BikiniBound's Diary

I need to stop dwelling on the negative, and start focusing on the positive--which is that I am losing weight again, and have been a very good girl the last few days. :)

I'm really so proud of you, honey. Your calories were on point as well. woohoo.... Remaining positive and realizing how much effort/ work it took for you to lose the amount of weight you have already will help you to push pass the 230s all the way to the freaking 160s. ;) Love yas, girl....
 
Since everyone is sharin' pics, here is someone I :drooling: over!!!

Mmm...Josh Hallaway---hot! I love LOST! Can't wait until it comes back on. Ya know--he's one guy who can get away without shaving in my book..lol. And he's got the Southern accent, too...Hummmenna hummenna....:beating::beating:
 


I'm really so proud of you, honey. Your calories were on point as well. woohoo.... Remaining positive and realizing how much effort/ work it took for you to lose the amount of weight you have already will help you to push pass the 230s all the way to the freaking 160s. ;) Love yas, girl....

Yeah, I realized I was being a whiny baby..lmao. Gotta snap outta whiny baby mode. :)

OH, my What Color Is Your Parachute book came today. Damn--there's a lot of reading to do there. I wish I could just get my resume updated--I hate doing my resume. I would pay someone to do it--anyone here good at doing resumes????

Here's what I've been thinking about doing for awhile: working at a college or univ. in the study abroad dept--working with foreign students studying here, and U.S. students who want to study abroad. I think I'd be really good at that, considering my background. Or working for an organization that deals with international student exchanges.
 
Ummmm yah.... my male "best friend" aka Mark... looks exactly like that actor, the dude from Lost. You can have him instead since he's going to go through a divorce. hahaa...

Is he really getting divorced? If he looks like Sawyer, send him to me! ahah. Oh yeah, I'd have to get divorced, too...:rolleyes:
 
Oh wow, where to start!
So much can be written in these diaries while you're not around *L*
I get home tonight and there's now an official "list":rotflmao:
I've often wondered what the site owners might think when they read some of the topics that get discussed in some of our daries *L* It's certainly not always weightloss:jump:

Speaking of which, would you all beleive it , I have NEVER been in a sex shop or a strip club. Too embaressed to go. Why am I ? I'm an adult . I should go huh. I duno I just feel like whoever might be in there would be judging me :rotflmao: Pot calling the kettle horny I guess LOL
 
:doh: Congrats on your weightloss!I get so excited when there is sex talk hott men ect iin here to where I forget why I stopped by in the 1st place :rotflmao: 20'S HERE YOU COME!:)
 
Oh wow, where to start!
So much can be written in these diaries while you're not around *L*
I get home tonight and there's now an official "list":rotflmao:
I've often wondered what the site owners might think when they read some of the topics that get discussed in some of our daries *L* It's certainly not always weightloss:jump:

Speaking of which, would you all beleive it , I have NEVER been in a sex shop or a strip club. Too embaressed to go. Why am I ? I'm an adult . I should go huh. I duno I just feel like whoever might be in there would be judging me :rotflmao: Pot calling the kettle horny I guess LOL

Well, horny kettle, you get pts in my book for never having been to a strip club! I'm not a big fan of those. A sex shop, however, well that's a whole other ball of wax..:D Oh, and I'll bet you were just shocked to see you were on the list of WLF perverts...:rotflmao:

Here's my only strip club experience--and it wasn't really a strip club--it was a gay bar in London back in 1992. I went there with some British friends of mine--I believe I was the only straight one. I discovered later that night that my gf was a lezzie when I caught her making out with another girl..lmao. Yeah, I was a lot more naive back then (20yrs old).

Anyway, getting back to the stripping--a gay friend's ex kept buying him drinks that night, and he didn't want them, so he kept giving them to me. So I got pretty drunk off free drinks. Then, this built black guy starts stripping, and everyone forms a circle around him. He's standing in the middle stripping. Soon he's down to nothing--wearing only a smile and a huge erection. He comes over to me, hands me a bottle of oil, and wants me to rub it on his back. I'm totally dying (being drunk and a virgin), but I shyly start rubbing oil on him. Then he whips out a can of whipped cream (where he whipped it out from, I'll never know!!) and squirts the whipped cream all over his hard dick. I was scared to death, and told my friend, "If he comes over here again--I am NOT licking it off!!!" This cracked her up.

See what you're missing out on, Paul? :rotflmao:
 
OMG! I am laughing MAO!! Ha ha ha. That strip club story was too too much. Back in that year I was also hanging out with these gay guys, probably the funniest times I've every had, they were totally hilarious and crazy. At that same time, my girlfriend Carolyn got a job as a waitress at a new place called "Scores", which is still around and very popular to this day. I thought it was a sports bar til I went to pick her up and found it was an upscale tata bar. Poor girl ended up going from living large in her own crib in a high rise apartment with a beautiful daughter to getting hooked on heroin and crack and having her daughter taken away. I think that club had something to do with all that, but I hadn't seen her in years before she got hooked on drugs so dont know what happened. I heard now she's in FL and getting in trouble for petty crimes and doing short stints in jail.
 
oh, and at least you get to start your stripper story with "When I was in London" most of us aren't that lucky with ours...
 
Hi Kimberly!
You're doing awesome hun! :] I wish I could be as focused as you are!!
OH! I took your advice about getting some benefiber and bought it awhile ago but I was paranoid about taking it (don't ask why, I have no idea, other than maybe I was expecting it to taste like crap) and I mixed it in with my water today and literally, it tastes like nothing. I'm loving it and plan on mixing it in with my liquids throughout the day, every day!

For the record, I am never taking that long of an absence from here ever again... there's too much to catch up on in your pervy diary! lol.

Hope all is well dear!
xoxox
 
Hi elle.. :)

I haven't had the pleasure of meetin' ya...I joined in mid Sept.

I was once a wholesome mom/wife, but that has all changed now...

:rotflmao:

Welcome Back and I hope you feel better/stay better soon! :hug2:

*Stacy
 
Hi elle.. :)

I haven't had the pleasure of meetin' ya...I joined in mid Sept.

I was once a wholesome mom/wife, but that has all changed now...

:rotflmao:

Welcome Back and I hope you feel better/stay better soon! :hug2:

*Stacy

Hi Stacy!
Nice to meet ya!! These girls will sure make ya shed that image of being wholesome. lol. Fortunately (or maybe unfortunately... who knows!) they haven't shed my little "wholesome upstate-ny-girl" image yet. :rotflmao: Maybe soon though. haha!
I'm back for good this time, no more leaving this place for more than a few days at the most! :)
 
Kimberly, I think by now your answer may have changed a bit...

No, there's no way in hell I'd ever lick whipped cream of some stranger's dick with a big crowd watching!!:eek:

Now if it was in private, and it wasn't a stranger, that would be a different story. ;)
 
oh, and at least you get to start your stripper story with "When I was in London" most of us aren't that lucky with ours...

Hell, if I could make it happen, anyone can. I was poor as hell all through college--but I made travel and study abroad top priority. My financial aid all transferred to my study abroad programs--and I worked full-time during the summers, and part-time during semesters. I've always believed that if you really want something badly enough, you'll make it happen. I love to travel, and can't believe I've been grounded for 6yrs. :mad: I need to give myself that pep talk right now. :rolleyes:
 
OMG! I am laughing MAO!! Ha ha ha. That strip club story was too too much. Back in that year I was also hanging out with these gay guys, probably the funniest times I've every had, they were totally hilarious and crazy. At that same time, my girlfriend Carolyn got a job as a waitress at a new place called "Scores", which is still around and very popular to this day. I thought it was a sports bar til I went to pick her up and found it was an upscale tata bar. Poor girl ended up going from living large in her own crib in a high rise apartment with a beautiful daughter to getting hooked on heroin and crack and having her daughter taken away. I think that club had something to do with all that, but I hadn't seen her in years before she got hooked on drugs so dont know what happened. I heard now she's in FL and getting in trouble for petty crimes and doing short stints in jail.

I thought that might amuse you..lmao. Wow--that's a very sad story about your gf. :cry: See Paul--stay away from those strip clubs or you'll find yourself hooked on crack and have your kids taken away. :eek:
 
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