Bellaryna's Journey

So I got a couple of loads of laundry done, all the dishes washed up, dusted the dining room and living room, swept the kitchen floor and vacuumed the living room, kids play area and dining room today.
And I still mananged to get in that walk to the library, which took round trip about 1 hour and 20 minutes. As T-Dawg and I swung by sis's school to pick her up on the way home.
Walked to the ymca tonight adding an additional 40 minutes to my walking time today for a total of 2 hours!
Could of had another 40 minutes but opted for Sweetiepea to drive dd and I home.
Sat my butt down to watch the Biggest Loser finale, so glad that a girl won finally! Would have liked to see Kelly win but Ali literally worked her Arse off :biggrinjester: so she definately deserved the win!
Well that wraps up my day.
So guess I will catch ya all later.

Can you come clean my house? Please! LOL JK! Of course since I'm actually working now, dh said that we'd all chip in...uh when is the "we all" going to start their part? They do it only if I ask or tell them something needs to be done. Of course dh doesn't understand why I get so irritated to have to clean during the week...says I could leave it until the weekend. Well, um I don't want to be cleaning all weekend! :smash:

I did watch parts of the BL last night. Ali looked really good! She surely deserved it. I didn't get to see Kelly though because I went to take a shower and when I was done confetti was flying.

I guess the Prevention mag I'm reading right now has a BL makeover, I'll be passing it on to you when I'm done. :)
 
Real Quick........
I think that I must start out the majority of my posts that way!!! LOL
Got in a 30 minute walk this morning taking dd to school. Hope to get in another 30 picking her up.
Weighed in this morning at 185.8!!!
That is a 1.4 pound drop from last week!!!
Also that puts me at 44.2 pounds lost overall. :eek:
I don't know why exactly that seems like such an unreal number but it does.
Well anyway just like the first 2 words say this was real quick!
Catch ya all later!!!
:seeya:

:party::party::party::party::party::party::party::party:

WTG!!



Did you just try to call me? I just realized I heard the sound of my cell...LOL Oh wait my phone is ringing...guess it's my mom.
 
There is no way on earth I would work full time and do all the house work. You two need to whip your H's into shape! Women are not men's slaves or maids ya know. ;)

Congrats on losing so much weight and getting in so much exercise this week. You blow me out of the water! I honestly don't know how you do it--work, exercise, family, cleaning--you truly are superwoman. :Angel_anim:
 
Ever have one of those days that start out really well and you just know that it is going to end the same way but it doesn't ?
Today was my day. Weighed in at exactly 186 pounds. Only .2 higher than yesterday. But not to worry we all know how things go up and down.
Got up early to make the family French Toast, I had none of it myself. Stuck to my Eggbeaters with fresh chopped veggies and a sprinkle of cheese.
Hubby and I were going fishing so I packed up some "safe snacks". Almonds, bananas and grapes.
Went fishing. Ahhh it was so peaceful. We ended up fly fishing off someones pier. The birds were twittering and there were these ducks just swimming around. A light breeze was blowing. Just enough for me to have a lightweight hoodie on. But as the sun came up it warmed up quick. I never did catch a fish though I did get several "hits". Did see a turtle. A little Red Eared Slider. Stinking thing! LOL He's probably the reason I didn't get any fish.
Fished for about 2 hours and dh had the idea of heading out and grabbing some lunch. I was all for that thinking that we would eat somewhere somewhat healthy. Dh chose Mexican. I was cool with that thinking I would just get like a fajita or a salad. But they never ever "just" bring you anything!
So I ended up getting the fajita. Which came with rice (YUM!), beans (extra YUM!!) and of course a huge helping of tortilla chips (extra super YUM!!!)
Needless to say I ate way more than I should have. My tummy was hurting before it was all said and done.
I didn't feel any better by the time my class rolled around. So I didn't go. I know that Kellie was disappointed but I didn't want to go all Biggest Loser on her by yacking all over the Fitness Center floor.
Ds and I did get in a 30 minute walk. Not much but every activity counts.
Later on my tummy was feeling better so I went out and started prepping one of my flowerbeds. Got to thinking about how I had promised my dd that we would go to the park today so piled the kids in the car, headed to the ice cream parlor (heck I already blew my calories out for the day so I figured I might as well let this be my free day) and then headed to the park.
Came home and just about 20 minutes ago I finished my final snack for the day........Flan.
If you have never had Flan you are missing out. It is a sweet custardy treat that has a caramel sauce. OH YEAH BABY!!!!
It is the bomb.
So there you have it.
The day that didn't end anywhere near to the way it started.
 
That was a long day for sure! You were just getting revved up for what was to come.

I don't think you're choices were THAT bad. A fajita can be healthy, so ya had a few chips? Just know you will have to burn em off. And an icecream treat on occasion is ok too. Don't deny yourself all the time or you will end up binge-ing. I'm no expert of course, only my opinion.

So head to the Y today and work extra hard to balance it all out. I'm sure it will all come out in the wash, and if no? You know why. :svengo:
 
Thanks Yarm for the words of encouragement.
I didn't go to the Ymca. But I did head into work early yesterday so that I could pick some extra hours. I ended up orderfilling for 4 hours. Now that is a workout. You know you got to be working hard if your in a freezer and your sweating your hinny inny end off!!! LOL
The only thing is I didn't drink any water (I mean ANY) all day. So today I am feeling like a desert took up residence in my sinus' as well as a bit bloated.
But that is all something that can be fixed.
Have a great day.
 
:rant:
I hate my job! :reddevil:
There I said it.
Okay maybe not actually my job per say, more the people who I work with. And not really hate, more along the lines of intense dislike. And not always.
Just feel like lately that I am being hen pecked to death. Over some of the most minute things.
Pick, pick, pick!!!!
Arrrgggg!!!! Leave me alone already would ya. That is what I feel like telling them.
But I never will.
I am too nice.
Though I did ask them last night if this was high school all over again?
I mean everytime someone's undies get in a bunch they run to the bosses who then pull the undie bunching "offender" aside to say :cuss: "so and so says", or :cuss: "people are saying."
I just want to tell people to GROW UP ALREADY!!!! :chillpill:
Okay so I just really needed to get a few things off of my chest! LOL
Thanks for listening.
:rant:
 
Uggg!

Fortunately, I work in a small office and have only had to deal with a handful of those kinds of folks over my 15yrs at my job. I too have had to make reference to, and actually said to the person, about whether or not we are still in high school or not. It's hard enough to deal with constant negativity, but when you bear the brunt of it, its really stressful.

Vent here, but try killin' em with kindness. Say and do the minimum you have to with these people. Don't waste any energy or emotions on them, if you don't have to.
 
Sorry you had a rough weekend! :hug2:

Just try to keep in mind that people who run to the boss over every little thing, and are quick to criticize do so b/c they are insecure or unhappy with themselves. Misery loves company, eh? Keep your chin up, girl. And this is your diary--feel free to vent as much as ya want..lol. :sifone:

The cool thing is that you and H got in some good alone time fishing together. And you ate some very yummy food. :D

I'm sure you burned off all those calories working so hard over the weekend. :)
 
I sure know what you mean about co-workers I used to be in the same boat many years ago, and finally I decided to let go of that place and find something that I like even better, it was a risk for me at the time, but as it turns out it was a good risk, and I'm so happy now. Don't let them ruin your day, they will be jerks forever regardless, no need letting them get you down.

I see your weight keeps going down, lucky girl!! Pretty soon your going to be buying some new clothes, OH YEAH! that's the best part of losing weight, buying some smaller, newer clothes in my opinion.

Well take care and have a very nice day
Kim
 
Hi Sweet Bell -

I'm finally back! :seeya:

Boy, a week in a half at the hospital can really wear ya out I tell ya!

Sorry to hear about what's going on at work. :hug2:

*Hang in there*

I hope you have a Goal Reaching Monday!

:party:
 
Thanks to everyone for stopping by and wishing me well.
I haven't been able to shake that bad attitude yet. I am planning to wake up tomorrow and see the world thru new eyes.
My weekend at work was sooooo awful that it just seems to be following me around.
I didn't even exercise today, sigh. I know bad, bad, bad. Especially since Kimberly and I really need to carry the weight (no pun intended LOL) of the exercise this week since Margaret had emergency surgery.
I have 4 hours in at least. So it won't take me much to catch up to where I need to be.
I just feel so blah right now.
Hubby has been telling me for the last 12 years that I need to be more of a duck and let what other people say roll off my back. But I tend to be more of a sponge. I soak it in and let it fester there.
I know that I am weighing heavier than the 186 I posted last Thursday but honestly I couldn't say how much since this morning I just didn't feel like looking. I don't think it is much and most likely is just water weight.
I tend to bloat up when I am feeling stressed. That and eat crap I shouldn't! LOL
I didn't do to badly on the eating front but at the same time I didn't do as well as I could have. Especially since all I really "felt' like eating was comfort food.
I plan to get back on track tomorrow. 'Cuz if I keep whallering around in this self pity than the boneheads at work will have won. And I refuse to let them have that control over me.
I am having lunch tomorrow with a girl from church who just went thru a bone marrow transplant. She found out just before Christmas that she had Luekiemia. Since then she has responded really, really well to all her treatments.
In light of all the things that she has gone thru my "minor whinings" are so very trivial. So I WILL snap out of this funk.
Perspective is everything.
Again Thanks to Stacey, Ladybug, Kimberly and Yarmiah for swinging by my journal and lifting up my spirits. It's not very often that I am the one suffering from pessimism and I really appreciate you guys more than you can know.
Later Gators!
 
Hey there She-ra!

Man am I beat. I bet I will be sore tomorrow!

Thanks for keeping me on my toes!
 
Hi Dawn

Sorry that I havent been by your diary recently - but I have caught up on all that has been happening to you.

By the way - I think that re the creep at the gym - when your husband said that he would need to start coming to the gym to look after you - you should have said that you would appreciate that. I know that you have mentioned your husband went to weight watchers. I would be delighted if I could get Rod to go regularly to a gym. It wouldnt matter if he thought that he was doing it to mark me as his or not.

We all know people that are a lot worse off than we are - but that doesnt stop us from feeling sorry for ourselves and our comparitively minor problems.

It is perfectly natural to wish that our own lives were going fully smoothly and things that get in the way are very irritating. The fact is that you are rushing around trying to run a household and family, hold down a job, do loads of extra hours and make your weightloss dreams a reality. All that - and occasionally you mention other career aspirations too.

No wonder you get weighed down by juvenile behaviour that you meet at work. When you are busy - life can be tough enough just getting boxes ticked and things done. Extra stress helps no-one. We would all feel the same.

Whatever you do - dont tell Rod that it is possible to do as much exercise as you do and do as much housework as you do. You really do put me to shame. My house is the biggest mess on earth. I am going to try and stop him from looking in your diary.

I am sorry that you are having to do extra exercise to cover me for the challenge. I am trying to get out and get some gentle walking done each day to build things back up. I wouldnt normally count walking at that speed as exercise - but it is valid exercise for me as things currently stand. I am keeping my challenge scoresheet up to date each day - so check it out if things get on top of you as you may not need to get quite as much done as Kimberly calculated.

I think that all three of us are currently looking at a higher weight than last week - so all of us are praying for that weightloss miracle! We still have until Friday morning - so there is time.

Take care
Love
Margaret
 
Hi Sweetness! I hope you're feeling better now. Yup, the duck attitude is best. But I know how you feel, b/c I also tend to let things eat me up that I shouldn't.

I'm really looking forward to meeting you in May. That date will work, btw. I'm going to have to get used to calling you Dawn instead of Bella..lol. Maybe I'll just call you Bella Dawn. :D

LOL@Margaret banning Rod from reading your diary for fear of your industriousness making her look bad. :smilielol5: I certainly agree that you manage to do an incredible amount of things when there are only 24hrs in a day. As I've said before--you ARE superwoman. :party:
 
May? You'd better let me in on the date! I wanna meet Kim too!

BTW, you should see my left arm. For some reason it is really sunburned. The right one not so much. I think it was from how I was sitting on the bench. Durn it all I should've known better than to skip work. :banghead: Sick, yeah right, they're going to say. LOL

How did your Zumba class go? Wish I could go with!
 
Hey there She-ra!

Man am I beat. I bet I will be sore tomorrow!

Thanks for keeping me on my toes!

She-ra?! Your to funny! :smilielol5:
I only pushed ya 'cuz I knew you could do it. That and since you can only be there for a short time you might as well get all you can out of it!
 
Hi Dawn

Sorry that I havent been by your diary recently - but I have caught up on all that has been happening to you.

Margaret, Margaret, Margaret. I don't expect you to come cruisin my diary all the time. Especially here lately with you having your emergency surgery and all. Though I won't lie I do enjoy reading what you put in here. It invariably has something in it that I really needed to hear at the time.

By the way - I think that re the creep at the gym - when your husband said that he would need to start coming to the gym to look after you - you should have said that you would appreciate that. I know that you have mentioned your husband went to weight watchers. I would be delighted if I could get Rod to go regularly to a gym. It wouldnt matter if he thought that he was doing it to mark me as his or not.

I so agree with you on this one.

We all know people that are a lot worse off than we are - but that doesnt stop us from feeling sorry for ourselves and our comparitively minor problems.

It is perfectly natural to wish that our own lives were going fully smoothly and things that get in the way are very irritating. The fact is that you are rushing around trying to run a household and family, hold down a job, do loads of extra hours and make your weightloss dreams a reality. All that - and occasionally you mention other career aspirations too.

No wonder you get weighed down by juvenile behaviour that you meet at work. When you are busy - life can be tough enough just getting boxes ticked and things done. Extra stress helps no-one. We would all feel the same.

I think more than anything I am just tired of working a dead end job. I can't see myself still working in a freezer day in and day out for the rest of my life.
So all the "joy" ,and I say that very flippantly, that I had in my job is gone.
I just want out.


Whatever you do - dont tell Rod that it is possible to do as much exercise as you do and do as much housework as you do. You really do put me to shame. My house is the biggest mess on earth. I am going to try and stop him from looking in your diary.

This one had me laughing soooo hard!!!! :smilielol5:
If my dh could only pipe in here he would tell you that the house is not clean enough!!! :dupe:
Or at least the laundry bit of it. I do put in alot of hours exercising but that is only 'cuz like you I am being greedy. As for the house really only the basics get done. And about once a week one room gets an overhaul. At any given time you could walk in to my house and there will be dishes in the sink, baskets of laundry waiting to be folded, laundry on the floor in the kitchen over by the washer and the floor needs to be swept/vacuumed. So it's not nearly as clean as it sounds.
Don't get me wrong.......it's clean, just cluttered up!
So see Rod can still have a peek in my diary! LOL


I am sorry that you are having to do extra exercise to cover me for the challenge. I am trying to get out and get some gentle walking done each day to build things back up. I wouldnt normally count walking at that speed as exercise - but it is valid exercise for me as things currently stand. I am keeping my challenge scoresheet up to date each day - so check it out if things get on top of you as you may not need to get quite as much done as Kimberly calculated.

Don't worry about me having to get any extra exercise. I needed to ramp it up a bit anyway. And as most of my extra exercise has been walking it has been very peaceful. Think nothing of it!

I think that all three of us are currently looking at a higher weight than last week - so all of us are praying for that weightloss miracle! We still have until Friday morning - so there is time.

Take care
Love
Margaret

I fear that this may be the week that we get eliminated.
My weight is up as TOM showed up this morning and now I will virtually have no time to "lose" any Tom gain.
I do love when you stop by my diary Margaret. You always have a way of making me feel better!
Thanks
 
Sooo glad that there is someone else out there who struggles like I do. sigh
I know if I just "got over it" things would be so much better. But at times, like right now is TOM, it si very hard for me to follow thru with my own advice.
I'm glad that day will work out for you.
I think that it will be a blast getting to meet up with you and of course Sweetiepea will be coming with us if she can.
You can call me Bella if you want, LOL I don't mind.
Though I may not answer right away! :smilielol5:
If Rod only knew just how much my house really is a mess than Margaret would be in no danger.
Even when I do get something done my 2 tornadoes come tearing thru and messing it all up. Plus I also have 2 labs. One is old and the other is 6 months. So it is never ending.
There may be only 24 hours in a day but I swear I could use at least 5 more just so could get some extra sleep!
Thanks for the SuperWoman comment! That is very sweet.
Now I just need to find my cape. I think I loaned it out to Sweetiepea.


Hi Sweetness! I hope you're feeling better now. Yup, the duck attitude is best. But I know how you feel, b/c I also tend to let things eat me up that I shouldn't.

I'm really looking forward to meeting you in May. That date will work, btw. I'm going to have to get used to calling you Dawn instead of Bella..lol. Maybe I'll just call you Bella Dawn. :D

LOL@Margaret banning Rod from reading your diary for fear of your industriousness making her look bad. :smilielol5: I certainly agree that you manage to do an incredible amount of things when there are only 24hrs in a day. As I've said before--you ARE superwoman. :party:
 
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