Changing the way i feel
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tetemcg
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A[quote name="jasper" url="/t/49142/changing-the-way-i-feel/420#post_804523"]Yesterady after having my hair done we went out w/friends to a fish restaurant.
It was about 6ish and i hadnt had anything all day.so i ate.I had kalamari and some fries and some salad.I even had 2 pieces of bread.
Then i had a coffee and nothing else.
I was hungry at about 1 am but made myself go to sleep so i wouldnt eat at that time.
Today i have no idea what im going to have...theonly thing i think i have in my kitchen is spaggetti and i really dont want to eat that today,after my bad fried bread yesterday.
Maybe i ll only have a lettuce and tuna salad and fill up on carrots.It going to be hard cause i must make spaggetti for the rest to eat....
BE STRONG!!!!http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/281095/width/1000/height/800
Did i mention i got my PS3 move a few days ago???waiting for the zumba game to come so i can start!!!I took a photo of myself and IT!!!!Thinking maybe ill be able to workout with Tete!!!!!
))))
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OK first off I love love love your hair absolutely stunning!! And we could so have ZUMBA time together how freaking fun would that be!! You are looking so great!! Well done!! you will fit it to what ever you want soon enough!!!
It was about 6ish and i hadnt had anything all day.so i ate.I had kalamari and some fries and some salad.I even had 2 pieces of bread.
Then i had a coffee and nothing else.
I was hungry at about 1 am but made myself go to sleep so i wouldnt eat at that time.
Today i have no idea what im going to have...theonly thing i think i have in my kitchen is spaggetti and i really dont want to eat that today,after my bad fried bread yesterday.
Maybe i ll only have a lettuce and tuna salad and fill up on carrots.It going to be hard cause i must make spaggetti for the rest to eat....
BE STRONG!!!!http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/281095/width/1000/height/800
Did i mention i got my PS3 move a few days ago???waiting for the zumba game to come so i can start!!!I took a photo of myself and IT!!!!Thinking maybe ill be able to workout with Tete!!!!!
))))http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/281098/width/1000/height/800[/quote]
OK first off I love love love your hair absolutely stunning!! And we could so have ZUMBA time together how freaking fun would that be!! You are looking so great!! Well done!! you will fit it to what ever you want soon enough!!!
tetemcg
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A[quote name="MLB" url="/t/49142/changing-the-way-i-feel/440#post_804532"]Hey jasper hope those cloths will fit on you soon enough, and also look up EA sports active 2 for ps3, it has all kinds of workouts and you really work up a sweat with it, best thing is that you don't need the ps move for it. [/quote]
I have this too Jasper....and its fun...I customized about 5 routines to work around my bad knees and I still use it to check my heart rate recovery every once and awhile...I haven't been playing any of my work out games or doing my videos much....as summer is coming to an end around here and I want to be outside as much as possible!!
I have this too Jasper....and its fun...I customized about 5 routines to work around my bad knees and I still use it to check my heart rate recovery every once and awhile...I haven't been playing any of my work out games or doing my videos much....as summer is coming to an end around here and I want to be outside as much as possible!!
overtherainbow
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AYour hair looks lovely
Sorry I haven't been around much lately, I feel reaally bad. Thanks for your lovely messages xxxx
Sorry I haven't been around much lately, I feel reaally bad. Thanks for your lovely messages xxxx
jasper1
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AI will chexk that game out thanks.
Rainbow really dont think about anything you have a lot going on in your life and of course you must not feel bad!i
I had such a crapy day...i cant belive it...
Morning i went with baby and mum to do some things for her .She wanted to get registered in the unemploiment and she doesnt speak greek well so i had to go.My boy wanted to be out of the building running up and down this ramp.So i left my mum in there until our number came up.I thought its ok he is a baby want to play!So we waited ages...then our turn came and the girl told me she has ALREADY been writen in on Augusts first , mum didnt understand a thing , she was insisting she hadnt been writen in..Anyway the lady WAS right so we waited there for so long for no reason......
Then i went with mum and my boy to the center to change the dress i got for the christening (nobody liked it) and while in this big shopping center the little one was just bad.He was crying, pulling me not letting me look at clothes.My mum tryed to calm him down and he hit her.....Everyone was looking.I draged him away by his arms,his feet where not touching the ground and my mum told me to calm down.So then he seemed ok so went back and he was in and out the dressing room ect...i was going to get a dress but i saw the salesgirls face going bad cause at that moment my little one was in a empty dressing room and knocked a pair of Trying on shoes on the floor....
I knew the salesgirl was right but it pissed me of that she made that face and i gave her the LOOK gave her the dress and the hanger said very loud THANKS YOU FOR YOUR TROUBLE and shouted to mum "come on lets leave cause some LADY is making faces"
OMG!i was totaly out of it!!!!!Poor mum was SILENT.
I went home left the little one with dad and wanted to go back to the shopping center.Then i spiled my coffee all over my clothes...
Changed then the little one started crying he knew i was leaving....
So dad puts in in the other car we got to take him for a walk.I went to the car to give him the nappies he had forgot and the little one started to CRY HIS EYES OUT AGAIN ONCE HE SAW ME NOT GETTING IN With him.So my husband started yelling at me that i couldnt wait a minute for him to leave and stuff like that while driving away.
I came inside and just cryed on my sofa....for about 10 minutes.
Got up left.
Then i did change the dress.Called my husband to tell him.I told him i am going to my mums again to see if she has a peticoat(dont know the spelling for this!) he asked WHY i need it.I said cause the dress i got is a little see through..AND he started....why i got a dress that is see throuhg bla blah blah....MY NERVES WHERE NOT GOOD....So i got the thing from mum came back home out the dress on for him to see and he said to me " it is terrible.Why did u get it????" " your ass seems like 8 meters" and " you must be joking"
So i wanted to just lock myself in the bathroom and SOB but instead we got i call telling us that my mother in laws puppy I SAVED FROM A SHELTER Ran away.I love that dog.I cryied again left my housework unfinished and we took the car to go find him.The drive to her house is about 40 minues and we searcher for 2 hours.Didnt find him.We were shoutingout his name looking around and nothing.That poor little dog is lost now on the streets by himself....
So this day was bad.I hated it.I am sad , tired , pissed off, moody,everything.
I miss our dog already.My mother in law is away again to Crete and she doesnt know.Her husband said that he will wait till tommorow to tell her...She will be so sad.It was last year that hr other dog was killed.Now this one.I am so sorry for him.I wish he would come back.
Food was 2 bowls of soup (flavoured water!)
2 thick slices of bread.150 gr,of feta chesse.
Rainbow really dont think about anything you have a lot going on in your life and of course you must not feel bad!i
I had such a crapy day...i cant belive it...
Morning i went with baby and mum to do some things for her .She wanted to get registered in the unemploiment and she doesnt speak greek well so i had to go.My boy wanted to be out of the building running up and down this ramp.So i left my mum in there until our number came up.I thought its ok he is a baby want to play!So we waited ages...then our turn came and the girl told me she has ALREADY been writen in on Augusts first , mum didnt understand a thing , she was insisting she hadnt been writen in..Anyway the lady WAS right so we waited there for so long for no reason......
Then i went with mum and my boy to the center to change the dress i got for the christening (nobody liked it) and while in this big shopping center the little one was just bad.He was crying, pulling me not letting me look at clothes.My mum tryed to calm him down and he hit her.....Everyone was looking.I draged him away by his arms,his feet where not touching the ground and my mum told me to calm down.So then he seemed ok so went back and he was in and out the dressing room ect...i was going to get a dress but i saw the salesgirls face going bad cause at that moment my little one was in a empty dressing room and knocked a pair of Trying on shoes on the floor....
I knew the salesgirl was right but it pissed me of that she made that face and i gave her the LOOK gave her the dress and the hanger said very loud THANKS YOU FOR YOUR TROUBLE and shouted to mum "come on lets leave cause some LADY is making faces"
OMG!i was totaly out of it!!!!!Poor mum was SILENT.
I went home left the little one with dad and wanted to go back to the shopping center.Then i spiled my coffee all over my clothes...
Changed then the little one started crying he knew i was leaving....
So dad puts in in the other car we got to take him for a walk.I went to the car to give him the nappies he had forgot and the little one started to CRY HIS EYES OUT AGAIN ONCE HE SAW ME NOT GETTING IN With him.So my husband started yelling at me that i couldnt wait a minute for him to leave and stuff like that while driving away.
I came inside and just cryed on my sofa....for about 10 minutes.
Got up left.
Then i did change the dress.Called my husband to tell him.I told him i am going to my mums again to see if she has a peticoat(dont know the spelling for this!) he asked WHY i need it.I said cause the dress i got is a little see through..AND he started....why i got a dress that is see throuhg bla blah blah....MY NERVES WHERE NOT GOOD....So i got the thing from mum came back home out the dress on for him to see and he said to me " it is terrible.Why did u get it????" " your ass seems like 8 meters" and " you must be joking"
So i wanted to just lock myself in the bathroom and SOB but instead we got i call telling us that my mother in laws puppy I SAVED FROM A SHELTER Ran away.I love that dog.I cryied again left my housework unfinished and we took the car to go find him.The drive to her house is about 40 minues and we searcher for 2 hours.Didnt find him.We were shoutingout his name looking around and nothing.That poor little dog is lost now on the streets by himself....
So this day was bad.I hated it.I am sad , tired , pissed off, moody,everything.
I miss our dog already.My mother in law is away again to Crete and she doesnt know.Her husband said that he will wait till tommorow to tell her...She will be so sad.It was last year that hr other dog was killed.Now this one.I am so sorry for him.I wish he would come back.
Food was 2 bowls of soup (flavoured water!)
2 thick slices of bread.150 gr,of feta chesse.
katehunibun
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AAwww sweetie.
What a totally shite day! It always comes at the same time huh. I'm really sorry you had to deal with that all in one day.
Big hugs. Xxxx
What a totally shite day!
It always comes at the same time huh. I'm really sorry you had to deal with that all in one day.Big hugs. Xxxx
overtherainbow
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AHugs xxxxx Sounds like a horrible day. I can't beleive how rude your husband was to you, you are getting really slim now, and feeling great, and he goes and says something horrible like that. I hope he apologised to you. I really hope the dog is found soon I lost my new cat, and it is horrible, just that huge empty void of worry in your chest about whether they are hungry, whether they have been found... I think people are more likely to take in a lost dog off the street than they are a cat. Really hope his found soon hun xxxxx
I lost my new cat, and it is horrible, just that huge empty void of worry in your chest about whether they are hungry, whether they have been found... I think people are more likely to take in a lost dog off the street than they are a cat. Really hope his found soon hun xxxxx
jasper1
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Athanks girls!
We havent found our dog yet.Ive been on all these animal sites and on facebook sending out the message with photos...I hope he is ok and not scared.
It seems that these days are generaly bad.I am getting bad news from all over
So i had today 2 coffees
a plate of spaggetti
piece of feta cheese and 4 mini toasts/
Lots of housework
Well NO he didnt say sorry actually we havent spoken about the DRESS at all.I hate the damn dress...i spent 120 euros for nothing...i cant change it a second time.Anyway we are leaving on Friday and i want to take my dog with.The shipping company told me i can and she will be in a room with other dogs.I can have her wakling around on board.So i told my husband i want to take her and he doesnt.
He wants to leave her up stairs on the balcony and my sister to come every day and feed her.But i dont want her alone , locked out on the balcony for 5 days especially now that my mother in laws dog is missing , i would be so sad , terrrible if something was to happen to her.So i think im going to make a big point that she IS coming with whether he likes it or not.She is a pain really she is so crazy and always wants to eat, she makes me really made lots of time but i love her and she is MINE.So ok!
I really hope we get the little dog back,i am very sad,keep thinking if he is hungry m scared or hurt.Thinking of that little face he has all alone...omg....
im off to read some news from you girls
We havent found our dog yet.Ive been on all these animal sites and on facebook sending out the message with photos...I hope he is ok and not scared.
It seems that these days are generaly bad.I am getting bad news from all over
So i had today 2 coffees
a plate of spaggetti
piece of feta cheese and 4 mini toasts/
Lots of housework
Well NO he didnt say sorry actually we havent spoken about the DRESS at all.I hate the damn dress...i spent 120 euros for nothing...i cant change it a second time.Anyway we are leaving on Friday and i want to take my dog with.The shipping company told me i can and she will be in a room with other dogs.I can have her wakling around on board.So i told my husband i want to take her and he doesnt.
He wants to leave her up stairs on the balcony and my sister to come every day and feed her.But i dont want her alone , locked out on the balcony for 5 days especially now that my mother in laws dog is missing , i would be so sad , terrrible if something was to happen to her.So i think im going to make a big point that she IS coming with whether he likes it or not.She is a pain really she is so crazy and always wants to eat, she makes me really made lots of time but i love her and she is MINE.So ok!
I really hope we get the little dog back,i am very sad,keep thinking if he is hungry m scared or hurt.Thinking of that little face he has all alone...omg....
im off to read some news from you girls
jasper1
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AWell i received a call last night from this lady that is in to all this stray dog saving and she was the one that told me where to go and get the dog from a few months ago./she called me cause she saw on fb that i had sent out so many messagew leting people know he is lost so if they see him to call me....WELL..She mad me so sad, and mad i couldnt sleep until six am
She acused me for the loss of our dog,even though the dog was living w my motherin law she even said that the dog probably ran away cause my father in law wasnt nice to him ans didnt feed him
She spoke so bad i didnt have the power to say much i felt so bad i really did feel guilty.
So after sad went away i just couldnt sleep my heart was beating so fast and i was thinking that she humiliated me so bad for something that wasnt my fault.She humiliated my family too
So i log on to fb and i said what i should of told her on the phone and i saw today she had answered back saying that she is leaving now to go search for MY dog since nobody else is..likes she knows what i am doing........?i told her off real good again and said that i do not want to hear from her anymore only if there is any news about the dog.I said other things too and tonight even though i am still angry i feel much better i spoke for myself and my family.That silly cow.
Well as for food
I had 2 coffees --150 cals
1 energy drink---150 cals
half a grilled steak with little salad---????
1 diet yoghurt --200 cals
1 cereal diet bar===90 cals
Didnt mention my periods came yesterday.I was planing to take that pill on Thursady to make my periods not come.but they came 2 days earlier.And that has never happened i am always like a clock.I think it is all this stress i had these days.So ill be going to crete with my periods and missing out on the water park.........
Also my zumba belt came today.Unfortunatly the ps3 zumba game the ammount was refunded by paypal cause the seller was a con...So got the belt and control but not the game....
Generaly these days are shit.I mean really shit.I dont know what in the air but its really bad days.Hope they ll be over soon..im sick of been down..i need some happy vibes!
She acused me for the loss of our dog,even though the dog was living w my motherin law she even said that the dog probably ran away cause my father in law wasnt nice to him ans didnt feed him
She spoke so bad i didnt have the power to say much i felt so bad i really did feel guilty.
So after sad went away i just couldnt sleep my heart was beating so fast and i was thinking that she humiliated me so bad for something that wasnt my fault.She humiliated my family too
So i log on to fb and i said what i should of told her on the phone and i saw today she had answered back saying that she is leaving now to go search for MY dog since nobody else is..likes she knows what i am doing........?i told her off real good again and said that i do not want to hear from her anymore only if there is any news about the dog.I said other things too and tonight even though i am still angry i feel much better i spoke for myself and my family.That silly cow.
Well as for food
I had 2 coffees --150 cals
1 energy drink---150 cals
half a grilled steak with little salad---????
1 diet yoghurt --200 cals
1 cereal diet bar===90 cals
Didnt mention my periods came yesterday.I was planing to take that pill on Thursady to make my periods not come.but they came 2 days earlier.And that has never happened i am always like a clock.I think it is all this stress i had these days.So ill be going to crete with my periods and missing out on the water park.........
Also my zumba belt came today.Unfortunatly the ps3 zumba game the ammount was refunded by paypal cause the seller was a con...So got the belt and control but not the game....
Generaly these days are shit.I mean really shit.I dont know what in the air but its really bad days.Hope they ll be over soon..im sick of been down..i need some happy vibes!
katehunibun
New member
AHeya sweetie.
Wow, you really are having a bad time of it hun but you will smile again soon. 
Well done you for standing up for yourself, it feels good doesn't it.
Sending lots of happy vibes your way sweetie
Xx
Wow, you really are having a bad time of it hun
but you will smile again soon. Well done you for standing up for yourself, it feels good doesn't it.
Sending lots of happy vibes your way sweetie
Xx
overtherainbow
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AI know how upset you are about the dog, and I am so angry that that woman tried to make you feel even worse. What a bitch. She seems like a bit of an activist, into her animals and stuff, which is all good, but how can she be so caring to animal but so horrible to people. I can't beleive that she accussed your father in low of being creul to the dog, that is ridiculous, as you know. Glad you messaged that to her. Don't take a word she says to heart, she seems really warped.
Glad paypal refunded you the money, they did that with me ages ago actually because the Abercrombie and Fitch jumper I bought for nick was fake. Its a pain having to wait again for another one tho.
Hope things get better for you soon
xxxxx
Glad paypal refunded you the money, they did that with me ages ago actually because the Abercrombie and Fitch jumper I bought for nick was fake. Its a pain having to wait again for another one tho.
Hope things get better for you soon
xxxxx
jasper1
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Athanks ladies!!!
Its 9 twenty am and i am getting last things ready the ship is leaving at 2 in the afternoon but we are leaving the house in an hour to get my father in low (thanks rainbow for the spelling!!!!)
Love u all and ill be back on Tuesday night or maybe ill try get on the net while im there!
Hugs and kisses!
Its 9 twenty am and i am getting last things ready the ship is leaving at 2 in the afternoon but we are leaving the house in an hour to get my father in low (thanks rainbow for the spelling!!!!)
Love u all and ill be back on Tuesday night or maybe ill try get on the net while im there!
Hugs and kisses!
overtherainbow
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AHave a great trip :hugs: Be good!
Its spelt... Father in law Did I say father in low?! Eeek! Lol.
Its spelt... Father in law
Did I say father in low?! Eeek! Lol.
katehunibun
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AYou should do what my brother does and call them the 'out-laws' !!!!!
Have a great trip sweetie. Xxx
Have a great trip sweetie. Xxx
decisionmaker
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AAh, girl, you have been doing it SO ROUGH! You poor thing! I can't believe it is possible for your arse to look 8 metres - have you SEEN the pics of your skinny little leopard-printed bum at the top of the last page? you are so gorgeous! It's awful that he said soemthing like this to you when you were having such a crap day and probably felt really horribly vulnerable.
And I love the pic of you with your sunglasses on! you look gorgeous!
Meanwhile, you are eating pretty much NOTHING. I'm watching you, woman!
x
And I love the pic of you with your sunglasses on! you look gorgeous!
Meanwhile, you are eating pretty much NOTHING. I'm watching you, woman!
x
overtherainbow
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ABeen missing you. You should be back now!!!! I'm sending all the get-your-arse-on-the-computer vibes to Greece that I can muster up. Hope your break helped you to relax and you feel happier xxxxx
jasper1
New member
ABACK!!!just got back.Its smething to 8 in the morning....I havent slept at all yet.
The ship left Crete at 10 pm and arrived at six am.Got luggage and the car and came home about an hour.My boy is sleeping in his bed and im getting ready too!
I ,must say i have NOT eaten good.There was eating out every day and eating crapy cakes and snacks.
I knew from the start i was going to eat bad cause our plans of staying at my husbands brothers house didnt work out so we stayed in a room and had to order out every day and then eat again out at night...
NOT MANY choices in that village we stayed in.I mean i couldnt even find my cigerette make i smoke , there!So I did go on the scales first thing i got home naked ,no going to the loo for nearly 2 days and it read 83,5.....so HOPFULLY IT WILL STAY THAT WAY NOT GO UP.
I will say again i ate BAD.
Well im happy to be back will log on later when i wake up!!!lots to say and gossip about!
Thank you lovely ladies for your kind words!Missed you guys!
The ship left Crete at 10 pm and arrived at six am.Got luggage and the car and came home about an hour.My boy is sleeping in his bed and im getting ready too!
I ,must say i have NOT eaten good.There was eating out every day and eating crapy cakes and snacks.
I knew from the start i was going to eat bad cause our plans of staying at my husbands brothers house didnt work out so we stayed in a room and had to order out every day and then eat again out at night...
NOT MANY choices in that village we stayed in.I mean i couldnt even find my cigerette make i smoke , there!So I did go on the scales first thing i got home naked ,no going to the loo for nearly 2 days and it read 83,5.....so HOPFULLY IT WILL STAY THAT WAY NOT GO UP.
I will say again i ate BAD.
Well im happy to be back will log on later when i wake up!!!lots to say and gossip about!
Thank you lovely ladies for your kind words!Missed you guys!
Irishprincess
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Wow, i hope you enjoyed your holiday!! Doooooooooont be worrying about eating like crap that last few days, thats what holidays are all about
Well done on losing 14kg you trooper!!WOOP WOOP to you!