because i'm worth it!! (aren't we all??!)

since writing that all out...took me a while...typing on & off when i had time...

i was thinking that out of all my r/ships (& flings!!) theres none right now at this moment in time that i'd like a DO OVER with...no not even no.11...its the ones that you didn't go all the way with...the WHAT IF'S...that you think about...as with the others you know they really just wouldn't have worked out...you tried/went back & forth etc...the only two i ever think about now are TC & the BF after him PB that i didn't have sex with either...while i wish TC had been the first i'd had sex with (my mother split us up...witch!!) its actually PB i think about more (my home life was insane at this point & i left home...PB was lovely & quite shy & i didn't want him mixed up in all that side to my life...the crappie bit) but yeah every now & again i'll think...MAYBE...we might have had a shot...someone told me hes a teacher now....i used to bump into him quite often yrs ago when out & about in bars...he used to still blush when i spoke to him...which i thought was very sweet...but i was too much of a coward to tell him i still thought about him...well until RIGHT NOW that is...!! shhhhhhhhh don't tell.....:)


NB to all highschoolers...don't have sex...not yet!!! theres other things you can do...try the squishing thing LOL (best safe sex there is!!! :D) plus its often the ones you don't do it with that will stay the most special to you.....
 
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so no one brave enough to share their number??! whatever...:newangel:

i watched The Breakfast Club (1985) last night...in case y'don't know its about five high school students made to do detention on a saturday...all day...i was exactly the age they were playing in the movie...back then even i was still a virgin...just about...LOL

judd nelsons character told clair (molly ringwald) that shes going to get fat...
he said there were 2 types of fat ppl -
those who were born to be fat & the thin ones who become fat...
he said you can still see their thin face in them!!

well as i was always slim but very very lazy...i must be in the 2nd lot!!!

when they'd finally bonded & were all having a talk about how they didn't get along with their dads...i thought oh yeah i'd have been in their gang for sure!!



i remember the song very well :)
 
theres something about george...

from Burn After Reading (2008)

we'll do it in the back...

in the back of the car...

not a rear entry situation!!
(oh george anywhere you want to baby!! ;))

in this hes greyer with a beard & as friggin sexy as ever...

what is it about gorgeous george??! :drool5:

he could pile on 10 stone & i'd still think he was adorable...its the twinkle in his eye > anything else...

YouTube - Burn After Reading Trailer (HD)

love the song by elbow in this too....
YouTube - Elbow - Grounds For Divorce (High Sound Quality) : Video


a tubby who i just adore is kevin james...he could laugh my knickers off any day hes sooooo blummin lovely!! even when hes sweaty!! big or not hes still fit!!
http://us.movies1.yimg.com/movies.y...huck_and_larry/_group_photos/kevin_james1.jpg


i love stephen fry too...for his huge braininess & cuddliness...so what if hes gay?? hes mine i tell you!!!
http://www.bbc.co.uk/history/familyhistory/get_started/images/celebgal_01_fry.jpg
 
someone....can't remember who said that marriage is exactly like Everyone Loves Raymond...but without the comedy or something like that...

ELR was on just before...the one about the suitcase/big fork & spoon...it was a good one...couldn't help but think yessss it is just like that...the good & bad thing being that all the little mind games/wind ups don't end...ever!!!

but when it comes to marital breakdowns...y'know when its all totally hit the friggin fan...the War of the Roses with micheal douglas & kathleen turner...brings back very fond memories for me...of my first ever divorce... fun times :D


talking of random screaming....
went the beach yesterday with finn...wonderful to runabout & feel the wind on your face...finn had a mario toy with him & started running about screaming something or other...i thought why not?? as cardio goes couldn't get much funner?? (one of those words that just doesn't look right) so we ran about & screamed our lungs out...very exhilarating!! of course it must have looked quite nuts to anyone watching....but ask me do i care??! :biggrinjester:
 
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make up your mind that nothing is more important than how i feel NOW, because now is everything. Now is the whole enchilada. Now is the power of me. Now, now, now, now, now… You might as well start somewhere, and it might as well be now. Why not start improving your life now, now, now?”
Abraham-Hicks

WHY WAIT???! Most suffering is amplified when we have regrets and guilts about the past, or feel hopeless about the future....SO LET IT ALL GO!!!

all together now BIG deep breath IN...hold...& breathe OUT all the negative crap...come on lets get happy clappy ppl :D


listening to a bit of robbie while i type this...can't help but smile...& :drool5: slightly....(make that A LOT....after all...it takes a REAL MAN to wear a frontless lurex catsuit............he even has your willy fixation chef :smilielol5:)





hmmmmm i've just discovered through extensive research (ie google & wiki LOL) that Esther Hicks claims that non-physical entities called Abraham speak through her, and that her teachings (referred to as Abraham–Hicks teachings) are based on this experience. The basic tenets of the teachings include that we create our own reality through our thoughts, that our emotions are constantly guiding us toward where we want to go, and that life is supposed to be fun.


1. You Are a Physical Extension of That Which is Non-physical.

2. You Are Here in This Body Because You Chose to Be Here.

3. The Basis of Your Life is Freedom; the Purpose of Your Life is Joy.

4. You Are a Creator; You Create With Your Every Thought.

5. Anything That You Can Imagine is Yours to Be or Do or Have.

6. As You Are Choosing Your Thoughts, Your Emotions Are Guiding You.

7. The Universe Adores You for it Knows Your Broadest Intentions.

8. Relax into Your Natural Well-Being. All is Well. (Really It Is!)

9. You Are a Creator of Thoughtways on Your Unique Path of Joy.

10. Actions to Be Taken and Possessions to Be Exchanged Are by-products of Your Focus on Joy

11. You May Appropriately Depart Your Body Without Illness or Pain.

12. You Can Not Die; You Are Everlasting Life.

P.S. It is not necessary for even one other person to understand the Laws of the Universe or the processes that we are offering here in order for you to have a wonderful, happy, productive Life Experience — for you are the attractor of your experience. Just you!


now ok she maybe a little cuckoo (or A LOT!!!) or maybe she really does y'know have a contact 'over there' who knows....but i have to admit that even though many of the above do sound a bit gobbledygook even to me...i do agree with some too...

'we create our own reality through our thoughts' yes to some extent i believe we do...our perceptions & our own take on life - being positive/sending out positive vibes etc can all have an influence on how we see & experience the world around us...i also believe we create our own heaven & hell...& if theirs any judging to be done we'll judge ourselves (who knows us better??) but i know that just sounds like more gooey gobbledygook so i'll stop now!!

'You Are Here in This Body Because You Chose to Be Here' i believe we (may!!) choose the circumstances of our lives & births...to enable us to experience certain situations...the purpose being to learn lessons from them...

but i realise both these have limitations i certainly wouldn't advocate any blaming-the-victim mentality...we are not born equal in terms of family & economic circumstances, the opportunities available or the paths open to us nor even in our abilities or talents (if we were i'd want penelope cruz's life...shes soooo gorgeous & talented...or eva mendes's or helena christensen's...i have several girl crushes LOL) & i do not believe that ppl suffering adversity in this lifetime should be left to suffer due to bad karma!!



why?? cos shes sexy ;)


schwa...having 2nd thoughts about being the meat in a schwa/kureransu sandwich after all......i want to hang out with these two girlies instead!!


do i really need a reason..............????


hmmmmmm i like her shoes...no really thats the reason........


how the friggin hell did i get from happy clappy to questioning just how straight i really am??? hahaha...............
 
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lol, I had a blast catching up on your journal! You're still such a trip! :D

You and Cinderelly have got to catch me up on the forum prudes and dipshits mess. Sounds like fun. Spill the gossip ladies!

As for the breakfast club... I can totally see you serving detention in that library. Hmmm, the jock, the brain, the princess, the criminal, the freak... what would you be?!

Oh were you looking for numbers? I'd chat with ya. lol.
 
oh so you're not dead then?? :D


oh god did i sound like i wanted ppls 'number' numbers...as in phone?? hahaha
i actually wanted them to spill re their other number...y'know shag wise...although now don't know which sounds worse!! LOL

anyway no one did either :smilielol5::smilielol5:

i just assumed i'd been chatting to myself.........whateverrrrrr..........

i was pleasantly surprised to find you are at least in your 30's...even though only just...i thought you were still in your 20's...check out the poll re age in off topic...according to which only fucking 6% are over 40 on WLF!!?? seriously considering finding a new home ramble wise............

so anyway..............
as an 11 yr age difference is slightly less pervy...lie down & i'll give you that massage myself...with some hot oils........& warm hands.....i promise i'll be good...& won't try to molest you in anyway.............no really cross my boobs &...sorry bit of a slip i mean heart & swear...............:Angel_anim:
 
age of innocence...

not mine obviously.........thats longgggg gone love :smilielol5::smilielol5:


but the movie....Daniel Day-Lewis, Michelle Pfeiffer, Winona Ryder (1993)



ooooooh i do love a victorian romance!!! all that unrequited love...supressed passion...& heaving bosoms & lacey corsests...love the dresses of late C19th too....hourglass figures without those daft hoop things of early/mid C19th.

anyway................

if anyones watched this movie how annoying at the end that he wimps out & doesn't go up to see her?? all obstacles are finally out of the way...he was only in his late 50's FGS!! they could have had 10, 20 even 30 yrs together...total wuss!!

apparently in the novel Wharton explains that Newland hasn't seen Ellen for thirty years and suddenly feels inadequate both intellectually and emotionally...& incapable of stepping into her sophisticated Parisian life...blahblahblah...its never too late for love!! :)

& Martin Scorsese...director??? go figure.........(thank fuck he finally won an oscar!!! & for the departed too...loved this movie but after what happened to poor leo could not watch it again...walberg & damon brilliant as ever too...)



oh i lost another lb!! go me!!! :party: :party:



listening to this right NOW...
 
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sorry for the non replies, just been out of it. reading and catch up with stuff nowadays. I got the link you sent and it is awesome. pretty effin' cool if i do say so myself. that something i would have tried to do in college. it takes a lot of editing and such to get that all to work so seamlessly! You know i read your journal, i a lot of what you say just seems like food for thought, so i generally don't reply, but know that i do read it and enjoy getting to know you from this perspective! i'll do better to let you know that youa re not a lone in this wlf and we will continue to have fun. As far as age and perving goes. i guess i feel after a certain age none of that stuff really should matter, i know there are a lot of factors that tie into age, but i guess happiness and how the other person makes you feel is all that matters to me, not to say i would go date a 60 year old. but age is one of the last things on my mind when i talk to someone. ya know? but again its my opinion, and of course there are some guide lines that goes along with what i am saying about age difference. anyway have a great one!
 
that hicks woman again...why?? well when it comes to being a bit cuckoo...
it takes one to know one LOL


And in the present moment, in the NOW, we can touch and be touched. We can laugh. We can learn. We can focus on thoughts that feel good. We can dream. And we can be fully present with simple pleasures like being with someone we care about—even if that “being with” is a spiritual presence and not in strictly physical form.
Abraham-Hicks


ooooh i do like the touch/be touched bit...share the love!!! :Angel_anim:

& i do believe we can connect with ppl through the ether too...maybe we can't all do it with disembodied spirits like esther hicks...but we can do it through the internet ether.....like me RIGHT NOW...clever eh??! :biggrinjester:



bit of a hippy chick at heart...this was out in 1975...when even baglady was only 8!! anyway...i'm about to dance around the room to this THIS very minute....join me!! come on don't be shy....swing those sexy hips...oh you've soooo got it baby!! ;)

after shoe shopping...in heels....dancing is my fave cardio!! oh no wait...running about on the beach is first...as due to my lazygirlitis...i don't actually like to feel like i'm working out when i do it...yes i'm THAT lazy.....



i might have put this on here somewhere else already but i like it!! :D
'would it be gay to write you a song??'...
 
Friends to Live Well (and Long!)

A network of good friends, rather than close family ties, helps you live longer in older age,
suggests research in the Journal of Epidemiology and Community Health.

thank fuck for that!!! considering really do not get along with most of my family!!

now i'll just have to make sure i keep in touch with friends more!! :)




bit heavy especially for all you young'uns used to all the pop idol stuff :D
but at about 4 mins Aerosmith makes quite an entrance & reprises Walk this Way with Run DMC & Kid Rock....1st released by Aerosmith in the 70's then in 1986 Aerosmith & Run DMC got together to do the track & it was a real BIG deal LOL....rap & rock together!!!

original video....Run DMC ft. Aerosmith - Walk This Way...
 
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All you need is love. But a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt.
Charles M. Schulz

A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than you love yourself.
Josh Billings

Don't forget Mother's Day. Or as they call it in Beverly Hills, Dad's Third Wife Day.
Jay Leno

Go to Heaven for the climate, Hell for the company.
Mark Twain
(reminds me of a irish toast...may you be in heaven half an hour before the devil knows you're dead :))

Food is an important part of a balanced diet.
Fran Lebowitz


listening to the new james morrison album over & over lately....
 
very appropriate as i've just sorted thorugh my bags...realising that my designer handbag collection cost more than an average family car & is worth even more than that now (so investments really!!) but then as i've mentioned earlier i am doing a public service by making the roads safer by my not driving on them...sooooo not a good driver!!! plus i don't do any of the good stuff anymore...smoke/do 'party' drugs/drink excessively or even have friggin sex...FFS!! in fact i'm sooooo good right now i should be sainted...though i'd much rather be ******* senseless!!! hahaha

so god damn it...i deserve these gorgeous soft leathery lovelies!! (i addressed the leather bags vs my veggieness on altas diary a while back...so my conscience is clear christian!!! no really it is................ok 90%ish :newangel:)
 
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re designer bags...

don't want anyone thinking i'm a gansters moll (LOL) or a WAG (hahaha unless you live in the uk you probably won't know what that is...) i haven't been on holiday since 2003!!! when i took finn to Centre Parks...xmas before that we went to NYC....but since then nada!!! so bags are my treat!!

we go on lots of family days out but when it come to holidays...he refuses to go. he says hes a homeboy & that i'm a homegirl (at other times he calls me the crazygirl) anyway haven't been able to go without him...as no one brave enough to mind him for a full wk..not even my eldest!!! damn...i did manage to spend a long w/end away with my GF's for my 40th in 2007...& a few days at a spa in 2008 (much needed!!) anyway i've told him when i win the lotto i'm moving to NYC...yeah baby!! :patriot: but he says i'm not allowed & that i have to do Plan B...which from what i can gather invloves me buying him every dvd on amazon...he is soooo wrong...b/c i sooooo am...Plan A all the way!!
 
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been thinking.................

maybe i’ll go for the full on materialistic approach to life instead instead...shoring up possessions...so death can’t find me!! LOL

as i’ve never been a moneyhead (besides compulsive bag buying...) it’ll take a lotto win...luckily though i’ve always thought i’ll win the Lotto one day...most ppl say it’ll never be me...i say why NOT me??! :biggrinjester:

so come on fates/guardian angels whatever... pleaseeeeeeeee...help me out won’t you??!

I am a good sharer so others will benefit too....friends & family are a given...well those that are still in my good bks anyway....went to india yrs ago & i’ve always thought how cool it’d be to go back with enough cash to build a school & i’d donate enough money to have lots of childrens hostels built in africa for children who have lost their parents to AIDS...


Then when the good stuff was taken care of........................

I’d book a huge hotel suite in London baby!!! For my girlie posse!!!

spa treatments/champagne brunches/cocktails & then..............

HIT THE SHOPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah....my eyes are misting over right now (really they are hahaha) & that'd certainly keep my mind off eating!!!

I know once i had a red chanel 2.55 dangling from my arm...i will be at one with the universe... find enlightenment...& harass schwa no more with QUESTIONS...in fact i will search no more for answers...

as my life will have meaning!!! Hurrahhhhh!!!

What the hell i want one in classic black too...& purple...& maybe pink too...ahhhhhhhhhhh

...........dream on missy..........................:smilielol5::smilielol5::smilielol5:



oooooooh heres kirsten with my bag....isn't she pretty...the bag love the bag!!
 
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