BmOhearn's diary

fsaiidni said:
great job excersizing!!! my bf's friend lost 30 lbs on DDR!!! keep up the great dancing skillz!!
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REALLY??? thats a lot. A year or so ago some schools actually put it into there gym classes, and started clubs for it.. to promote exercise for all those video-game addicted people. lol.
 
I weighed myself when i woke up. i weigh 197.i lost 1 more lb! YAY DDR. Its such a fun game, and its such a workout.

Breakfast: TUrkey sandwich. 184 calories, and a glass of apple juice. 110 calories. 294 calories total.

I'm waiting for a package to come and then i'm going to go to my insurance agent to pay my bill. Me and my un-organization lost it.

I have to wrap presents, buy a picture frame, and buy a few stocking stuffers, and candy for a few people.

I want to play DDR again sometime today. 200 calories is what i want to burn. But i have work today at 5 i believe.

I'm happy that i lost another pound.. but i'm not going to be able to get my goal weight of 190 by xmas. Oh well...by new years!

Busy day ahead of me... still need to write the essay so i can hand it in tomorrow!
 
I only had an orange for lunch. about 62 calories. i'm not hungry for much else. I'm still waiting for the damn package to come. Or i should say Dan is waiting for a package to come... but i really need to take a shower and get going. i have to pay my bill, and i have to get to work later today too! i feel way overwhelmed. I really dont want to work. But i'm so bored right now... my boyfriend is too busy with his damn games to pay any attention to me. OMG that gets on my nerves sooo much. i want to slap him back into reality. ugh. i'm going to take my shower.

My new xmas goal is to weigh 195. I already weigh 197... i just need to lose 2 more lbs this week. i hope i can do it. i am going to keep making little goals for myself.should be good.
 
sounds like you've got your goals set out and your organized too =-) don't forget to plan your meals ahead of time and be prepared for that xmas meal! DDR sounds like a lot of fun
 
Bad me

i went out and did all my errands. But my bf got me KFC for lunch. First time having fast food in a while. (excluding Quiznos and Subway).. i had 890 calories. BAD ME. But it really doesnt agree with my tummy. So... i wont be eating it again soon. total of 1246 for the day. I'm going to be at work for dinner, so i probably wont be eating dinner. i might have a snack, or another orange when i get home.

When i get home from work tonight i have to do a little bit of homework, but i'm probably going to put it off until tomorrow.

Instead i'll probably play DDR a whole bunch. I'll try to burn away some of my lunch calories... so... about 300 is my goal for tonight.

I wish i could plan out my meals... but i really cant. Only because i dont always know whats in the house, or where i'll be because i dont buy my own groceries. I just try to be prepared.

i'll post after i exercise tonight.
 
A Bad Time

I got fired from my job yestrday! It was the same thing as the last time i got in trouble. There is a stupid manager named Steven who absolutely hates me for absolutely no reason. He told the General Manager of the restaurant that i said "NO" to everyone who wanted me to do some work. So the general Manager of the restaurant decided to fire me right before Christmas! I am so pissed because i've never refused to do anything! I dont have a chance though. So i've decided to try and get over it. I'm going to go the mall near me and apply for a job. its right near xmas so i know they wont need much help... but even if i can get 10 hours a week, i'll get 2 part time jobs or something. That would make sense.

I ate terrible last night! I went to my mom's house after i got fired and ate grilled cheese, 2 frosted oatmeal cookies, and 3 handfuls of corn chips!!!

Today i had nothing except an entire small pizza. So i know i have to exercise later tonight. i'm going shopping with my mother tonight, but w/e.

Good luck everyone.
 
That is bad news about your job. A mean decision. Some people just shouldn't be in positions of authority! At least you know the problem is with them not you. I hope it isn't too hard to get another start - and I hope you get to work with some nicer people!! In my experience most employers won't take on permanent staff right before all the holidays, but Christmas makes most places really busy so perhaps you can get some casual work. Good on you for deciding to move on.
 
What is wrong with me?

I had nothing for lunch, and Dan's parents bought me a small pizza... so i ate it all. about 1600 calories!! What is wrong with me? Then i just had a quesadilla. i mean.. i'm completely stupid. i messed up my diet 2 days in a row. i am proud of myself that i am full a lot quicker now. So my stomach or at least my appetite is shrinking. Tomorrow i will recommit. I will play DDR all day, and burn 800 calories throughout the day. My mother took me to the mall tonight and bought me a winter coat, and got me my ears pierced for the second time. Tomorrow i will "recommit"

i did bad. woopsie. The xmas season sucks like that sometimes.
 
I am starting to feel really bad. I hate that i cheated on my diet. i have a low self-esteem now like i used to. I've learned my lesson though. I didnt need to eat the entire pizza. i dont want to weight 210 again. nope nope nope. there is nothing i can do about it now, and i know i still want to lose weight, so all i can do is recommit myself tomorrow.

Any one have any techniques that might make me feel better on days that i cheat?
 
I don't know. Maybe you can say that you are recommitting again straight away as soon as you feel bad - like you don't have to wait until tomorrow? Is there any way for you to get a bit more of the foods you need - so you don't skip lunch and then you're not so hungry and don't go crazy?

You are still motivated and still committed to your change. I'm sure that will keep you moving. :)
 
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You're right felici, it does keep me moving. I know now that i made a mistake, and can get over it. But today is a new day, and i WONT do that again. I'm also going to start figuring out calories before i eat it... so i have an idea. thank you.
 
Waking up late.

I woke up at 11:30 am, and went upstairs to grab lunch. ( i slept through breakfast and dont really like it anyways) I had a DELICIOUS sandwich. Honey Ham (90 calories for 3 slices), Swiss Cheese (106 calories), Potato Bread (180 for 2 slices... its all they had in the house) B&B pickles (10 calories for 4) a bit of mustard (0 calories) and 11 chips (150 calories). And a glass of refreshing apple juice (110 calories)

645 calories all together. It was delicious!!! I might have it again later...(just the sandwich and some water.) It would only be about 386 calories.

Today i'm really not doing much of anything. I'm going to play DDR throughout the day and burn 600 calories (i thought 800 yesteray... but i changed my mind..AGAIN)

I have to go to the mall at some point to buy a damn picture frame. And i'm not leaving until i find the perfect one!! Plus Danny has some more shopping to do.

I have to wrap presents.

I have to make a list of stuff i need for baking. Then MAYBE start baking with Danny's mother.

A lot to get done, but i'm still happy. Its still a pretty relaxing day.
 
I just realized you're only a year older then me =o.
I wake up late all the time..it's just so much better then waking up early(or that's how I feel). I like the sound of your meal! You are really doing well managing yourself! Keep up the great work!
 
thanks so much! its awesome to meet someone around my age.its also a pain for us who dont buy our own groceries!
 
You guys are both doing really well with your choices. It seems like there's a lot more thought required to choose well when you don't shop for yourself. I really admire the deterination that's keeping you going. I still don't know if I could cope.
 
I'm so glad I do the grocery shopping for the house. If hubby wants something I don't buy, he goes and gets it for himself. This way, I can keep the chips out of the house, keep the candy out (he'll eat it if it's here, but won't go out for it) and can keep only low fat or ff icecream in the freezer.
 
bmohearn said:
thanks so much! its awesome to meet someone around my age.its also a pain for us who dont buy our own groceries!
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It really is, but I managed to get my mom on board with buying stuff that I feel like I need, and she's been pretty supportive , but before, it was a huge pain in the butt, I felt the need to eat everything unhealthy that my mom bought. :p
 
i am going to teach myself a lesson. I'm tired of feeling like its ok to over eat.. So i am not going to bed until i burn off 900 calories. I had 2393 calories today (thats how much i usually used to have) and now i'm not going to bed until i burn off the 900 extra, un-needed calories. I dont care how long it takes. i'm going to do it.

I hope this will get me back on track.
 
bmohearn said:
i am going to teach myself a lesson. I'm tired of feeling like its ok to over eat.. So i am not going to bed until i burn off 900 calories. I had 2393 calories today (thats how much i usually used to have) and now i'm not going to bed until i burn off the 900 extra, un-needed calories. I dont care how long it takes. i'm going to do it.

I hope this will get me back on track.
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Aww. I feel like having days where I eat that much like I used to. I don't think you need to burn off 900 though, just enough to make a defecit =o. But good luck! You can do what you set your mind to.:)
 
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