Hi Folks!
I haven't weighed myself this morning as I want to try not to obsess about it because I have decided to be stricter for a week or so & know that I will get back to 69kgs. I read a few labels today & just re-read my maintenence guidelines for the first time for about 4-5 weeks & have realised why I haven't dropped a couple of kilos since Mum went home. Duh!
I have been eating the wrong things unintentionally really, including nuts & the bar I took on the bush walk the other day-OMG! It's been my snacking that has been bad. I can feel the consequences.
So I am re-committed, re-focussed, back to being more vigilant. The extra 2-3 kilos is uncomfortable on my stomach. I think I may have lost 1 of them already. I have upped my water & really cut down on carbs but hadn't factored in nuts for some reason. I have been snacking on the wrong things. I shopped today & bought Cohen's fruit & vegies, no chocolate, no sweet biscuits.......
I am keen on eBay selling & will head off for a look about in a minute. I had a hair cut this morning & feel fired up & positive still & have received lots of encouragement from my young hairdresser & "Gigi" to see about the job I had dreamt about(this is
not the job of my dreams, just a job I dreamt about! They both said what do you have to lose. Gigi picked fearing rejection as my reason for not doing anything. Spot on. Fearing embarrassment from rejection more like. I know all of the owners at this work-place & lots of workers! Still considering doing it though.
It's my LH's 58th birthday tomorrow & we are taking our son, DIL & grand-kids out for dinner tomorrow night. I may contact a few friends to see if they want to meet us afterwards for drinks at the pub. It's a bit tricky with us as once you start asking where do you stop? Our YS is working on Sat morning so can't come up for dinner as he lives in Hobart (opposite end of the state).
I feel pretty good today still. It feels good to be gaining mental strength. I am so stiff though. It was a long steep walk on Tuesday & I battled with it a bit after having 4 whole weeks off. My hiking stick will really help as I mostly need it going down-hill. Bush sticks are too rough on my hands. My walking around our block did not prepare me for it, obviously. I must try to go for some walks in between Wacky Walks with my pack.
I think I had a leech on me as I had blood on my leg, under my knee & it has itched like crazy since. I'm glad I didn't know at the time or see the leech as I loathe them. I would rather see a tiger snake than a leech. Snakes want to get away from you usually, leeches seek your blood!

Gigi asked me if I went to 8-ball last night & when I said no & I am sick of being the only wife who goes she said "Great! Come with me to fit-ball then as it's on the same night at 6.30pm. We are going to start it up again soon."
Has any-one done fit-ball? What's it like? She says it's fun & you can do it at your own pace. It sounds like a good idea, especially because it's 24 hours after my walk. I used to love aerobics, especially aqua-aerobics & I need to exercise with good company!!
Exercise + good company= Positive Cate!
I am hungry for some reason right now. I had steak & vegies for lunch but have had
no crackers today so had better go & have a couple of them & a big glass of water. I used to feel so good eating strictly Cohen's that I must get that feeling back & be stricter with my diet again. I feel much healthier & more energetic when I am eating healthier. I am learning as I go & am once again being more aware of my reactions to food. It has to be good & I know I will keep making mistakes & testing the limits but I am constantly learning.
I'll probably come back tonight for a quick peek. Cheers for now, Cate.