Sorry you are in emotional distress right now. Don't let it derail you! That will make you feel worse. Do your mourning, sure, but without food as comfort.
Hi Natalie Jo
I am very, very sorry that your relationship has ended. You actually sound okay with it; I hope you really are! It may be that you actually feel *FREE!* which is a wonderful, beautiful way to feel. However, since you were involved for quite a while, you may experience some down & lonely times, too. I wish we lived closer so we could go walking or biking together!
I love how committed you are to changing your life! Your goals are positively inspirational, regardless of how long you decide to take in reaching them. There is an old proverb that says "Without vision, the people perish." I have found this to be true in my own life; it is quite hard to grow & move ahead without a vision/goal of some sort!
So I continue to wish you all the best in ALL of your goals, but particularly in your journey to better health.