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Update: 11:45am
Just had a yoghurt top muesli bar, would have preferred a piece of fruit but I didn't bring any today.

Still haven't talked to Alex. He sent me a text message last night saying "I Hate This". But that was it, nothing else.

Kinda feeling like crap. Im going to look at an apartment today, no OSP but I get a parking permit. It comes with whitegoods and at $140 a week for a 1 bedroom thats ok. Its about a 2 minute walk from work which is good too.
 
I'm sorry to hear about things being crappy for you atm. WHy do your parents want you out so suddenly? Honestly, I think you're better off without Alex. You probably don't think so at the moment, but you will over time. Believe me, I've been through the break up thing more than I'd like to remember, so I know how you feel--like crap. You will move on, though. You're young and have your whole life ahead of you.

Why don't you call up a few girlfriends and go out with them? I think I told you this before--boyfriends come and go, but girlfriends are forever. Life is too short to be alone.

Also, have you thought about posting in some other diaries here? There are some great people here--but you have to be a friend in order to get one.
 
Yeah I know I should, I just dont think i'd be good with the whole advice thing.

Me and a few friends are going out on Saturday night so that should be fun, and i've got a few other things lined up to keep me busy.

You were right a while back about Alex! I know I can live without him now, and I think I will be better off.
 
loveat116 said:
Yeah I know I should, I just dont think i'd be good with the whole advice thing.

Me and a few friends are going out on Saturday night so that should be fun, and i've got a few other things lined up to keep me busy.

You were right a while back about Alex! I know I can live without him now, and I think I will be better off.
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You don't have to give advice, just be supportive. Have you read any of my diary? We're all a bunch of silly perverts making each other laugh. It's fun.

Glad to hear you're going out with friends! Have fun. And you're right--you most certainly can live without Alex. At your age you should just be having fun and enjoying life. No need to get too attached to any one bloke.:) Most of them are assholes at that age, anyway. :D
 
yeah I do read your diary, I read a lot of diaries. And they have helped me heaps! Im definatly going to start posting more, its just all a little intimidating.

Yeah and now I can do all the stuff I couldnt, like going interstate and studying, and renting the movie I actually want lol! Its still hard, and I know im gonna miss him, ive just gotta try and not contact him.

Thank you again
 
loveat116 said:
yeah I do read your diary, I read a lot of diaries. And they have helped me heaps! Im definatly going to start posting more, its just all a little intimidating. Don't be intimidated--just be friendly. Feel free to post in my diary any time you want! :)

Yeah and now I can do all the stuff I couldnt, like going interstate and studying, and renting the movie I actually want lol! Its still hard, and I know im gonna miss him, ive just gotta try and not contact him.

Thank you again
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You're right again--don't contact him. You've gotta live your life for yourself and not anyone else. Don't ever not do something you really want to do for a bf--you'll always regret it in the end. Is there somthing you've been wanting to do that you've put off b/c of the bf? Now's the time to do it. :hug2:

I've got all kinds of regrets--so learn from my mistakes...:rotflmao:
 
Wednesday 3 October​

The 'Diet Plan' For Today

BREAKFAST
1 Cup Frosties + Milk
EEK too much sugar

LUNCH
2 Sushi Rolls + Soy Sauce

DINNER
TBA

SNACKS
1 Caramel Le Rice

The 'Exercise Plan' For Today
20 Minute Walk to and From Work
MAYBE a walk later tonight
 
Hey I just read your diary! Why did you guys break up? It sounds like he wants you to wait around for him so he can still enjoy his youth and teenage years having fun without a girlfriend for a while. TRUST ME he will regret it later. When I was your age (not like I'm that much older now!) my then-boyfriend and I broke up because he wasn't ready for such a serious relationship. He wanted to live his single/teenage life a little more and he couldn't do that while being with me, so he treated me like crap until I decided to break up with him. I was devastated because we'd been through sooo much together.

I didn't want a boyfriend at all after that and I was really messed up. I went through really bad self esteem issues, anorexia and shit like that. Somehow I kicked myself back into motion and beat the anorexia and found the most amazing man who I now live with (even though it's long distance while I'm studying). Let's just say I know how you feel right now, and even though it seems impossible to believe right now, you WILL get over it and you WILL love again.

... and also, it doesn't sound like he's completely sure about this break up. He's gonna regret this, I can tell you that!
 
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