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know all that stuff about inner beauty. But that doesn't change the fact that women are judged by their outer beauty more than by the inner. Sad but true.

you're starting to sound like me -knock if off - -you are not hideous... not one little bit...
 
My dad's medicine he was taking (just finished it yesterday) has made him constipated. So I've been plying him with fiber this morning. So far he's had 28g of it today--well, 18g so far, but after he eats the homemade applesauce I'm making right now, it'll be 28g. The whole house smells like apples and cinnamon now--lovely.

Better keep the path to the crapper clear...

David
 
I didn't say I was hideous--I said you all might think I'm hideous..lmao.

maybe if somoene didnt have a brain to think with they might but the majority of people here do have some sense of a brain and wouldn't ever think that... geeesh...
 
My dad's medicine he was taking (just finished it yesterday) has made him constipated. So I've been plying him with fiber this morning. So far he's had 28g of it today--well, 18g so far, but after he eats the homemade applesauce I'm making right now, it'll be 28g. The whole house smells like apples and cinnamon now--lovely.

Better keep the path to the crapper clear...

David

well when the constipation clears up the smell might change a little bit - keep those apples coming..
 
apples and cinnamon now--lovely. :)[/QUOTE]

OH MAN!! homemade applesauce, there is nothing better!! LUCKY PEOPLE!! :hurray:

Yeah MEN will be MEN right? I was at my sisters the other day and her H was sitting on the couch we got into this very discussion, because she was putting on some makeup and he said to her, You don't need that, you look good without it!! My H says the same thing, but we gained up on him and said well that's interesting, because anytime our H's comment about a lady they see, it's ALWAYS about ones that are dolled up with makeup and hair done, NEVER do they make a nice comment about the girls that are not dolled up, he tried to defend himself, but he knew it was true. There is no explaination for this, I just think it's a guy thing. Maybe one of the guys out here can put it in perspective for us, that would be nice!! Funny however, that the ones they comment about that look good without the makeup is the one that they are married too, HMMMMMMM

Still, I have no doubt you look great!! I mean I've seen your past photos and you do have a pretty face, and I dont care if that was 10-15 years ago, you might have a little more weight on you, but your face is going to look the same, maybe you might have a little fine line or something, but girl, there is no way it could have changed from beautiful to hideous in a matter of 10-15 years NO WAY!!
 
told ya you wouldn't be satisfied with a 14 :)

way to go on getting into the 16s :) that's great!

way to go on hitting the half century...

Well, I will be thrilled to death when I hit the 14s, and if I never get below that, I would be ok with it. However, if 14 is the old 16, then I wouldn't be happy with a 14...lol. I've heard (we had this discussion in your diary) that sizes have increased over the last 10 years. So I'm thinking these 16s are really more like 18s. ;) Once I get below 200lbs, I should be able to fit into old 14s snugly.
 
I really need to go back and research the specifics how sizes have changed... because I know damnwell i didn't wear a size 12 jeans when i was in college and I while I weighed about 20 - 30lbs less - I was much more - tight... and I was bigger than a 12..

ah well -it's a number -just a number - it's what we see in the mirror that should matter :D
 
Haha! Glad you like my pic of me as Pat from SNL. I weighed about 200lbs when that was taken. And I do have a pillow stuffed in my shirt for extra padding..lol.

I've gotta say, I'm afraid to post recent pics for fear you'll all say I'm gorgeous even if you think I look hideous...lmao.

Hit 50lbs lost today. :D

So excited for you Kim!!! Awesome job girlie :).

You really really truly looked pretty in that pic you posted from a few years ago. Better than the 90's pics in fact, which are very cute and I'm not just saying that. :)
 
:iagree: With everyone else you are far from looking hideous! Congrats on hitting the 50 lb loss mark that is such a BIG accomplishment!You are doing so awesome and I can't wait to check you out when you meet your happy place goal! POST those pics you will be amazed the BIG difference you see,I can't tell by looking in the MIRROR but when I put before and now pics I can tell.Hope you have a wonderful day GORGEOUS, :cheers2:Tammy
 
OH MAN!! homemade applesauce, there is nothing better!! LUCKY PEOPLE!! :hurray:

Yeah MEN will be MEN right? I was at my sisters the other day and her H was sitting on the couch we got into this very discussion, because she was putting on some makeup and he said to her, You don't need that, you look good without it!! My H says the same thing, but we gained up on him and said well that's interesting, because anytime our H's comment about a lady they see, it's ALWAYS about ones that are dolled up with makeup and hair done, NEVER do they make a nice comment about the girls that are not dolled up, he tried to defend himself, but he knew it was true. There is no explaination for this, I just think it's a guy thing. Maybe one of the guys out here can put it in perspective for us, that would be nice!! Funny however, that the ones they comment about that look good without the makeup is the one that they are married too, HMMMMMMM

Still, I have no doubt you look great!! I mean I've seen your past photos and you do have a pretty face, and I dont care if that was 10-15 years ago, you might have a little more weight on you, but your face is going to look the same, maybe you might have a little fine line or something, but girl, there is no way it could have changed from beautiful to hideous in a matter of 10-15 years NO WAY!!
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Maybe your H's don't want you going out w/makeup on b/c they know it will make the other men want you more?? lol

I can tell you that my face looks a whole lot worse than it did in the 90s. It looks bloated imo. I know some women can have huge hips and thighs and still have thin faces. Mine, however, is one of the first places I gain weight, and the last place to lose it. In fact, I ranted about this is the very first entry here.lol Oh well. I just have to keep on losing. :D

I had a taste of the applesauce--YUMMY. Just apples, cinnamon, nutmeg and apple pie spice. No sugar added. :)
 
MMMMMMM,ME WANT SOME!!! :drool5: I can honestly taste it right now!! I make home made apple pies for my son, and I LOVE EM!!! eat some for me please!!!
 
I really need to go back and research the specifics how sizes have changed... because I know damnwell i didn't wear a size 12 jeans when i was in college and I while I weighed about 20 - 30lbs less - I was much more - tight... and I was bigger than a 12..

ah well -it's a number -just a number - it's what we see in the mirror that should matter :D

Yeah, that's why I'm thinking I might want to end up in a 10--b/c it's probably an old 12. When I was wearing old 14s, I usually bought men's jeans, and I believe the waist size was 33-34. I couldn't fit into 14 jeans--hips were ok, but waist was too small.
 
So excited for you Kim!!! Awesome job girlie :).

You really really truly looked pretty in that pic you posted from a few years ago. Better than the 90's pics in fact, which are very cute and I'm not just saying that. :)

Thanks for clarifying that you weren't just saying that...lmao. And I saw that you all joined the Holiday Challenge. I can't believe how many people have already signed up. :)

~Kimberly (not Kim--that MissLadybug ;) ) Don't get me confused--it's sooo easy to do...haha
 
:iagree: With everyone else you are far from looking hideous! Congrats on hitting the 50 lb loss mark that is such a BIG accomplishment!You are doing so awesome and I can't wait to check you out when you meet your happy place goal! POST those pics you will be amazed the BIG difference you see,I can't tell by looking in the MIRROR but when I put before and now pics I can tell.Hope you have a wonderful day GORGEOUS, :cheers2:Tammy

For me it's the opposite. When I look in the mirror, most of the time I think I look good. And then I see a pic and say, "Oh gawd! I look horrible!!" I know I'm a dork, but I can't help it. :D

I just hope I keep losing and don't hit another facking plateau soon. Agh! the dreaded P word!! :rofl::rofl:
 
Well your face looked damn good in that pic from 2 or 3 years ago so I really dont know what you're talking about. Maybe it was the angle that brought out your beauty ha ha.

Davey and others, thanks for cracking me up. Glad I read back from where I missed yesterday, I was particularly amused by the "keep a clear path to the crapper" comment. Hopefully for dad's sake the applesauce worked. Dont forget the Benefiber Star!!
 
Well your face looked damn good in that pic from 2 or 3 years ago so I really dont know what you're talking about. Maybe it was the angle that brought out your beauty ha ha.

Davey and others, thanks for cracking me up. Glad I read back from where I missed yesterday, I was particularly amused by the "keep a clear path to the crapper" comment. Hopefully for dad's sake the applesauce worked. Dont forget the Benefiber Star!!

Yeah, that cracked me up, too. The Benefiber is on my shopping list for this afternoon--along with stool softener! :ack2::ack2::ack2:..lol.

That pic was 5yrs old, and I believe i weighed between 215-220 in it. yeah, it must've been the angle..lmao. I figure if I take a shitload of pics, one of them is bound to turn out halfway decent..lol.

Ellebelle--I think that's how I let myself get as big as I did--staying away from cameras and looking in the mirror I didn't see how big I actually was getting.
 
That was definitely my problem too. Cameras were the enemy (still are lol). One of the biggest things that got me started on losing was seeing pictures that my sister and I had taken. She could fit inside of me and worn me like a big ass coat. lol. Straight up SOTL style.
 
Just the other week I was watching someone on TV--it was a famous women (I think in politics--wish I could remember who it was). Anyway, my H walked in the room took a look at the TV screen and said, "God, she's ugly!" That really pissed me off. It didn't matter to him that this woman had accomplished lots of things in her life. Just that she wasn't attractive on the outside.

Oh I know what you mean!
There's a children's book by Roald Dahl called "The Twits" and one thing I got out of it, and I don't have it and I can't find the exact quote online, but what he said was, "Even if you are overweight with bad skin and stick-out teeth, if you're happy and think nice thoughts on the inside, it will shine out and you will always be beautiful." LIVE by that! (and I'm trying to remember his examples, not making them up! Ack I need that book!) It's really a great philosophy, despite shallow people--and I say FUCK SHALLOW PEOPLE. They actually are the most miserable people I know, so who cares what they think? IMHO.

Congrats so much on the size 14s and the 50 lb mark, oh yeah!
 
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