BmOhearn's diary

How are you bm. I'm guessing you're still laid low. That's bad luck for you. I hope you're better soon.
 
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I had an amazing Christmas. I got lots of awesome stuff. I got my ab lounge. I havent used it much. I ate so bad today. I had breakfast..500 calories. And for dinner i had.. 700 for the burger + 330 for the fries. So... 1530 for the day. I really want the other half of the burger, but i'll be good. I'll use the ab lounge later tonight too.

I have to get back on track.
 
So your Christmas was good despite feeling sick. That's great! Glad to hear you are ready to get going again now too. :)
 
I did 50 sit ups on my ab chair last night. I am going to count my calories again today..yesterday i didnt do a good job of counting EVERYTHING. Oh well. I have to go to school today and find a way to pay for next semester... loan money???
i wanted to use financial age, but my mom cant find her income tax that i need. So there goes that idea. i hope i can go. i dont want to quit school.
 
I had Ramen Noodles for breakfast/lunch. 380 calories. it twas delicious. :)

I am going to do 50 sit-ups, and then hopefully head off to school. i need to ask for a way to get a student loan. Whatever.I really like school, and i dont want to drop out. i'm so nervous. I also need a job. I need to go find one. ugh.
 
That is a pain isn't it? I don't know much about financing education in your country but my impression is that there are lots of options. I hope you get this sorted out soon.

That chair will be great for your tummy won't it?
 
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felici said:
That is a pain isn't it? I don't know much about financing education in your country but my impression is that there are lots of options. I hope you get this sorted out soon.

That chair will be great for your tummy won't it?
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I have many options for paying for my college, but its just time, and the money, and the co-signer i dont have. i still have a slight chance of not having to drop out for a semester. The chair will be amazing for my stomach. My goal is 50 sit-ups every day. :)
 
I had a good calorie day. i drank nothing but water, though it wasnt a lot of water. I had 380 cals for breakfast/lunch.. then a half of a ham sandwhich for a lunch/snack which was 142 cals, and then a bowl of mac and cheese with 2 pcs of bread...bread cals were only 140... that is 662 for the day - the mac and cheese. But i have no idea how much the mac and cheese cals were. i only had one bowl, so it couldnt have been all that much...Way less than 900 calories. So i stayed in my limit today. Yay for me. i really was icecream, but i'll resist for the night. i'll keep myself busy somehow. lol. i'm going to put pictures on my camera, and cds on my computer for my ipod.

I have to clean up my room a bit too.

college is so expensive. i finished last semester.. but this semester i only have a SLIM chance on being able to go. I can get a student loan, but it will be coming a little bit later than the cut-off date for payments. I will call them tomorrow and speak with some one who can possibly but my a little slack. I'm so stressed out. I'm having such a hard time. i lost my job during a time that it is the hardest to find a job, and i cant afford to go to college. But my stepmom got a seasonal part time job, and she is leaving on Saturday, so i might take her spot... if they will let me. Its at Victoria Secrets (a bra/undies/lingerie store) That will be major motivation for me to lose weight... they have posters of models everywhere in the store.

i am quite suprised that i'm not rampaging the refrigerator seeing as i'm COMPLETELY stressed out. But the way i see it... i dont need my weight to be stressed out about either. I'm managing to stay under 200, though my weight has leveled off a bit since i ate so badly on Xmas eve and xmas. oh well... back on track time.
 
I want to munch SO badly! But i want to be a little thinner for my weigh-in on January 1st. (i'm on team 1) And thats not all that far away. I'm going to try setting goals for myself to do ALL month. Like... burn off 1000 calories a week in cardio exercise. And use my ab chair every-day, about 50 sit-ups. Some say it takes 30 days to form a habit. Next month has 31. I wont cheat either. Being in a team means i have to be determined, theres a sort of pressure that goes along with it. A pressure that forces you to be strong.

I looked up the calories in my dinner. I only had one bowl of macaroni and cheese, but i'm not sure whether it was more than 1 serving, but it was DEFINATELY less then 2. So i figure about 200 and 400 calories. That leaves me lots of calories that remained un-eaten. 1062 calories eaten... plus i had 2 hershey kisses, and some pez. But thats not all that bad. YEY me. i wont snack.. no matter how badly i want to. Because i'll be proud of myself tomorrow. I'm at my dad's house tonight. i miss sleeping next to my Danny boy. :(
I love him so much.
 
bmohearn said:
i am quite suprised that i'm not rampaging the refrigerator seeing as i'm COMPLETELY stressed out. But the way i see it... i dont need my weight to be stressed out about either. I'm managing to stay under 200, though my weight has leveled off a bit since i ate so badly on Xmas eve and xmas. oh well... back on track time.
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That is sooo true! I wish I could have imprinted that down in my brain years ago!!

I totally admire the way you keep on seeking the best controlled food for yourself out of some unideal choices - and making good choices about what to do with your time as well. Keep it up!! We are over the Christmas hump! :D
 
i had a great day today. i had 1405 calories. I woke up late and ate mac and cheese, and grilled cheese sandwhich.(585 calories all together) then i waited until dinner and had 2 peices of pizza, and quite a few chips. (pizza= 400 cals all together) I figured that i had lots of calories to spare, and i had some really bad cravings. i had 18 chips. (140 cals for 6 chips..they were big) Anyway... i know its not GREAT... but i still was happy with myself. I also did my 50 situps.

i weighed myself at night again.. STUPID!!!! i weigh 198 though, so i still remain under my 200 limit, and i will weigh myself in the morning to see how much i really weigh. i miss my boyfriend Danny. i hate not sleeping next to him at night!
 
Go bm! I hope you have another good day. Maybe one of those refrigerators you check out will have some veges in it one day!! :D
 
felici said:
Go bm! I hope you have another good day. Maybe one of those refrigerators you check out will have some veges in it one day!! :D
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i hope so. I found celery in my dad's this morning. I dont buy my own groceries... so i have to make due with what i can find. So thats why i mainly try to portion everything.
 
yea it's rough raiding other peoples fridge, It's kinda like the luck of the draw.... when it comes to bad foods just try to portion it all out.....
 
i woke up almost after lunch time, but i made myself something to eat anyways. I had a turkey sandwhich, and a few chip crumbs. turkey= 70 cals, bacon = 70 cals, ranch dressing = 70 cals, lettuce= barely enough to count, bread = 140 for 2 slices, chips = about 140 calories. Thats 490 calories for lunch. Then i bought a gatorade, because i was sick of water, and wanted to drink something besides water. thats 50 calories. (i only had SOME of it. i might drink the rest later.. i only have 100 calories left of it, i shared some with my sister) Thats 540 for the day so far. i'm having chicken for dinner. not "good for me" chicken... but fried chicken. I dont have a choice... thats what they're making. But instead of chips, i'll have some celery with it. the chicken is about 250 calories for 6 pieces. Its bad, but i have a low calorie count still. i have split up my sit ups today. i've already done 25, and i'll do another 25 later. Cool. i'll keep track of the rest of it somehow. i've lost another pound. i weight 195 now. it took a while to lose the other pound, but christmas was here and i ate horribly. so i'm still on track sort of. My goal by Valentines is 180. I have about a month and a half to do it, so i might be able to do it. :D

I'm going to go make a sheet that i can keep track of my goals. I'm excited for the january challenge!!
 
A little more and you will be a quarter of the way to your goal. I think being in the challenge will fit in well for you.
 
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