Before & After - Starting at 186lbs.

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BigMomma2140

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Hi Everyone,


New on board! Starting tomorrow. Took some pictures of myself today, please find them below.






Facts about me:

Emotional eater or out of boredom.

I'm 5'5 and 26.5 years old.

CW:188lbs

GW:148lbs


Why the sudden desire? because I am tired of the giggle, of having to wear cardigans to hide my arms, because I want to be able to wear shorts without my thighs rubbing against one another, because I am always so hot due to over covering up, because I want to remain healthy, although I am fit (I can jog, go on long walks (up hill) because of fashion, because I want to look good in a bikini!!
 
This week-end, I am off to getting a weighing machine! It will help make me more aware of the weight loss process. I have been allowing myself to increasingly wear very flowy an stretching clothes and that is probably the worse idea! Also, I need to open myself to a relationship...I have only let 2 show me their interest...call it low self esteem but I always wonder I managed to get this or that person...I am fat and not proud of body & self **I am working on improving that* but I am not sure why would someone be attracted to this...I know that I wouldn't be attracted to myself...I'd be lying if I said otherwise...


For anyone out there do you feel losing weight got you more interest because you looked like the standard (slimmer, fitter) or simply because you were confident.


I sure know that I was much more confident 2 years ago...although I was at the same weight...my confidence didn't help me get anyone...so I am still very skeptical about this whole "All you need is confidence and the right state of mind" to get people interested! I feel that confidence is 25%, looks take a big 65% and personnality a small 10%. How many times have I seen a typically good looking girl with little personnality still score a guy...granted that those never really made it through the years...but still.


Actually I wonder what guy see first...Looks?
 
why would you say your body shape is, I feel like we have the same body shape. Also although you are carrying extra weight, you don't look 188lbs and your skin seems pretty toned.
 
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