I haven't worked out for like 6weeks or more. I'm back to normal.. I don't notice any difference at all though, which brings me to the assumption that I really didn't do **** to my build last time.. It's extremely frustrating, the only place I notice even the slightest decrease in muscle is my biceps.
I'm starting to think about using Creatine or other suppliments. I was all for natural and all that junk, but it's just not working and it's a piss off. My body just doesn't want to budge, and it's tearing me apart. It pisses me off that some people are just born into these great builds and work-out genetics..
I can't afford to eat 5 meals a day, hell, I can hardly afford to get in 2. My family is a lower middle-class one and I rarely get a well balanced meal. It's not great, but that's life.
I turned 15 2 weeks ago, I'm now 5'8" 132lbs... I don't know what I'm going to do, but I've got to do something. The whole natural thing isn't working.
I don't even want to get GIANT so I'm not just being hard on myself... I'd just like a build of like.. Tom Cruises calibur even. He's no giant, but he isn't puny or antyhing.
Urgh... I'm confused, I want a way to get big, but I feel cursed.
I'm starting to think about using Creatine or other suppliments. I was all for natural and all that junk, but it's just not working and it's a piss off. My body just doesn't want to budge, and it's tearing me apart. It pisses me off that some people are just born into these great builds and work-out genetics..
I can't afford to eat 5 meals a day, hell, I can hardly afford to get in 2. My family is a lower middle-class one and I rarely get a well balanced meal. It's not great, but that's life.
I turned 15 2 weeks ago, I'm now 5'8" 132lbs... I don't know what I'm going to do, but I've got to do something. The whole natural thing isn't working.
I don't even want to get GIANT so I'm not just being hard on myself... I'd just like a build of like.. Tom Cruises calibur even. He's no giant, but he isn't puny or antyhing.
Urgh... I'm confused, I want a way to get big, but I feel cursed.