells of varying poundages. I am very happy with my gym.
 
I am also 21, in college and trying to lose some weight! I think a certain time comes when you are just ready for a change. College hasnt been good to my waistline either! I just joined today and I havent figured how to navigate this site yet, but if you can add me as a friend I would love to be a support system for you! Good luck! You can also find me on myspace, at myspace.com/hoff0900.
 
That whole circuit thing still seems too strutured for me... I guess i'm just too rebellious LOL HAHA! yea right:rolleyes:

I just picked our friend up from the train he came over for a few minutes cracked me up... and then went home.

I am sooo craving some alcohol or marijuana... DAMMITT... I havn't had the food or any of my drugs... its hard for me ... I wish we could afford to smoke up all the time... not even all the time... jsut once in awhile...i know its not good and its illegal... but .... I used to smoke a lot... so now there's not even junk food or alcohol:eek: Sorry about my rant its hard when others are drinking and smoking around me and I just want some... but for now I'm resisting. Sorry I'm ranting .. probably about things I shouldn't be anyway!

Anywhoo... we were thinking of maybe all taking some sort of martial arts classes together so that may be starting some time in the not too distant future.

I'm really tired I guess that's why I'm rambling sorry everyone.

Have a great night!
 
Hey Hoff: I don't have a myspace.. but thanks for stopping by my journal you should start one too. What school do you go to? what are you studying? Feel free to PM me anytime.
 
I woke up this morning and it was the last thing I wanted to do. I just wanted to crawl back under the covers and go back to sleep for many more hours LOL... I probably feel this a lot of days but today's feeling was especially strong:rotflmao: Probably because I have to do a really dumb assignment for that class, plus lots of work for my directed study, plus run to the post office, the gym, plus all sorts of other shit:eek:

Today I woke up and felt smaller... well at least like I was a giant balloon about to be lifted off the earth into the atmosphere.

I tried those size 20 jeans on again yesterday and they almost closed... I almost got the button through the hole... a little bit more work and I can actually wear them. Yay! for me.

Breakfast: yogurt and cantelope
 
I am sooo craving some alcohol or marijuana... DAMMITT... I havn't had the food or any of my drugs... its hard for me ... I wish we could afford to smoke up all the time... not even all the time... jsut once in awhile...i know its not good and its illegal... but .... I used to smoke a lot... so now there's not even junk food or alcohol:eek: Sorry about my rant its hard when others are drinking and smoking around me and I just want some... but for now I'm resisting. Sorry I'm ranting .. probably about things I shouldn't be anyway!

Jeez.... remind me to never bring up Guinness around you ever again, ok? LMAO! And you....? smokin'.. tokin'... the MJ? Tsk tsk.... I knew you were rebellious! hahaa

Oh as for joining a softball league, I was thinking the same thing on this end. It's been a few years... ummm 10? LMAO If I decide to go back to school for a change in a BA/ BS, then I might see if Binghamton Uni's softball team has a walk on try out. I used to be a killer 3rd, 1st and catch. Looks like my ass better gets to runnin... LOL

Oh by the way... good morning. hahaa!

-Sheryl
 


Jeez.... remind me to never bring up Guinness around you ever again, ok? LMAO! And you....? smokin'.. tokin'... the MJ? Tsk tsk.... I knew you were rebellious! hahaa


The funny part is I never ever get falling over drunk... I just like a few shots over a night or a couple drinks, a few beers... Just to chill out.... Its been months since any junk food, any alcohol, and another other substances... and DAMMITT last night I was craving something... anything really:rotflmao: :rotflmao:

I'm over it now and my body woke up feeling pretty good today. I guess it was my bodies reminder that being free of substances feels good too:)
 
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